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Thursday, August 31, 2006
baking cheesecake is so difficult n time consuming.. esp wen u're doing it urself. my right hand feels so weak i can barely type. argh. waiting for it to be baked now.. hope it turns out ok.. n tt it wont collapse.. which i tink it might coz the mix looks awfully smooth n watery. is it supposed to be like tt? argh. i'll noe once its done. *prays*
baking 2 pans of cheesecake. the smaller pan's for my dear dear, n another bigger one for my dancesport frens. onli told jin yi n lionel tt i'm gonna bake for em. hope they dont finish it... coz i wanna bring it back home for ma parents. baking is fun! wahaha. luurrv baking. esp wen it turns out gd.. the amnt of satisfaction is amazing. =D
guess i'll hafta take a cab down to sch today. dun tink i have enuff time to set the cake n refrigerate it if i'm gonna take the train down. further more... it might get damaged during the journey. aaah! hope it turns out fine! so far so gd...
the onli thing i'm wondering now is how i'm gonna bring it to sch. guess i can onli cut it into slices. *shrugs* not much of a prob. aniway. dance today! yea!! haha. contemp dance yest was fun. i'm beginning to like the choreo, tho the beginning's a lil boring. no activities for tis whole hols except for the ltc camp.
back to watching my cake!
baking 2 pans of cheesecake. the smaller pan's for my dear dear, n another bigger one for my dancesport frens. onli told jin yi n lionel tt i'm gonna bake for em. hope they dont finish it... coz i wanna bring it back home for ma parents. baking is fun! wahaha. luurrv baking. esp wen it turns out gd.. the amnt of satisfaction is amazing. =D
guess i'll hafta take a cab down to sch today. dun tink i have enuff time to set the cake n refrigerate it if i'm gonna take the train down. further more... it might get damaged during the journey. aaah! hope it turns out fine! so far so gd...
the onli thing i'm wondering now is how i'm gonna bring it to sch. guess i can onli cut it into slices. *shrugs* not much of a prob. aniway. dance today! yea!! haha. contemp dance yest was fun. i'm beginning to like the choreo, tho the beginning's a lil boring. no activities for tis whole hols except for the ltc camp.
back to watching my cake!
Sunday, August 27, 2006
had been long since i've posted eh. tis ish gonna be a looong post. tho its freaking late n i'm damn tired... i still wanna blog on today. cant get it out of my mind. i'm happy.. so happy... n its those kinda happiness u have tt is so overwhelming u dont show it to ppl but feel gd inside. n u'll feel as light as ever.. even in silence.. running the thots over n over in ur head again n again, ignoring the bustle of activities arnd. =)
today, or rather, yesterday, was the lion city dancesport competition. n i dare say.. for the first time... tt lionel n i did well! better than expected. or were we lucky? didnt tink much abt going thru to the 2nd round.. but we got in. in fact most of the SP dancers made it thru. so yea, no big deal. den the nerves started to get me wen the results for round 3 were out... didnt dare to look, was standing bhind the crowd staring at lion's back while he tried squeezing his way thru to the result board. den he juz stood there, trying really hard to scan thru the list. so i started thinking,"oh no.. no good. he cant find our number!" so i started pacing.. but wen i finally looked at him, he gave me a nod! we got in! its the round b4 the semi-finals. n we were the onli couple in SP to get in. was surprised tt the better ones didnt make it. so guess we were lucky. coz i seriously still tink i'm not as gd as them. aniway, cldnt describe how happy/surprised i was. there was tis huge adrenaline rush of emotions. its soo great tt i'm still feeling it! hahaha. didnt make it to the semis tho. the competitors were uber strong.
feeling really lucky to haf lion as my partner, for the first time! haha. not tt i didnt appreciate him b4, but i felt tt we didnt click as well for the past 2 competitions. n being the overly sensitive n insecure me, i always thot tt he will leave me for a better dancer, or he'll stop going for lessons n comps. n i'll hafta find someone else frm somewhere else, n i might not succeed. dont want tt to happen man! aniway, tho we made quite a few mistakes, i felt more connected to him, much more than b4. which was gd! coz i absolutely hate the feeling of having a barrier wen dancing wif someone, be it contemp or latin dance. had nv felt so gd dancing in my life. wonder if he's feeling the way i am.. but who cares. doesnt matter. haha!
wenta watch a performance by dance horizon troupe at victoria theatre. it made me miss dancing contemp. had been long since i stretched those leg muscles. beginning to lose my flexibility, which is not much to begin wif. dance class onli starts 2 wks later, so guess i hafta stretch myself at home, at least maintain my current ability.
wooo.. damn long post. eyes freaking heavy. but thots still swirling in my mind. i'm happy. so happy. =)
today, or rather, yesterday, was the lion city dancesport competition. n i dare say.. for the first time... tt lionel n i did well! better than expected. or were we lucky? didnt tink much abt going thru to the 2nd round.. but we got in. in fact most of the SP dancers made it thru. so yea, no big deal. den the nerves started to get me wen the results for round 3 were out... didnt dare to look, was standing bhind the crowd staring at lion's back while he tried squeezing his way thru to the result board. den he juz stood there, trying really hard to scan thru the list. so i started thinking,"oh no.. no good. he cant find our number!" so i started pacing.. but wen i finally looked at him, he gave me a nod! we got in! its the round b4 the semi-finals. n we were the onli couple in SP to get in. was surprised tt the better ones didnt make it. so guess we were lucky. coz i seriously still tink i'm not as gd as them. aniway, cldnt describe how happy/surprised i was. there was tis huge adrenaline rush of emotions. its soo great tt i'm still feeling it! hahaha. didnt make it to the semis tho. the competitors were uber strong.
feeling really lucky to haf lion as my partner, for the first time! haha. not tt i didnt appreciate him b4, but i felt tt we didnt click as well for the past 2 competitions. n being the overly sensitive n insecure me, i always thot tt he will leave me for a better dancer, or he'll stop going for lessons n comps. n i'll hafta find someone else frm somewhere else, n i might not succeed. dont want tt to happen man! aniway, tho we made quite a few mistakes, i felt more connected to him, much more than b4. which was gd! coz i absolutely hate the feeling of having a barrier wen dancing wif someone, be it contemp or latin dance. had nv felt so gd dancing in my life. wonder if he's feeling the way i am.. but who cares. doesnt matter. haha!
wenta watch a performance by dance horizon troupe at victoria theatre. it made me miss dancing contemp. had been long since i stretched those leg muscles. beginning to lose my flexibility, which is not much to begin wif. dance class onli starts 2 wks later, so guess i hafta stretch myself at home, at least maintain my current ability.
wooo.. damn long post. eyes freaking heavy. but thots still swirling in my mind. i'm happy. so happy. =)
Friday, August 18, 2006
bllaa.. cant slp. all the late nites for the proj had totally changed my biological clock. cant slp unless its past 3am. cant wake up unless its past noon.
finally practiced properly today. tho not really satisfied. tot of practicing on tues wed n thurs nxt wk.. but not sure if lion wants. comp is juz a week away.. n i dun tink i'm gd enuff yet. low self esteem. as usual. toes hurting like hell aft pract... had been too long since i danced. was sweating n red as hell aft onli a few sets of cha cha. shucks.
met up wif dear yest for pool. miss him man.. meeting him yest made me miss him even more. he wan me to lose my tummy... was quite upset wen he said tt.. wen he used to say he dun mind.. n in fact like it... wad made him change his mind? will i lose him coz of tis? coz i dun tink i'll ever have a flat tummy. guess i'll try.. n try really hard. coz tts wad he wants.
gonna go swimming tmr. if i can wake up tt is.. haha. yes yes.. time to set my mind to slimming mode. like how i was in sec sch. but guess not as extreme.
finally practiced properly today. tho not really satisfied. tot of practicing on tues wed n thurs nxt wk.. but not sure if lion wants. comp is juz a week away.. n i dun tink i'm gd enuff yet. low self esteem. as usual. toes hurting like hell aft pract... had been too long since i danced. was sweating n red as hell aft onli a few sets of cha cha. shucks.
met up wif dear yest for pool. miss him man.. meeting him yest made me miss him even more. he wan me to lose my tummy... was quite upset wen he said tt.. wen he used to say he dun mind.. n in fact like it... wad made him change his mind? will i lose him coz of tis? coz i dun tink i'll ever have a flat tummy. guess i'll try.. n try really hard. coz tts wad he wants.
gonna go swimming tmr. if i can wake up tt is.. haha. yes yes.. time to set my mind to slimming mode. like how i was in sec sch. but guess not as extreme.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
wahahahaha... subm ish ovveerr! wahaha... so happy. n feeling soo lazy. which feels gd! hahaha.
hmmm.. guess i'll go buy a book. gonna be free for nxt mnth plus.
tmr's my presentation n i haven prepared yet. wadeva.. too lazy. haha. juz wanna slack! wahaha.
miss dancing like hell. went to lucky plaza wif lion yest aft subm. was trying on my dance costume.. he was going to do is dance pants. WOO HOO! so happy lor. we both got new costumes. made me wanna dance even more. ahh leg itching. aniway... the aunty wanted to charge him 150 for the pants.. wen my frens got it for 120 b4.. so we bargained n bargained.. n begged.. n act pityful.. n we got 130! wahaha. farnie. she seem pretty unhappy... but we dun give a damn! hahaha. so happy.
lion's back at msia... so hafta wait till thurs to pract wif him. dun care... gonna dance.. even if its alone... coz i miss dancing! ahaha.
the onli thing on my mind now is dance. DANCE DANCE DANCEE!!! aaah.... daaaannnce. ahahaha. oh yea.. gonna go on diet.. wait.. i'm already on. haha. i lost 4 kg leh! haha. cant believe wad i saw. n i'm so gonna maintain tt weight. nono.. lighter even better. yep yep. diet diet diet! lose those fats n look better in my costume! at least look better wif lion la.. coz he lose so much weight la! kaoz.. so freaking thin. saw the measurement wen the aunty was measuring for the dance pants. dun rem how much.. but i rem i was shocked. like wah lao.. how can someone so thin dance wif someone so fat? so yep.. i'm sooo gonna slim down. yesh yesh. i can do it!
omg.. the cakes on tv so tempting. wadeva. gonna control. tink i've typed enuff. back to slacking!! wahaha
hmmm.. guess i'll go buy a book. gonna be free for nxt mnth plus.
tmr's my presentation n i haven prepared yet. wadeva.. too lazy. haha. juz wanna slack! wahaha.
miss dancing like hell. went to lucky plaza wif lion yest aft subm. was trying on my dance costume.. he was going to do is dance pants. WOO HOO! so happy lor. we both got new costumes. made me wanna dance even more. ahh leg itching. aniway... the aunty wanted to charge him 150 for the pants.. wen my frens got it for 120 b4.. so we bargained n bargained.. n begged.. n act pityful.. n we got 130! wahaha. farnie. she seem pretty unhappy... but we dun give a damn! hahaha. so happy.
lion's back at msia... so hafta wait till thurs to pract wif him. dun care... gonna dance.. even if its alone... coz i miss dancing! ahaha.
the onli thing on my mind now is dance. DANCE DANCE DANCEE!!! aaah.... daaaannnce. ahahaha. oh yea.. gonna go on diet.. wait.. i'm already on. haha. i lost 4 kg leh! haha. cant believe wad i saw. n i'm so gonna maintain tt weight. nono.. lighter even better. yep yep. diet diet diet! lose those fats n look better in my costume! at least look better wif lion la.. coz he lose so much weight la! kaoz.. so freaking thin. saw the measurement wen the aunty was measuring for the dance pants. dun rem how much.. but i rem i was shocked. like wah lao.. how can someone so thin dance wif someone so fat? so yep.. i'm sooo gonna slim down. yesh yesh. i can do it!
omg.. the cakes on tv so tempting. wadeva. gonna control. tink i've typed enuff. back to slacking!! wahaha
Sunday, August 13, 2006
omg.. my mom's singing n it sounds terrible. she's like screaming instead of singing. i need a ear plug!! sooo worried someone will complain. my condo's not really big... n the walls r really thin... noise can easily penetrate thru. n.. ppl here lurvs to complain!! bloody arrogant rich ppl. aaahh... i foresee the guard coming up/calling our unit...
aniway. I'VE PRINTED MY BOARDS!!! wahahahahahaha.. total of 8 A1.. but not satisfied tho. alot of stuff missing... like sect cut lines. totally forgot abt it. argh. wadeva. oh.. n the colour codings r mostly wrong. i put green... wen its supposed to be beige... n.. purple for the natural ventilation.. wen its supposed to be blue. hate tis.. hate my colour deficiency soo much. haiz.
now i'm left wif model n journal. haiz. feeling so lazy.. wanna danceee!! miss dancing sooo much. been a week since i danced. esp for dancesport... coz of tis stupid proj.. i cant go for ani dancesport practices. haiz. n... haven been eating well. no mood to eat.. no appetite... juz wanna slp.. I NEETA SLP! haiz. oh n i wanna go suntanning!! n shopping!! wanna go clubbing!! n.. n... ai ya.. anithing but do tis stupid proj. ARGH.
i can do it! i can do it! less than a day left. juz 1 day left! I CAN DO IT!
aniway. I'VE PRINTED MY BOARDS!!! wahahahahahaha.. total of 8 A1.. but not satisfied tho. alot of stuff missing... like sect cut lines. totally forgot abt it. argh. wadeva. oh.. n the colour codings r mostly wrong. i put green... wen its supposed to be beige... n.. purple for the natural ventilation.. wen its supposed to be blue. hate tis.. hate my colour deficiency soo much. haiz.
now i'm left wif model n journal. haiz. feeling so lazy.. wanna danceee!! miss dancing sooo much. been a week since i danced. esp for dancesport... coz of tis stupid proj.. i cant go for ani dancesport practices. haiz. n... haven been eating well. no mood to eat.. no appetite... juz wanna slp.. I NEETA SLP! haiz. oh n i wanna go suntanning!! n shopping!! wanna go clubbing!! n.. n... ai ya.. anithing but do tis stupid proj. ARGH.
i can do it! i can do it! less than a day left. juz 1 day left! I CAN DO IT!
Monday, August 07, 2006
aaaarrrrgggghhh... the proj is kiiillliing meee. worked since tis aftnoon aft i woke up. like seriously. woke up, brushed teeth, had lunch n BAM! off to work. den went to slp at 6+pm... woke up at 8.50pm, had dinner n BAM! off to work. but kinda lost my mood aft waking up... haiz.. I HATE TIS PROJ!
met up wif jackie ivonny wif dear yest at bugis. had ajisen. den we walked arnd n shopped a lil. den we wenta see undies! wahahaha.. dear had to follow. wahahaha. but he seem comfortable. haha. was soo happy aniway. coz i'm wif him n my frens. =)
aniway, aft the small shopping trip, we headed down to bras basah to buy model materials for the proj. dear went to popular n later went back home w/o telling me, i was sooo freaking surprised he didnt even inform me lor. like wth?! cant believe it. said he cldnt find us at artfriend so he left. like wth?! wwwaaaddd ttthhhhheee heeell! but i was in a gd mood la.. didnt tink much.
was telling my mom last nite abt lionel, n tt he dun have a gd financial support in sg (no his family is not financially poor), so he cant make a pair of proper dance pants. it was juz a normal chat during dinner, didnt tink much abt it. den tis aftnoon she said if lion wanna make a pair of dance pants she'll sponsor. like urh?! wth?! told her no strght away. crazy woman. seriously tot she was out of her mind.. it costs 120 bucks lorrr. n she still neeta pay for my 550 bucks dress. crazyyyy.
tink i've slacked enuff. back to work. i love dear, i love dancing. cant wait to get back to dancing without work at the back of my mind.
met up wif jackie ivonny wif dear yest at bugis. had ajisen. den we walked arnd n shopped a lil. den we wenta see undies! wahahaha.. dear had to follow. wahahaha. but he seem comfortable. haha. was soo happy aniway. coz i'm wif him n my frens. =)
aniway, aft the small shopping trip, we headed down to bras basah to buy model materials for the proj. dear went to popular n later went back home w/o telling me, i was sooo freaking surprised he didnt even inform me lor. like wth?! cant believe it. said he cldnt find us at artfriend so he left. like wth?! wwwaaaddd ttthhhhheee heeell! but i was in a gd mood la.. didnt tink much.
was telling my mom last nite abt lionel, n tt he dun have a gd financial support in sg (no his family is not financially poor), so he cant make a pair of proper dance pants. it was juz a normal chat during dinner, didnt tink much abt it. den tis aftnoon she said if lion wanna make a pair of dance pants she'll sponsor. like urh?! wth?! told her no strght away. crazy woman. seriously tot she was out of her mind.. it costs 120 bucks lorrr. n she still neeta pay for my 550 bucks dress. crazyyyy.
tink i've slacked enuff. back to work. i love dear, i love dancing. cant wait to get back to dancing without work at the back of my mind.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
currently bored like hell. in the studio slacking... contemplating whether or not to do my work. lazy to unpack my laptop.. knowing tt i'll pack again later at 1pm.. which is in abt 30 mins. blllaaaa... mayb i shld really do my work. msging dear... miss him.. sobz.
stayed over at ivonny's place last nite. finished my 5th storey plan within tt nite. wanted to move on to basement but was too lazy.. again. haha. damn.. i'm like the laziest person in the world. haha. so yea.. slacked... n watched tv.. n finally fell aslp. had a really deep slp man.. didnt even hear ivonny's frens leaving the hse.
aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh... i hate my proj. SO MUCH! sux sux sux. wanna juz drop everything n slack my life away. yep... introducing the laziest person in the whole world. ME! =P okok.. work work work.
stayed over at ivonny's place last nite. finished my 5th storey plan within tt nite. wanted to move on to basement but was too lazy.. again. haha. damn.. i'm like the laziest person in the world. haha. so yea.. slacked... n watched tv.. n finally fell aslp. had a really deep slp man.. didnt even hear ivonny's frens leaving the hse.
aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh... i hate my proj. SO MUCH! sux sux sux. wanna juz drop everything n slack my life away. yep... introducing the laziest person in the whole world. ME! =P okok.. work work work.