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Friday, April 29, 2005
back to the comforts within the walls of my home. glad tt there's no one home, tt's wen i can rewind n rest w/o too much disturbance, which i wun be able to most of time wen they're home. my parents' are releasing their grip on me, allowed me to stay over at east coast. feel so much more better, i wun have to lie to em tis way, which i always do b4, n feeling xtremely guilty aft each lies.
east coast last nite. glad to see the rez again. had bbq. went crazy while playing at the beach. screaming like a mad woman.. playing a trick on lionel... chasing lee hua.. disturbing leslie... fun. =) joined the others at the bench n started playing cards. den we settled for truth or dare. not 1 of my fav games... but hmm, surprisingly had fun. hehe. den we slacked, chatted wif jack n lionel. jack mentioned sumthing n brought down all 3 of our moods. tried to push it away by singing some happy songs wif lionel, but it didnt help. den we stoned, deep in our own tots... cried a little, only 1 or 2 drops. other than jack n lionel, dun tink the others knew. den i moved 2 a bench nearer to the sea to have some time alone, 2 of em joined me some time later, enjoyed their company in silence, alot. =) played pool for abt 2 hrs, den went to lion's place. was abt 4am wen we fell aslp.
went for the job training in the morning. poor lionel was choosen to go in first, jack n i went for breakfast. went back to the company to wait even more. saw lionel wif a booklet, first thing tt came to my mind was, "shit... are we going to sell those?!" had a really bad feeling wen i went in for the so called "training". it was no training at all, was kinda like a lecture on advertising n business n a brief of the job. n yes, the job was going abt to sell the coupons, or "privileges card". went to tis bigger room to complete tis questionaire. like wtf for?! didnt bother doing it properly, i tot it was a waste of time. jack n i starts work only on mon. lionel started straight away today. poor him. he told me tt its a door to door sales. -_-" oh man....
tired.. shant go for piano today.
east coast last nite. glad to see the rez again. had bbq. went crazy while playing at the beach. screaming like a mad woman.. playing a trick on lionel... chasing lee hua.. disturbing leslie... fun. =) joined the others at the bench n started playing cards. den we settled for truth or dare. not 1 of my fav games... but hmm, surprisingly had fun. hehe. den we slacked, chatted wif jack n lionel. jack mentioned sumthing n brought down all 3 of our moods. tried to push it away by singing some happy songs wif lionel, but it didnt help. den we stoned, deep in our own tots... cried a little, only 1 or 2 drops. other than jack n lionel, dun tink the others knew. den i moved 2 a bench nearer to the sea to have some time alone, 2 of em joined me some time later, enjoyed their company in silence, alot. =) played pool for abt 2 hrs, den went to lion's place. was abt 4am wen we fell aslp.
went for the job training in the morning. poor lionel was choosen to go in first, jack n i went for breakfast. went back to the company to wait even more. saw lionel wif a booklet, first thing tt came to my mind was, "shit... are we going to sell those?!" had a really bad feeling wen i went in for the so called "training". it was no training at all, was kinda like a lecture on advertising n business n a brief of the job. n yes, the job was going abt to sell the coupons, or "privileges card". went to tis bigger room to complete tis questionaire. like wtf for?! didnt bother doing it properly, i tot it was a waste of time. jack n i starts work only on mon. lionel started straight away today. poor him. he told me tt its a door to door sales. -_-" oh man....
tired.. shant go for piano today.
Thursday, April 28, 2005
damn it.. was happy the whole day, looking forward to a quiet peaceful nite to rest, n my freaking bro spoiled it all. bloody hell... freaking blood boiling like mad... feeling my body heat rising... capillaries bursting soon.. den its the arteries... n soon my whole brain will burst into pieces.. hopefully a piece will fall right smack onto his face, n i make sure he SWALLOWS the whole bloody piece.. damn it.
he clings onto the freaking comp like its his freaking life. bought router for me to use the laptop online at home... but i freaking dunno how to use, wenever i tries, it doesnt work. so? blame me? blame God for creating gals who do not mix wif technology? guys always going arnd... gals dun mix wif technology, gals cant do tis, gals cant do tt. bloody hell.. try giving birth bastards, try controlling mood swings every month, while having to face guys' constant complains, while having to endure the monthly pain. TRY IT! oooh... "tts y i say gals dun mix wif technology" Y? fed up? den bloody hell teach us... tt will end ur freaking misery rite? BASTARDS.
juz for some freaking pics frm his gf, he had to freaking shout at me. told him i've already told her tt i neeta use the comp, tt she understands, he still shouts at me. told him i gotta discuss some matters online, he blamed me for doing it last min. damn.
he clings onto the freaking comp like its his freaking life. bought router for me to use the laptop online at home... but i freaking dunno how to use, wenever i tries, it doesnt work. so? blame me? blame God for creating gals who do not mix wif technology? guys always going arnd... gals dun mix wif technology, gals cant do tis, gals cant do tt. bloody hell.. try giving birth bastards, try controlling mood swings every month, while having to face guys' constant complains, while having to endure the monthly pain. TRY IT! oooh... "tts y i say gals dun mix wif technology" Y? fed up? den bloody hell teach us... tt will end ur freaking misery rite? BASTARDS.
juz for some freaking pics frm his gf, he had to freaking shout at me. told him i've already told her tt i neeta use the comp, tt she understands, he still shouts at me. told him i gotta discuss some matters online, he blamed me for doing it last min. damn.
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
its 6.30.. gotta rush thru tis entry... having jazz dance at 7, shld be preparing myself now. noe tt i wun be coming online later coz bro's home n he will definitely cling onto the comp like its his life.
aniway, woke up earlier than usual. met up wif lion n went to changi airport. he had to pass sumthing to someone named ys lee. wad a weird name!! haha. den we had brunch at bk. argh! ate till i almost puked. we both had a meal, plus an xtra free side. gosh. n to tink we actually cld finish it!! den it was back to his hse to slack. helped him wif some internet stuff. jack came n went. left at 5 to meet tis guy (forgot name), but met freddy instead. so passed him the shoes n went home.
okok.. gone! jazz time!!
aniway, woke up earlier than usual. met up wif lion n went to changi airport. he had to pass sumthing to someone named ys lee. wad a weird name!! haha. den we had brunch at bk. argh! ate till i almost puked. we both had a meal, plus an xtra free side. gosh. n to tink we actually cld finish it!! den it was back to his hse to slack. helped him wif some internet stuff. jack came n went. left at 5 to meet tis guy (forgot name), but met freddy instead. so passed him the shoes n went home.
okok.. gone! jazz time!!
Monday, April 25, 2005
*phew* tired!! but happy. very happy. =)
changed my blogskin... kinda show how i'm feeling now.. wanna be free.. without burden. SET ME FREEE~!! hehe.. i'm free now.. happily free. there better be no one coming to destroy tis freedom i have. they will get it frm me~!! hee.
was supposed to go to sch for some DE meeting. but jack called n told me lee hua n him not going. so decided not to. i'm easily influenced by frens.. yes yes, i admit. went for pool at je wif jack instead. as usual.. totally suck at it. play so much still suck at it.. wth.. he said i learn nutting aft playing so much... true true.. haiz. rf joined us aft a while. got kinda tired aft 2 hrs. so had lunch at long johns. jack sooo sooo soo freaking irritating lor! kept disturbing me none stop. said wad i was eating like shit.. confirm get diarrhoea. -_-" owells.. was kinda used to it.
jack went home, rf went to meet her fren, i went to east coast to book the bbq pit for thurs. the chalet had been changed to camping instead. camping at east coast. cool~ had nv tried it b4. but doubt my mom will allow. =( aniway, at east coast, felt so comfortable. was the first time i've been there alone. n surprisingly, enjoyed it. totally enjoy feeling the breeze alone. was tempted to have a walk... but had to rush off to meet sam n yq at orchard.
weee~! so happy!! sooo long nv see sam already. she's sooo chatty!! goodness. she was the only one chatting away frm orchard mrt to cine. yq n i juz added comments or laugh. happy to see yq also.. hmm.. not as handsome as b4.. or is it coz i'm not interested in guys animore? argh wadeva. he's still gd looking la. juz tt i'm not attracted to him animore. =P had loads of fun teasing sam wif yq. haha. she was complaining abt her nurse duty.. wen she had to clean up a patient's stool who is suffering frm malignant stools. n tt the fragrance frm subway reminds her of the tissue she uses to wipe the patients.. ahem.. anus. yq n i juz cant stop teasing her. hee.
yq left for sch. sam n i went to have dinner. not really dinner la.. small snacks at taka. shared my all-time fav ice cream.. venezia gelato!!! weee.. yummmmy. had tiramisu, giandua and hazelnut. yum yum yum!! hee. den we went to watch the interpreter. its a damn gd show! omg.. was sitting at the edge of the sit thruout. its sooo exciting! den aft tt, went to take neos. first time! i dun have a single pic wif her lor. so happy. hee. den home. chatted during the whole journey home. guess it has been too long since we saw each other, had tooo much to catch up wif. promised each other we'll hang out again once her hosp duties end. cant wait! hee.
sam n i had the same opinion abt guys. tt we cant seem to trust them to be in a relationship. mine was coz of the many failed relationships i had.. n being hurt too many times. her's was coz of her family, her bro n dad. kinda glad tt i got someone to share tis tots wif. *hugs* i love ya sam!! hee.
changed my blogskin... kinda show how i'm feeling now.. wanna be free.. without burden. SET ME FREEE~!! hehe.. i'm free now.. happily free. there better be no one coming to destroy tis freedom i have. they will get it frm me~!! hee.
was supposed to go to sch for some DE meeting. but jack called n told me lee hua n him not going. so decided not to. i'm easily influenced by frens.. yes yes, i admit. went for pool at je wif jack instead. as usual.. totally suck at it. play so much still suck at it.. wth.. he said i learn nutting aft playing so much... true true.. haiz. rf joined us aft a while. got kinda tired aft 2 hrs. so had lunch at long johns. jack sooo sooo soo freaking irritating lor! kept disturbing me none stop. said wad i was eating like shit.. confirm get diarrhoea. -_-" owells.. was kinda used to it.
jack went home, rf went to meet her fren, i went to east coast to book the bbq pit for thurs. the chalet had been changed to camping instead. camping at east coast. cool~ had nv tried it b4. but doubt my mom will allow. =( aniway, at east coast, felt so comfortable. was the first time i've been there alone. n surprisingly, enjoyed it. totally enjoy feeling the breeze alone. was tempted to have a walk... but had to rush off to meet sam n yq at orchard.
weee~! so happy!! sooo long nv see sam already. she's sooo chatty!! goodness. she was the only one chatting away frm orchard mrt to cine. yq n i juz added comments or laugh. happy to see yq also.. hmm.. not as handsome as b4.. or is it coz i'm not interested in guys animore? argh wadeva. he's still gd looking la. juz tt i'm not attracted to him animore. =P had loads of fun teasing sam wif yq. haha. she was complaining abt her nurse duty.. wen she had to clean up a patient's stool who is suffering frm malignant stools. n tt the fragrance frm subway reminds her of the tissue she uses to wipe the patients.. ahem.. anus. yq n i juz cant stop teasing her. hee.
yq left for sch. sam n i went to have dinner. not really dinner la.. small snacks at taka. shared my all-time fav ice cream.. venezia gelato!!! weee.. yummmmy. had tiramisu, giandua and hazelnut. yum yum yum!! hee. den we went to watch the interpreter. its a damn gd show! omg.. was sitting at the edge of the sit thruout. its sooo exciting! den aft tt, went to take neos. first time! i dun have a single pic wif her lor. so happy. hee. den home. chatted during the whole journey home. guess it has been too long since we saw each other, had tooo much to catch up wif. promised each other we'll hang out again once her hosp duties end. cant wait! hee.
sam n i had the same opinion abt guys. tt we cant seem to trust them to be in a relationship. mine was coz of the many failed relationships i had.. n being hurt too many times. her's was coz of her family, her bro n dad. kinda glad tt i got someone to share tis tots wif. *hugs* i love ya sam!! hee.
Saturday, April 23, 2005
its sat.. the long awaited day, sun is here. finally, they are coming back frm hk n i can ask them abt the chalet. its the first time i'm planning for a chalet, feel really insecure n unsure of how to do it. only a few of them confirmed tt they're going... but its only abt 6 or 7 ppl? tts pathetic. n coz of tis little no. of response, i dun dare to book the chalet. n..... frm wad i checked, the chalet costs a bomb. how to book??? help.
aft going out wif des n ying on thurs, had been slacking at home. aft piano on fri, went to my fav place again.. the lib. wanted to stay till it closes but decided not to wen i felt really tired. borrowed 2 more books. went to look at tis stitch shop, was tinking of buying a cross-stitch pattern to do, but tot of the 2 books i borrowed n reckoned i wun have the time to finish.
home again on sat. went to the market wif my mom n helped her wif the stuff as usual. like wad i do most of the weekends. bought ingredients to make a butter cake. the cake is deeeellliiccciiioous!! n i did it all by myself! without the help of my mom. haha. had tis feeling of triumph once i tasted the cake. yuuummmyy. hehe. its great great great! =D dinner was realllllyyy funny. only ma n i had it since my bro n dad were out. she made tis realllly spicy chilli n we were sniffing n crying n sweating while eating. damn funny. but its delicious aniway, mom's cooking is always delicious. =D
had been tinking of u. yes... n i hate it. alot. wanna live a life without a guy in mind.
aft going out wif des n ying on thurs, had been slacking at home. aft piano on fri, went to my fav place again.. the lib. wanted to stay till it closes but decided not to wen i felt really tired. borrowed 2 more books. went to look at tis stitch shop, was tinking of buying a cross-stitch pattern to do, but tot of the 2 books i borrowed n reckoned i wun have the time to finish.
home again on sat. went to the market wif my mom n helped her wif the stuff as usual. like wad i do most of the weekends. bought ingredients to make a butter cake. the cake is deeeellliiccciiioous!! n i did it all by myself! without the help of my mom. haha. had tis feeling of triumph once i tasted the cake. yuuummmyy. hehe. its great great great! =D dinner was realllllyyy funny. only ma n i had it since my bro n dad were out. she made tis realllly spicy chilli n we were sniffing n crying n sweating while eating. damn funny. but its delicious aniway, mom's cooking is always delicious. =D
had been tinking of u. yes... n i hate it. alot. wanna live a life without a guy in mind.
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)
Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight
[Bridge]
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
[Chorus 2x]
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true, no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you I'll just break down (down)
[Bridge]
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
[Chorus 2x]
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
Ohhh, ohhh....Crazy... lady..... lately.... Ohhh ohhh..... Ohh ohhh ohhhhhhBaby...
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)
Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight
[Bridge]
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
[Chorus 2x]
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true, no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you I'll just break down (down)
[Bridge]
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
[Chorus 2x]
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
Ohhh, ohhh....Crazy... lady..... lately.... Ohhh ohhh..... Ohh ohhh ohhhhhhBaby...
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
was at the lib juz now. felt so comfortable there. the dead silence gave me a sense of comfort. its the only place where my tots goes un-interrupted. where my imagination wanders frm story to story. my worries seem to disappear into space. its a place where i can hide frm the harsh facts of reality while i bury myself wif shelves after shelves of books. *sigh* =)
stayed home yest. felt lonely n desperate for company for the first time in many months. browsed thru the contacts in my fone n on msn, but found no one. most of them were overseas or busy working. i tot, oh hell.... juz slack at home. turned on tv but cld only stare, not noticing wad was happening on screen. den for some reasons, tears started to flow. didnt make any effort to stop it, i juz wrecked my face n made a mess. once it stopped, i went to wash them off n continued staring at the tv, like nutting happened. kinda took me some time to come back to reality. started to find a reason y i cried, but nutting came to mind. weird emotions i have. pms??? i tink so. *shrug*
anyway, while i was enjoying reading in the lib, my bro called n asked me to join him n my parents at great world city. borrowed 2 books n took a cab down. had dinner, den walked arnd looking at furnitures for my new home. saw tis desk which i really like, but my bro wanted it too, so i decided to let him hve it, shall find for another 1. i'm such a nice sis ya? haha.. =P
went for jazz dance juz now. haven gotten over the strain on my thigh. at least its better than last wk, when i cld barely touch the floor. my mom told me to sign up the social dance class wif her. was tinking y not? since i got nutting better to do now. tinking of taking up another class.. yoga.. hmm.. shld i? i need more money den.
stayed home yest. felt lonely n desperate for company for the first time in many months. browsed thru the contacts in my fone n on msn, but found no one. most of them were overseas or busy working. i tot, oh hell.... juz slack at home. turned on tv but cld only stare, not noticing wad was happening on screen. den for some reasons, tears started to flow. didnt make any effort to stop it, i juz wrecked my face n made a mess. once it stopped, i went to wash them off n continued staring at the tv, like nutting happened. kinda took me some time to come back to reality. started to find a reason y i cried, but nutting came to mind. weird emotions i have. pms??? i tink so. *shrug*
anyway, while i was enjoying reading in the lib, my bro called n asked me to join him n my parents at great world city. borrowed 2 books n took a cab down. had dinner, den walked arnd looking at furnitures for my new home. saw tis desk which i really like, but my bro wanted it too, so i decided to let him hve it, shall find for another 1. i'm such a nice sis ya? haha.. =P
went for jazz dance juz now. haven gotten over the strain on my thigh. at least its better than last wk, when i cld barely touch the floor. my mom told me to sign up the social dance class wif her. was tinking y not? since i got nutting better to do now. tinking of taking up another class.. yoga.. hmm.. shld i? i need more money den.
Sunday, April 17, 2005
wth... realised i typed megat's name instead of ridwan. wads wrong wif me?! n for a moment i forget wads rid's name. i remember reading thru the post once.. y didnt i notice the mistake? weird man... SORRY VIR!! hehe.. knew abt it in her blog. argh. blur me!! =
aniway, met jack for pool b4 going to zak's place for her bday. had fun playing wif him.. had been long since i last saw him being cheerful. well at least to me. realised tt he had been down for the past few days. said was coz he dun have stress. like yea rite.... but its jack rite? jack-ta-nium yea? cant live w/o stress ritey? haha. yep. aft pool was zak's place. slacked arnd, watched shows, left at arnd 7+. was kinda tempted to go for pool wif the rest but i wun hve enuff time coz i was meeting leslie at 830 at city hall. reached at arnd 8.. walked till suntec n tried a tee at FWFM. was really tempted to buy. 16 bucks. queued up halfway n decided not to. fickle minded eh? haha. guess i'll go back tmr to get it or sumthing? its really nice~! hehe.
met leslie at long johns. walked to ps together. rushed like hell coz we're supposed to collect the tix at 8.50. was still walking at tt time. met roy den rushed like mad ppl only to find out tt the tix were being sold. n there were no more sits left for the 920 show!! argh. so we bought tix for the 1140pm show. damn man. slacked arnd ps like wad seemed forever. roy's fren, josh, joined us. felt really bored, pissed, irritated.. bla bla bla. temple was quite high. due to some reasons. ARGH!!!! like STOP FOLLOWING ME!!! i noe u're nice... but U'RE TOO NICE!! N STOP STARING!! I HATE PPL STARING AT ME!!! ARRRRRGGGGGHHH!! *breathe in breathe out* really wanted to scream at him, but was trying really really hard to hold it down. it was kinda obvious tt i was pissed, but he dun seem to notice!! "y are u so fed up?" "u ok?" cant u see its coz of U U U U U!! argh.
okokok... wow, had nv felt sooo fed up wif 1 of my fren b4. aniway, watched till 2am n decided to take a cab home. firstly coz i neeta rush home to prep for sj the nxt day. secondly coz i cant stand a min taking the same bus wif him. really afraid tt i'll burst n scream at him or sumthing. guess i better stop going out wif him for a while. his laughter, his walk... like... grrrrrrrr.. argggh. guys is sooo the last thing on my mind now... i juz CANT STAND THEM. juz frens ya? =
aniway, met jack for pool b4 going to zak's place for her bday. had fun playing wif him.. had been long since i last saw him being cheerful. well at least to me. realised tt he had been down for the past few days. said was coz he dun have stress. like yea rite.... but its jack rite? jack-ta-nium yea? cant live w/o stress ritey? haha. yep. aft pool was zak's place. slacked arnd, watched shows, left at arnd 7+. was kinda tempted to go for pool wif the rest but i wun hve enuff time coz i was meeting leslie at 830 at city hall. reached at arnd 8.. walked till suntec n tried a tee at FWFM. was really tempted to buy. 16 bucks. queued up halfway n decided not to. fickle minded eh? haha. guess i'll go back tmr to get it or sumthing? its really nice~! hehe.
met leslie at long johns. walked to ps together. rushed like hell coz we're supposed to collect the tix at 8.50. was still walking at tt time. met roy den rushed like mad ppl only to find out tt the tix were being sold. n there were no more sits left for the 920 show!! argh. so we bought tix for the 1140pm show. damn man. slacked arnd ps like wad seemed forever. roy's fren, josh, joined us. felt really bored, pissed, irritated.. bla bla bla. temple was quite high. due to some reasons. ARGH!!!! like STOP FOLLOWING ME!!! i noe u're nice... but U'RE TOO NICE!! N STOP STARING!! I HATE PPL STARING AT ME!!! ARRRRRGGGGGHHH!! *breathe in breathe out* really wanted to scream at him, but was trying really really hard to hold it down. it was kinda obvious tt i was pissed, but he dun seem to notice!! "y are u so fed up?" "u ok?" cant u see its coz of U U U U U!! argh.
okokok... wow, had nv felt sooo fed up wif 1 of my fren b4. aniway, watched till 2am n decided to take a cab home. firstly coz i neeta rush home to prep for sj the nxt day. secondly coz i cant stand a min taking the same bus wif him. really afraid tt i'll burst n scream at him or sumthing. guess i better stop going out wif him for a while. his laughter, his walk... like... grrrrrrrr.. argggh. guys is sooo the last thing on my mind now... i juz CANT STAND THEM. juz frens ya? =
Friday, April 15, 2005
the world is soooo freaking small! was serving thru hpps' frenster n found out tt yq's gf is my ex pri sch mate. dunno if she noe me. asking yq to ask her. haha. n eunice n wen xun are yq's ex sec classmates. omg..... qiao man.
kinda dreading the hols. ivonny has gone back.. no more shopping/les partner... lionel going back tmr... cant ask him to go clubbing... jack n lee hua are going to hk nxt tues.. all gone!!! planning to go out wif buv n bun nxt week.. but wad abt the nxt 1+ mnths?! oh man~ guess i'll be going more for volunteer work or mayb sign up for another class... or mayb go swimming at least 2 times a week? as if i will... too lazy!
went shopping for zak's bday prezzie today wif lionel. walked like dunno how many shops till we got quite tired n slpy. didnt noe wad to buy for her.. n we cldnt find wad we wanted.. something related wif chucky. so yep, bought a bag wif "i'm a sperm" word n notebook. was tinking of gettin sumthing frm the sex shop, since she's sooo horny. but he said better not. so yea. met sam n ridwan.. both tot lion's my bf. lolx. far frm tt... faaaarrr frm tt... haha. i'm satisfied wif my life now.. dun need some guy to ruin it again. =P
stopped at his hse to go to redhill.. but stepped on mud on the way.. argh! so had to go to his condo to wash my feet. so diao. while walking to redhill.. met tis bunch of freaking irritating childish crescentians. -_- went for piano, got nagged at my teacher for not practicing. haiz as usual.
gotta hide in my room... bro's singing is sooooooooooooooooo noisy!!! SOMEONE SPARE ME FRM TIS TORTURE!! HELP!!
kinda dreading the hols. ivonny has gone back.. no more shopping/les partner... lionel going back tmr... cant ask him to go clubbing... jack n lee hua are going to hk nxt tues.. all gone!!! planning to go out wif buv n bun nxt week.. but wad abt the nxt 1+ mnths?! oh man~ guess i'll be going more for volunteer work or mayb sign up for another class... or mayb go swimming at least 2 times a week? as if i will... too lazy!
went shopping for zak's bday prezzie today wif lionel. walked like dunno how many shops till we got quite tired n slpy. didnt noe wad to buy for her.. n we cldnt find wad we wanted.. something related wif chucky. so yep, bought a bag wif "i'm a sperm" word n notebook. was tinking of gettin sumthing frm the sex shop, since she's sooo horny. but he said better not. so yea. met sam n ridwan.. both tot lion's my bf. lolx. far frm tt... faaaarrr frm tt... haha. i'm satisfied wif my life now.. dun need some guy to ruin it again. =P
stopped at his hse to go to redhill.. but stepped on mud on the way.. argh! so had to go to his condo to wash my feet. so diao. while walking to redhill.. met tis bunch of freaking irritating childish crescentians. -_- went for piano, got nagged at my teacher for not practicing. haiz as usual.
gotta hide in my room... bro's singing is sooooooooooooooooo noisy!!! SOMEONE SPARE ME FRM TIS TORTURE!! HELP!!
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
went to waterina today. discussed wif my family how my room gonna be. cant put my piano in.. argh.. coz it'll be too crowded.. they said it doesnt look nice. =( i cant play in the living room!! haiz. cha cha's gonna be at the back... argh.. asked if he can be in the living room.. my parents dun allow! so sad... feel like i'll neglect him if he's at the backyard. owells. gotta get him a new cage.. checked the price.. 102... hmm.. reasonable. its bigger den the one now. shall get it. glad tt ma allowed me to. but still feel uncomfortable abt putting cha cha at the backyard. =(
went to meet ivonny for dinner at orchard. she lost her couple ring at sentosa... had to buy one b4 her bf finds out. haiz... so wasted man... waste money also. but if i were her, i'll buy back too. i mean, its a couple ring.. the other's wif her bf.. cant have a diff ring wad... worst to have none. kinda struggled trying to remember the carvings. hope its correct. aft tt had yoshinoya. cool man.. she told me abt the beef stock for the rice. make it so much more nicer! further more its free. cooool... no more plain tasteless rice. ^_^\/ walked arnd aft tt... went to tangs to try perfumes. tried britney spears' curious, jennifer lopez's miami glow, glow n still, n dkny's. i want curious!!!! its damn nice lor. sprayed some on my arm, still can smell it now. mmmmmmmm... tt sweet sweet smell. =D
den walked arnd wisma atria, tried on tis pair of pants, i want also!! argh. den went to charles n keith, saw tis slipper wif a heart shape in the middle, i want also!!! so many things to buy!!! curious, tt pair of pants and tt slipper. money~~~ i need some moooonneeeeeyyy.
went to meet ivonny for dinner at orchard. she lost her couple ring at sentosa... had to buy one b4 her bf finds out. haiz... so wasted man... waste money also. but if i were her, i'll buy back too. i mean, its a couple ring.. the other's wif her bf.. cant have a diff ring wad... worst to have none. kinda struggled trying to remember the carvings. hope its correct. aft tt had yoshinoya. cool man.. she told me abt the beef stock for the rice. make it so much more nicer! further more its free. cooool... no more plain tasteless rice. ^_^\/ walked arnd aft tt... went to tangs to try perfumes. tried britney spears' curious, jennifer lopez's miami glow, glow n still, n dkny's. i want curious!!!! its damn nice lor. sprayed some on my arm, still can smell it now. mmmmmmmm... tt sweet sweet smell. =D
den walked arnd wisma atria, tried on tis pair of pants, i want also!! argh. den went to charles n keith, saw tis slipper wif a heart shape in the middle, i want also!!! so many things to buy!!! curious, tt pair of pants and tt slipper. money~~~ i need some moooonneeeeeyyy.
Monday, April 11, 2005
was at sentosa yest... wooooo~ quite ok la.
met them 9 at harbourfront.. but jack lionel ivonny n i were late. saw shu jian! hehe.. saw him at the mrt, den also took the same bus to siloso beach.. =) aniway got down to the water first. so fun.. hehe.. ivonny didnt wanna go down at first, in the end also joined us. aft tt volleyball. damn bad at it. argh. den water again. den all slack slack slack. jack n wilson were so tired, they fell alsp. the rest of us juz sat arnd n chat n sun tanned. slacked until quite long. den moved to the shelter to play volleyball. i'm so bad at it!! owells. played till the beach security came n tell us cannot play. so we slacked for a few while b4 bathing. ivonny n i bathed at the shower outside the cubicles, coz there were too many ppl waiting, den went to the toilet to change. lidat faster. joined the others, gathered our stuff n wanted to go back. but while walking back, we decided to play bball. play for dunno how long, den went back. had pastamania at harbourfront. den went to lion's hse to slack n watched sex n the city. watched till damn slpy man.. was lying on the sofa, super comfortable. den catched the last train home wif ivonny.
the last train was filled by indians. SO SMELLY! i'm not against them, nor am i a racist. but i juz cant stand the smell.. felt nauseas throughout the whole journey. sprayed some deoderant on myself to cover up the smell. but it was no use! ai yo.
now feeling super burnt on my face man. my mom said my face is so black now it looks dirty. tink itll peel sooner or later. owells.
met them 9 at harbourfront.. but jack lionel ivonny n i were late. saw shu jian! hehe.. saw him at the mrt, den also took the same bus to siloso beach.. =) aniway got down to the water first. so fun.. hehe.. ivonny didnt wanna go down at first, in the end also joined us. aft tt volleyball. damn bad at it. argh. den water again. den all slack slack slack. jack n wilson were so tired, they fell alsp. the rest of us juz sat arnd n chat n sun tanned. slacked until quite long. den moved to the shelter to play volleyball. i'm so bad at it!! owells. played till the beach security came n tell us cannot play. so we slacked for a few while b4 bathing. ivonny n i bathed at the shower outside the cubicles, coz there were too many ppl waiting, den went to the toilet to change. lidat faster. joined the others, gathered our stuff n wanted to go back. but while walking back, we decided to play bball. play for dunno how long, den went back. had pastamania at harbourfront. den went to lion's hse to slack n watched sex n the city. watched till damn slpy man.. was lying on the sofa, super comfortable. den catched the last train home wif ivonny.
the last train was filled by indians. SO SMELLY! i'm not against them, nor am i a racist. but i juz cant stand the smell.. felt nauseas throughout the whole journey. sprayed some deoderant on myself to cover up the smell. but it was no use! ai yo.
now feeling super burnt on my face man. my mom said my face is so black now it looks dirty. tink itll peel sooner or later. owells.
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
bod's aching like crazy.. argh.
went to bukit timah hill today wif royston. met sam b4 tt to have breakfast wif her at bukit batok's macs. so long nv see her le.. so happy.. teehee~ she's still as chatty as usual. complaining as usual. haha. nice to see her man... missed her~! =D she's supposed to join us for the hike, but she gotta study for her upcoming test. so sad... really hoped she can join us. hmm.. nvm.. shall ask her out for a movie sum day. plus hui wen. =)
yep.. aft breakfast, went to bukit timah hill.. my childhood weekend outing~! eheh.. last time almost every weekend go climb wif my dad. noe most of the trails already. was helping royston wif his sj hike for his corps, intro him to all the trails n paths... we walked the rocky path... my fav path!! coz got alot alot of rocks... den there's tis portion where u have to climb up the rocks. almost like rock climbing. but of coz its easier. very nice. hehe... but the afteffect of the whole hike is so painful man. aft we finished.. my whole bod was aching like mad. cld barely walk. had to limb abit.
aft bt hill, went to meet ivonny they all at sch. had lunch and slacked at the studio. jack n lee hua went for the hk thingy, lionel went home, i waited for ivonny at clementi for her to put her model at home. was raining freaking hard man. she got slightly drench(?). yep. den we went to artfren to buy stuff for our portflio, went to jon's aunt's place to get my model n a1 boards, n WALAH! i'm here at ivonny's home.
felt exhausted n sore the whole day aft the hike man. had tis great urge to go home n slp. but still got portfolio to do! argh... sian sian sian. SIAN! hmph.
went to bukit timah hill today wif royston. met sam b4 tt to have breakfast wif her at bukit batok's macs. so long nv see her le.. so happy.. teehee~ she's still as chatty as usual. complaining as usual. haha. nice to see her man... missed her~! =D she's supposed to join us for the hike, but she gotta study for her upcoming test. so sad... really hoped she can join us. hmm.. nvm.. shall ask her out for a movie sum day. plus hui wen. =)
yep.. aft breakfast, went to bukit timah hill.. my childhood weekend outing~! eheh.. last time almost every weekend go climb wif my dad. noe most of the trails already. was helping royston wif his sj hike for his corps, intro him to all the trails n paths... we walked the rocky path... my fav path!! coz got alot alot of rocks... den there's tis portion where u have to climb up the rocks. almost like rock climbing. but of coz its easier. very nice. hehe... but the afteffect of the whole hike is so painful man. aft we finished.. my whole bod was aching like mad. cld barely walk. had to limb abit.
aft bt hill, went to meet ivonny they all at sch. had lunch and slacked at the studio. jack n lee hua went for the hk thingy, lionel went home, i waited for ivonny at clementi for her to put her model at home. was raining freaking hard man. she got slightly drench(?). yep. den we went to artfren to buy stuff for our portflio, went to jon's aunt's place to get my model n a1 boards, n WALAH! i'm here at ivonny's home.
felt exhausted n sore the whole day aft the hike man. had tis great urge to go home n slp. but still got portfolio to do! argh... sian sian sian. SIAN! hmph.
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
nutting to do... early in the mooorrning... was supposed to meet lionel in sch at 930 but he called me juz wen i was abt to brush my teeth n told me he wun be at sch tt early. diao. so now i got nutting to do.. n cant get back to slp! teehee~~ owell... not tt i mind la. juz complain for fun. lolx. kinda like slacking at home aniway. =D
went to sch in the aft yest.. was tinking of taking back my primer 3 model. met kim at dover.. den chat chat on our way to studio.. in the end decided not to bring it home, only brought back my design journal. den went to meet royston at boon lay. den take bus to orchard.
on the bus, hid called n told me the lects wan us to bring back the major proj model too. like WTH. it was already 5.20.. impossible for me to reach the studio in time. den irwin told me he'll keep it for me. den juz read vir's blog tt its at jon's aunt's hse... now tinking of a way to get it back. hmm..
aniway... at ps.. LIKE SO DIAO LOR! haha.. aft going up the escalator.. wanted to turn arnd to tok to royston. den i saw tis tall guy bhind him.. hmm.. y so familiar? it was hb.. lolx. kinda stoned for a while. so qiao man.. like sooo long nv see him already. he wif his gf... pretty wor.. not tt i took a gd look at her la. hee. den he gave me tt cheeky look.. see already wanna smack.. haha.. muz be he tink royston is my bf.. -_-.. aniway... royston also siao wan.. ask me abt him.. den made all kinds of lame jokes.. make me laugh until cry. den i was still laughing while buying tix.. n we bought the wrong no. of tix!! supposed to buy 3, he go buy 4. diao lo!! he said he was confirming wif me the no. of tix.. but i didnt hear him!! was busy laughing. hehe. so in the end we had to call ppl to ask them wether they wanna join us. luckily jiayi cld come. or else waste money man............
yep yep.. aft the tix drama, we went to have thai food at bugis. yum...... nice nice.. he was sweating like hell while i was happily munching away. he said the food very hot.. hot meh? i like nutting leh. hehe. den we walked to peninsular plaza to meet leslie n jiayi. leslie lamerz man. say all kinds of very very cold jks. den royston kept teasing me!! buey tahan. nvm nvm. soo.. we walked to ps for our movie. funny show manz... but cant beat miss c 1. n sandra bullock look so old in some parts! can see abit of wrinkles. haiz.. she old already. yep. aft the movie, royston n i took bus home together. den he walked me home.. n my parents saw us. -_-
mom asked me abt him juz now. like freaking fed up man..... was soo fed up tt i directly say to her,"juz normal fren la! den bf meh?" f man... f f f f f... fed up!
went to sch in the aft yest.. was tinking of taking back my primer 3 model. met kim at dover.. den chat chat on our way to studio.. in the end decided not to bring it home, only brought back my design journal. den went to meet royston at boon lay. den take bus to orchard.
on the bus, hid called n told me the lects wan us to bring back the major proj model too. like WTH. it was already 5.20.. impossible for me to reach the studio in time. den irwin told me he'll keep it for me. den juz read vir's blog tt its at jon's aunt's hse... now tinking of a way to get it back. hmm..
aniway... at ps.. LIKE SO DIAO LOR! haha.. aft going up the escalator.. wanted to turn arnd to tok to royston. den i saw tis tall guy bhind him.. hmm.. y so familiar? it was hb.. lolx. kinda stoned for a while. so qiao man.. like sooo long nv see him already. he wif his gf... pretty wor.. not tt i took a gd look at her la. hee. den he gave me tt cheeky look.. see already wanna smack.. haha.. muz be he tink royston is my bf.. -_-.. aniway... royston also siao wan.. ask me abt him.. den made all kinds of lame jokes.. make me laugh until cry. den i was still laughing while buying tix.. n we bought the wrong no. of tix!! supposed to buy 3, he go buy 4. diao lo!! he said he was confirming wif me the no. of tix.. but i didnt hear him!! was busy laughing. hehe. so in the end we had to call ppl to ask them wether they wanna join us. luckily jiayi cld come. or else waste money man............
yep yep.. aft the tix drama, we went to have thai food at bugis. yum...... nice nice.. he was sweating like hell while i was happily munching away. he said the food very hot.. hot meh? i like nutting leh. hehe. den we walked to peninsular plaza to meet leslie n jiayi. leslie lamerz man. say all kinds of very very cold jks. den royston kept teasing me!! buey tahan. nvm nvm. soo.. we walked to ps for our movie. funny show manz... but cant beat miss c 1. n sandra bullock look so old in some parts! can see abit of wrinkles. haiz.. she old already. yep. aft the movie, royston n i took bus home together. den he walked me home.. n my parents saw us. -_-
mom asked me abt him juz now. like freaking fed up man..... was soo fed up tt i directly say to her,"juz normal fren la! den bf meh?" f man... f f f f f... fed up!
Saturday, April 02, 2005
stonez... shld i do my portfolio now? nah... too lazy.
went for sj today at gess for speech day. they were the goh and i was looking forward to their drill. but the parade had to be cancelled coz it was raining quite heavily. was so disappointed. all the hard work and trainings had been washed down the drain along wif the rain. they only did a short stationery drill at the foyer for the guest-of-honour to inspect. steven teo said,"so wad? if they train so hard juz coz they're goh for speech day, den its the wrong mindset." wad a cruel thing to say! was sooo angry wif him.. had to look away for a few mins to swallow down my rising anger. cant he be more appreciative? to tink the cadets had trained so hard. n i believe, for no matter wad event, they will train as hard. they've proof it. steven teo was juz TOO BUSY to come down to help out.
steven lee was saying during the officer meeting tt officers shldnt MIA aft their otc. n teo was actually nodding his head. HELLO?! U WERE MISSING TOO. stop being such a hypocrite. -_- i noe i shldnt have sumthing agnst another officer in sj since we're gonna work together. tis wun last. even if i'm still angry wif him, i'll be willin to work hand in hand wif him.. for sj's sake.
enuff of complains. went to orchard wif jiamin n teng aft sj. felt sooo tired n restless. yawned like a zillion times. teng left, jiamin n i went to sit down at gelare cafe. den i went for facial at 3. the pimple part wasnt as painful as b4. it was the eye brow trimming that was surprisingly painful. was kinda shocked taking into account e no. of times i've trimmed my eye brows, i shld be used to it. well.. i was... but not today. was squirming like a fish on dry land. aft it all, went to shop arnd wif my aunt. was tinking of buying some stuff, but tot tt i shld stop spending too much money. so yep, held back.
was reminiscing in the train aft i saw sumthing. it aint gonna happen again.. even though i wish it will.. but i noe i've gotta look at my present situation... i wun let it happen even if there's a chance.
went for sj today at gess for speech day. they were the goh and i was looking forward to their drill. but the parade had to be cancelled coz it was raining quite heavily. was so disappointed. all the hard work and trainings had been washed down the drain along wif the rain. they only did a short stationery drill at the foyer for the guest-of-honour to inspect. steven teo said,"so wad? if they train so hard juz coz they're goh for speech day, den its the wrong mindset." wad a cruel thing to say! was sooo angry wif him.. had to look away for a few mins to swallow down my rising anger. cant he be more appreciative? to tink the cadets had trained so hard. n i believe, for no matter wad event, they will train as hard. they've proof it. steven teo was juz TOO BUSY to come down to help out.
steven lee was saying during the officer meeting tt officers shldnt MIA aft their otc. n teo was actually nodding his head. HELLO?! U WERE MISSING TOO. stop being such a hypocrite. -_- i noe i shldnt have sumthing agnst another officer in sj since we're gonna work together. tis wun last. even if i'm still angry wif him, i'll be willin to work hand in hand wif him.. for sj's sake.
enuff of complains. went to orchard wif jiamin n teng aft sj. felt sooo tired n restless. yawned like a zillion times. teng left, jiamin n i went to sit down at gelare cafe. den i went for facial at 3. the pimple part wasnt as painful as b4. it was the eye brow trimming that was surprisingly painful. was kinda shocked taking into account e no. of times i've trimmed my eye brows, i shld be used to it. well.. i was... but not today. was squirming like a fish on dry land. aft it all, went to shop arnd wif my aunt. was tinking of buying some stuff, but tot tt i shld stop spending too much money. so yep, held back.
was reminiscing in the train aft i saw sumthing. it aint gonna happen again.. even though i wish it will.. but i noe i've gotta look at my present situation... i wun let it happen even if there's a chance.
Friday, April 01, 2005
feeling so exhausted though there were nutting much today. might have used up my brain and "gan jiong" power. mentally tired.
its over...... yr 1 is going to be over soon!!! having mixed feelings. relieved coz the 2 tests are over.. FINALLY! dun tink i'll do well for mat, there were too little time! had to rush till i almost scream. oh well.. wad had been done, had been done.. the main thing is.. ITS OVER! =) kinda sad coz guess i'll miss the studio and lects. heard tt yr 2 is going to be much more tougher. oh no. mayb i shldnt be toking abt yr 2 yet... there's still the portfolio review... n the compilation of the whole yr's work. they were toking abt staying back a yr... some how i freaked out at the thought.. for some funny reason, i have tis feeling tt i'll stay back. weird!!! really hope i dun. *pray*
planned to go to kbox wif them aft the mat test. but there was a briefing, plus a buffet lunch n foto taking. was quite late aft it all. ivonny jack n lionel had to leave for jb. i'll miss them... though they're only going off for 3 days. the others might be going for a movie later... still tinking wether or not to join them. feeling quite comfortable at home now. hmm...
wonder wad i'll do during the hols....
its over...... yr 1 is going to be over soon!!! having mixed feelings. relieved coz the 2 tests are over.. FINALLY! dun tink i'll do well for mat, there were too little time! had to rush till i almost scream. oh well.. wad had been done, had been done.. the main thing is.. ITS OVER! =) kinda sad coz guess i'll miss the studio and lects. heard tt yr 2 is going to be much more tougher. oh no. mayb i shldnt be toking abt yr 2 yet... there's still the portfolio review... n the compilation of the whole yr's work. they were toking abt staying back a yr... some how i freaked out at the thought.. for some funny reason, i have tis feeling tt i'll stay back. weird!!! really hope i dun. *pray*
planned to go to kbox wif them aft the mat test. but there was a briefing, plus a buffet lunch n foto taking. was quite late aft it all. ivonny jack n lionel had to leave for jb. i'll miss them... though they're only going off for 3 days. the others might be going for a movie later... still tinking wether or not to join them. feeling quite comfortable at home now. hmm...
wonder wad i'll do during the hols....