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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

wen i saw the vid of her last moments
froze. felt light-headed. and numb.
i wanted to cry, wail, moan, scream,
but nothing came out.

then i felt relieved
relieved that she's no more feeling the pain and sufferings
relieved that she's at peace.

and den i cried.
mixture of everything conjured up frm my heart and brain

the aching doesnt stop. i cldnt be there for her.


came back to sg
to see an empty cage and a filled coffin.

i miss cha cha so much...
and i miss chatting w ah ma.

pls.. stop taking away my loved ones.