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Thursday, March 29, 2007
back home early finally. had been out late every single day aft work. going broke.. esp aft i bought the 2 pair of yoga pants online for both ivonny n i. paid 60++. gosh. but better than buying them.. prob cost the same as the 2 pairs i ordered.
felt like committing suicide today. felt like it was the end of the world for me. didnt expect myself to react so much to wad happened. long post today....
well.. the secretary frm james tan vet called n asked if i still wanted the job at his place. i almost screamed into the phone.. but all i cld say was,"omg... y u now den call? i already have a job..." wen i put down the phone.. all i cld say was omg omg omg. i was devastated man. so i went to call my mom.. n guess wad.. she dampened my mood even more by questioning me abt going overseas to study vet. said tt she cant afford. qnsed me abt not considering abt their income. saying tt they wont be able to let me study overseas.. till the extend i almost cried.
but of coz i didnt.. held on to it till i was on the bus home. den it flowed. like crazy. moved to a corner sit b4 i cld barely hold on. the thot alone of not going to study vet hurts like crazy.. felt my heart going into cardiac arrest.. it was so painful. cld barely breathe. worse was i was on the bus.. i had to control.. so it hurts even more. called lionel but he was still working. called ivonny but she didnt pick up my call. called jackie n finally got to chat wif her. tt was wen i've already reached home. n tt was wen i cried like crazy. till the extend of having breathing difficulties.
wad made it so painful was.. ever since i've broken up... the thing tt held me on n made me feel better was the thot of being able to go to aussie n study vet, without burden or worries. n i was soo looking forward to it. den james tan vet called, n all i cld tink of was, y is god doing tis to me? y play wif me like tis? y give me a hope of working in a vet, den pushing me down n making me believe i neeta do sumthing else, den devastating me by giving me an empty hope?
den came my mom.. adding fuel to the fire. taking away tt last single hope of at least going aussie to study.
den my thots came to the pt tt i have nutting is tis world left for me to look forward to. i've lost someone i truely wanna be wif.. i've also lost wad i truely wanna do. wads the pt of moving on? move on to wad? move on to death i guess. yeap, i really thot of tt.
was still crying wen my parents came home. n all my mom cld do was scream at me.
said i dont consider their plight.
all i tink is abt studying vet. tt i dun tink abt their money issue.
said i treat home like a rented apartment.
said i'm rude.
said tt i dun tink of how they feel
said tt i'm not a gd daughter n nxt time wen they're old i wont look aft them
n a whole lotta things. but everything tt she said.. i have a reason to argue back. but i was too depressed to. n i cldnt be bothered to. coz everything i say wld be useless, she wldnt listen. the last thing she said came to me wif a huge blow.. she said my dad may allow, but she's not going to.
den my dad called for me. went out to him n said tt i'm not gonna study even b4 he cld say a word n went back to my room. i mean wads the pt of discussing abt it, wen my mom is so worked up? n well.. saying it again.. i was too depressed to say a word. so yep.. cont. crying in my room. thot tt was it.. the end of my dream.
den my dad pursued the matter. was saying if i really wanna do it.. den go for it. if i really wanna work for james tan, den quit my current job. work for a yr n see if i am up to it, den go study in aussie. i said its too expensive... n he said aft a yr stocks will rise n he will earn more. -_- i thot he has gone mad man. wad the hell?! stocks will rise? n he was soo sure abt it. -_-
aniway, aft tt he calculated the amnt of sch fees to my mom n told her its not as much as she thot it was. den my mom came to me n said its not tt she's mad abt going to aussie, but she said i didnt discuss wif them abt the plan n go abt making my own decision. well.. yea she had a pt.
so yeap, now our plans r tt i quit my current job, which pays me 1900 a mnth.. n go for james tan.. which he offered 800 - 1200. not sure how much yet. gonna call again tmr. hope the job's still avail. so yea.. work for a yr, get experience n a better chance of going strght to uni, instead of thru college.
dunno man.. the future's so blur for me now. but i'm still holding on to tt single feeble hope.
felt like committing suicide today. felt like it was the end of the world for me. didnt expect myself to react so much to wad happened. long post today....
well.. the secretary frm james tan vet called n asked if i still wanted the job at his place. i almost screamed into the phone.. but all i cld say was,"omg... y u now den call? i already have a job..." wen i put down the phone.. all i cld say was omg omg omg. i was devastated man. so i went to call my mom.. n guess wad.. she dampened my mood even more by questioning me abt going overseas to study vet. said tt she cant afford. qnsed me abt not considering abt their income. saying tt they wont be able to let me study overseas.. till the extend i almost cried.
but of coz i didnt.. held on to it till i was on the bus home. den it flowed. like crazy. moved to a corner sit b4 i cld barely hold on. the thot alone of not going to study vet hurts like crazy.. felt my heart going into cardiac arrest.. it was so painful. cld barely breathe. worse was i was on the bus.. i had to control.. so it hurts even more. called lionel but he was still working. called ivonny but she didnt pick up my call. called jackie n finally got to chat wif her. tt was wen i've already reached home. n tt was wen i cried like crazy. till the extend of having breathing difficulties.
wad made it so painful was.. ever since i've broken up... the thing tt held me on n made me feel better was the thot of being able to go to aussie n study vet, without burden or worries. n i was soo looking forward to it. den james tan vet called, n all i cld tink of was, y is god doing tis to me? y play wif me like tis? y give me a hope of working in a vet, den pushing me down n making me believe i neeta do sumthing else, den devastating me by giving me an empty hope?
den came my mom.. adding fuel to the fire. taking away tt last single hope of at least going aussie to study.
den my thots came to the pt tt i have nutting is tis world left for me to look forward to. i've lost someone i truely wanna be wif.. i've also lost wad i truely wanna do. wads the pt of moving on? move on to wad? move on to death i guess. yeap, i really thot of tt.
was still crying wen my parents came home. n all my mom cld do was scream at me.
said i dont consider their plight.
all i tink is abt studying vet. tt i dun tink abt their money issue.
said i treat home like a rented apartment.
said i'm rude.
said tt i dun tink of how they feel
said tt i'm not a gd daughter n nxt time wen they're old i wont look aft them
n a whole lotta things. but everything tt she said.. i have a reason to argue back. but i was too depressed to. n i cldnt be bothered to. coz everything i say wld be useless, she wldnt listen. the last thing she said came to me wif a huge blow.. she said my dad may allow, but she's not going to.
den my dad called for me. went out to him n said tt i'm not gonna study even b4 he cld say a word n went back to my room. i mean wads the pt of discussing abt it, wen my mom is so worked up? n well.. saying it again.. i was too depressed to say a word. so yep.. cont. crying in my room. thot tt was it.. the end of my dream.
den my dad pursued the matter. was saying if i really wanna do it.. den go for it. if i really wanna work for james tan, den quit my current job. work for a yr n see if i am up to it, den go study in aussie. i said its too expensive... n he said aft a yr stocks will rise n he will earn more. -_- i thot he has gone mad man. wad the hell?! stocks will rise? n he was soo sure abt it. -_-
aniway, aft tt he calculated the amnt of sch fees to my mom n told her its not as much as she thot it was. den my mom came to me n said its not tt she's mad abt going to aussie, but she said i didnt discuss wif them abt the plan n go abt making my own decision. well.. yea she had a pt.
so yeap, now our plans r tt i quit my current job, which pays me 1900 a mnth.. n go for james tan.. which he offered 800 - 1200. not sure how much yet. gonna call again tmr. hope the job's still avail. so yea.. work for a yr, get experience n a better chance of going strght to uni, instead of thru college.
dunno man.. the future's so blur for me now. but i'm still holding on to tt single feeble hope.
Sunday, March 25, 2007
tireeed tireeeed!
went to suntan today wif lionel. not kenneth animore! ahaha.. went siloso again.. to our usual spot. the sun was BLAZING HOT man.. i felt like a roasted pig. haaahhaa.. lionel said he finally know how the pigs feel. so lame. it was so hot it felt pretty uncomfortable n painful... so we left at arnd 12.30. onli 1 hr of tanning. wanna upload the pics, but they're all in his cam. owells.
aft tt was going to his ex-hsemate's bday lunch. total awkwardness! i wasnt even invited.. he had to call her to ask if it was ok i came along. O_O argh. it was at cafe del mar.. nice setting! wanna go there at night some day. def nicer. so i went thru the painful process of trying to gel into their conversation, but well... kinda failed. felt instantly relieved wen we left. =P
at night was glenn's 21st bday belated celebration at costa sands pasir ris. total bore. n i was dead tired frm the morning's activities. yihao bought his lil jack russel, boxer. DAMN CUTTTEE!! onli 3 mnths old. imagine the no. of pics i took of him. countless! haha. totally adorable. but damn naughty. loves biting things. once he bit on my finger n refuse to let go. luckily i'm used to being bitten by a dog. haha. lazy to upload the pics... some other day laa...
TIRED!!! volunteering tmr morning. ok. slp.
went to suntan today wif lionel. not kenneth animore! ahaha.. went siloso again.. to our usual spot. the sun was BLAZING HOT man.. i felt like a roasted pig. haaahhaa.. lionel said he finally know how the pigs feel. so lame. it was so hot it felt pretty uncomfortable n painful... so we left at arnd 12.30. onli 1 hr of tanning. wanna upload the pics, but they're all in his cam. owells.
aft tt was going to his ex-hsemate's bday lunch. total awkwardness! i wasnt even invited.. he had to call her to ask if it was ok i came along. O_O argh. it was at cafe del mar.. nice setting! wanna go there at night some day. def nicer. so i went thru the painful process of trying to gel into their conversation, but well... kinda failed. felt instantly relieved wen we left. =P
at night was glenn's 21st bday belated celebration at costa sands pasir ris. total bore. n i was dead tired frm the morning's activities. yihao bought his lil jack russel, boxer. DAMN CUTTTEE!! onli 3 mnths old. imagine the no. of pics i took of him. countless! haha. totally adorable. but damn naughty. loves biting things. once he bit on my finger n refuse to let go. luckily i'm used to being bitten by a dog. haha. lazy to upload the pics... some other day laa...
TIRED!!! volunteering tmr morning. ok. slp.
Thursday, March 22, 2007
been so long since i blogged!! no internet at home for the past few days coz mom didnt pay the bills.. n it took like soo long for them to reactivate it. but, i'm at home! NOW! on a weekday! y? coz i have MC. fell quite sick tis morning, went to the office n they told me to see the doc. doc's charming maann.. grad wif honours frm monash uni. smart n charming!! =P
my bday was 2 days back on 20/03/07. THNX EVERYONE for the smses, n wishes, n gifts, n treats. =D
the first bday gift was frm the dance n cheer peeps. n i was suuurrrppprrised. met them at victoria theatre for alice in wonderland by tis ballet sch from australia. first saw wai yee wif 3 HUGE balloons.. so i asked wether it was her bday. n she looked pretty annoyed having to hold them.. ahhaa.. ricky was laughing n joking. had NOO idea wad was going on. coz tt day wasnt my bday yet. den the rest came back n took back the balloons, so i started tinking y on earth did they each buy a balloon.. juz wen i decided to stop tinking, they shove the balloons right into my face. i was like. eh?! O_O.. den i realised. ahaha. i had to bring the balloons home. so embarrassing man!! aniway, pics pics!
in addition to da 3 balloons was a silver bracelet n necklace from diva. PLUS! a notebook from wai yee! she said it will inspire me. ahahhaa.
ahaha.. i had to hide her gifts at the back of my cardboard. cant let my parents see man... aniway, went MOS wif ivonny last fri. onli 2 of us! first time clubbing wif onli 1 person. aha. realised i've been wearing the same thing everytime i go clubbing. argh. shall hafta get more tops. did a lil collage of us cam whoring.. hehe. 
went for a private workout session wif tis personal instructor at true yoga yest n body's aching like hell. guess tts y i fell even more sick. other than not having money... life is sooo fulfilling now! shall aim to save, which i hope i can, n i dun tink i can, go for regular workouts or yoga lessons n religiously help out at mettacats. busy busy~~~ =)
my bday was 2 days back on 20/03/07. THNX EVERYONE for the smses, n wishes, n gifts, n treats. =D
the first bday gift was frm the dance n cheer peeps. n i was suuurrrppprrised. met them at victoria theatre for alice in wonderland by tis ballet sch from australia. first saw wai yee wif 3 HUGE balloons.. so i asked wether it was her bday. n she looked pretty annoyed having to hold them.. ahhaa.. ricky was laughing n joking. had NOO idea wad was going on. coz tt day wasnt my bday yet. den the rest came back n took back the balloons, so i started tinking y on earth did they each buy a balloon.. juz wen i decided to stop tinking, they shove the balloons right into my face. i was like. eh?! O_O.. den i realised. ahaha. i had to bring the balloons home. so embarrassing man!! aniway, pics pics!
3 balloons
- yellow wif a candle on top wif "make a wish"
- pink heart-shaped wif "happy birthday"
- pink heart-shaped wif "happy birthday"
- blue round spongebob squarepants wif "happy birthday. this is the best day ever!"
in addition to da 3 balloons was a silver bracelet n necklace from diva. PLUS! a notebook from wai yee! she said it will inspire me. ahahhaa.
nxt was wif jiayi n tw. didnt get me anithing, BUT! treated me to dinner n a movie, 300!! boi the show was gd man.. great cinematography. great camera skills. great effects. nicenice!
den on da actual day. got work... but it was alright i guess.. kinda enjoy working. =) christopher msged me... which was kinda surprising. n a whole lotta smses thruout the day. was busy replying. aaha. aft work was dinner wif the archi gang at swensens. they got me a cake, which was supposed to be a surprise for me, but well.. i heard the waitress asking ivonny abt the cake, n i was sitting nxt to her. ahaha. they bought me a gift frm the body shop. zak bought me 4 diff items.
tis is frm the gang - a small towel, white musk shimmering dusting powder n a white musk cleansing body soap. they said i can use the shimmering powder for clubbing. ahaha. =) 
tis is from zak!!! was damn surprise wen i opened the gift. horny gal la!! ahaha.. so yep, a plate tt claims a free lesson for kamasutra master. AAAHAA! a "i love my penis" air freshener. O_O. a virgin slut bubble bath, dunno if i shld use it. n finally, sumthing decent, a lil doggie notebook. has a tiny doggie pic at the corner of every page. cute! =)
ahaha.. i had to hide her gifts at the back of my cardboard. cant let my parents see man... aniway, went MOS wif ivonny last fri. onli 2 of us! first time clubbing wif onli 1 person. aha. realised i've been wearing the same thing everytime i go clubbing. argh. shall hafta get more tops. did a lil collage of us cam whoring.. hehe. went for a private workout session wif tis personal instructor at true yoga yest n body's aching like hell. guess tts y i fell even more sick. other than not having money... life is sooo fulfilling now! shall aim to save, which i hope i can, n i dun tink i can, go for regular workouts or yoga lessons n religiously help out at mettacats. busy busy~~~ =)
Monday, March 12, 2007
my teeth hurts.. owwww... its rotting like no body's business.. n i refuse to let the dentist pluck in out. too afraid of the needle!! so guess i'll juz let it drop out. as for now.. owwww...
first day of work today! pleasant environment! 4 ladies. 3 full timers n a part timer. 1 full timer will be leaving tis mnth. so guess i'm there juz in time to take her place. so yea.. the 4 of them r real chatters man.. ladies.. wad can we expect? we're meant to chat! haha. but i didnt join in the convo.. they were at least a generation away frm me.. felt tis generation gap.. n.. well.. i didnt noe wad to contribute to their topic. other than tt.. n a whole lotta qns marks on the work given to me... guess its ok? well.. the one thing tt bugs me is tt.. u noe.. ladies.. they gossip. so they may stab my back anitime.. owells.. welcome to the cruel working life.
aniway, went to watch nafa dance wif kenneth fred wai yee n her husband ricky. on the way to nafa, i saw 3 ang mohs i met at MOS the other nite! luckily the ang moh i danced wif wasnt wif them. *sigh in relief*
nafa perf.. hmmm.. nutting spectacular. i like the ballet piece tho. nice footwork! gd flexibility! haiz... envy.. aft the perf, we sat at a coffee shop nearby n chatted.. den wai yee suddenly said..
wai yee: n to tink i used to tink u n lionel were a couple!
me: *shakes head n sigh*
wai yee looks at ricky: i used to tink they were a couple u noe? u rem lionel?
ricky: yea yea! the tall guy. they're quite compatible wad.
me: *shakes head in disbelieve n sigh even harder*
kenneth: SEE SEE!! TOLD U!!!
me: SHUDDUP!
met up wif lion ivonny n virly today aft work. told him abt it.. n was BEGGING him to tell kenneth tt he will NEVER like me.. but the IDIOT HOUSEMAN SHEEP BRAIN FATASS LIONEL refused to! claimed tt he wans kenneth to cont. teasing me. ASSHOOOOLLLE.
sometimes the 2 of them (ken n lion) juz LURVES to gang up to tease me. but wad to do? they're such "darlings" to me. wadeva.. used to it..
first day of work today! pleasant environment! 4 ladies. 3 full timers n a part timer. 1 full timer will be leaving tis mnth. so guess i'm there juz in time to take her place. so yea.. the 4 of them r real chatters man.. ladies.. wad can we expect? we're meant to chat! haha. but i didnt join in the convo.. they were at least a generation away frm me.. felt tis generation gap.. n.. well.. i didnt noe wad to contribute to their topic. other than tt.. n a whole lotta qns marks on the work given to me... guess its ok? well.. the one thing tt bugs me is tt.. u noe.. ladies.. they gossip. so they may stab my back anitime.. owells.. welcome to the cruel working life.
aniway, went to watch nafa dance wif kenneth fred wai yee n her husband ricky. on the way to nafa, i saw 3 ang mohs i met at MOS the other nite! luckily the ang moh i danced wif wasnt wif them. *sigh in relief*
nafa perf.. hmmm.. nutting spectacular. i like the ballet piece tho. nice footwork! gd flexibility! haiz... envy.. aft the perf, we sat at a coffee shop nearby n chatted.. den wai yee suddenly said..
wai yee: n to tink i used to tink u n lionel were a couple!
me: *shakes head n sigh*
wai yee looks at ricky: i used to tink they were a couple u noe? u rem lionel?
ricky: yea yea! the tall guy. they're quite compatible wad.
me: *shakes head in disbelieve n sigh even harder*
kenneth: SEE SEE!! TOLD U!!!
me: SHUDDUP!
met up wif lion ivonny n virly today aft work. told him abt it.. n was BEGGING him to tell kenneth tt he will NEVER like me.. but the IDIOT HOUSEMAN SHEEP BRAIN FATASS LIONEL refused to! claimed tt he wans kenneth to cont. teasing me. ASSHOOOOLLLE.
sometimes the 2 of them (ken n lion) juz LURVES to gang up to tease me. but wad to do? they're such "darlings" to me. wadeva.. used to it..
Sunday, March 11, 2007
hmm.. nutting much to say.
was supposed to go tanning wif kenneth in the morn. but he was too tired to wake up, so cancelled.
met peiru n her bf to get glenn's 21st bday prez at far east. always a joy to see her. =)
aft tt was steamboat shopping at compasspoint. had steamboat-in-rice-cooker at lion's place wif ivonny, vir, jack, leslie n mark. bought too much man. full like crazy.
wore the hoody i bought online frm f21!! i like!!! its a short hoody.. onli till below my bust. =)
taken in the lift home
cant really see ah.. my room's too dark.
okey dokey.. wanna go slp le. volunteering again!
Friday, March 09, 2007
juz came home frm MOS!! damn great nite. damn tired. but hair's still wet.. so i'll prob wait till it gets a lil dryer b4 slping.
both feet r hurting so badly man.. was in heels. argh. bad choice.
both feet r hurting so badly man.. was in heels. argh. bad choice.
met so many ppl there.. hee.. tertiary fling.. wad to do.. free entry wad. n tis really gd looking guy who said hi to me.. too bad i was rushing to the toilet. =P
was wif peiru n her fren cindy, who does quite alot of flings. so.. yea.. wen peiru went to look for her bf, i was left dancing wif her near the bar, she was hoping for someone to get us a free drink. but instead of tt, some ang mohs wanted to dance wif us. of coz she agreed, so i was left wif no choice but to accept it too. so she hooked up wif tis super tall guy, i was wif tis shorter one. n yep, we were dancing together the whole nite. was damn high can.. haha.
well tis ang moh.. urh.. dun rem his name.. cldnt hear it properly.. he's frm the US navy, fighting at the iraq war. his ship is docking here for a week. nice chap. totally respected me. n gosh, he was afraid tt i wld get uncomfortable wif him being sweating n wet. i mean.. normally tis angmohs wldnt care abt such stuff n start getting really close to u, n well.. start touching. or was he juz being nice to melt my heart? haha. thnk god i was dancing wif him.. the taller guy, wif cindy, he was touching her ass, humping her.. getting really close... not tt she wld mind.. they even kissed. O_O fast man.
aniway, a few photographers took pics of us. n guess it'll be shown on whosgoing.sg? argh, i look fat.. n gosh.. those thunder arms. =(
some pics taken wif peiru. so happy to see her!! meeting her again tmr. =D
no more such great nites frm nxt wk onwards. gonna work my ass off for money. =)
Thursday, March 08, 2007
a HAPPY gal today!!! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!!
started the morning wif the volunteer job at mettacats. n boi did i have a shock.
was greeted wif LOADSA barks. were they greeting me? or were they shooing me away? was watching sally clean the dog cages, let out the dogs cage aft cage.. they were pretty frenly... well.. they ignored me. ahaha.
den came a slightly scary part. we went to another sect where there were MORE dogs. n yes.. there were alot.. the first thing they did was to jump onto me.. n started licking all over. cute, adorable, lovable.. yes.. but scary. imagine over 5 dogs trying their best to get ur attention.. all on their hind legs, bodies leaning, paws on u.. wif their tongues lashing! ahaha. i cld barely move..
did u find tt situation scary? i thot tt was scary enuff. but nooooo.. den comes the cats sect! i had nv seen so many cats in an area in my whole life. was told they were keeping near 200 cats. i thot, guess its fine since they're kept in cages.. well.. yes.. there were some kept in cages... but majority were left roaming abt.. separated frm the dogs of coz. i wld safely say.. 100 over cats left roaming. so yea! they were all squeezing at the entrance "welcoming" us. i had a huge prob trying to make my way true. n yes.. i was scared. I HAD NV IN MY LIFE FELT FEAR TOWARDS ANIMALS~! but they were soo affectionate!! to the extend.. well.. i got pretty scared too. ahahaa.
there were LOADSA cats bhind me.. they were following me wherever i was going.
tis is the front part of the cats section.
tis lil kitty craves for so much attention. to the extend tt it will cling onto ur legs wif its 2 front claws. its hurts.. really badly. but hey.. isnt he juz adorable?
i had to clean their kitty litters, sweep n wash the floor, replace the food n water bowls. it was hard work. was sweaty, dirty n stinking by the time the job was done. made me tink of cha cha.. he is SO MUCH easier to handle! ahha. but despite having to face poo n pee n getting dirty... it made me realise how affectionate n pure tis animals r, even wif histories of torture or abandonment by us ppl. i absolutely love them.. =)
aniway, i got the job at the architectural firm! wif a gd pay! gonna start wrking on mon. the boss made me wait 2 hrs! coz he had to attend a tender meeting. owells. worth the wait. =P
volunteering at mettacats again!! i will hafta get used to the place... n be less fearful! =)
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
did my portfolio for tmr's job interview till now. argh so freaking slpy. n to tink i hafta wake up by 8am to get to pasir ris for the volunteer training, den the job interview at 5.30pm. omg. feeling so nervous.
didnt meet lionel for lunch. had it wif jiaying instead. watched pursuit of happyness ("happyness" IS spelt tis way in the title).. its nice man.. made me realise n treasure how well off my family is. =)
some pics.
at lee hua's place on sunday.
cute yoji!
i love dogs, even soft toys
i love dogs, even soft toys tts me n yingz deary at starbucks. =)
time for slp! busy day tmr.
time for slp! busy day tmr.
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
ok.. i'm not supposed to say it.. but i'm so frustrated wif myself!!! set up a private, fully confidential blog a few days ago, wif onli 1 post.. wanted to type in another post, but forgot the website~!! aarrrgghh.. how can i be so forgetful?! now, tt secret is still fully loaded on my chest n i so wanna type it out.... n the person who told me abt the website is not online. y?! y?!
called the founder of mettacats tis aftnoon. gonna go for training on wed morning.. prob thurs too.. n i'll prob start volunteering on sat n sun. hoho.. busy busy busy. at the same time, i'll be calling an archi firm to get a job. so... if i DO get the job.. my life will be freaking busy wif work on weekdays n volunteering on weekends. for the sake of my future.. n money.. i'll hafta do it. =)
met up wif ivonny n lionel for dinner. had dinner at suntec's foodcourt b4 heading to NYDC for cake. had soo much to catch up wif each other, esp ivonny.. chatted till near 9.30pm. totally enjoyed it.. having to juz sit there the whole day chatting. nice feeling~
prob gonna meet lionel for lunch tmr.. den yingz darl!! so long nv see her.. happy happy~!
hmm.. actually found out there's "dogster", a blog to share abt dogs, cool eh.. if onli i have a dog.
still cant find tt freaking website~!
called the founder of mettacats tis aftnoon. gonna go for training on wed morning.. prob thurs too.. n i'll prob start volunteering on sat n sun. hoho.. busy busy busy. at the same time, i'll be calling an archi firm to get a job. so... if i DO get the job.. my life will be freaking busy wif work on weekdays n volunteering on weekends. for the sake of my future.. n money.. i'll hafta do it. =)
met up wif ivonny n lionel for dinner. had dinner at suntec's foodcourt b4 heading to NYDC for cake. had soo much to catch up wif each other, esp ivonny.. chatted till near 9.30pm. totally enjoyed it.. having to juz sit there the whole day chatting. nice feeling~
prob gonna meet lionel for lunch tmr.. den yingz darl!! so long nv see her.. happy happy~!
hmm.. actually found out there's "dogster", a blog to share abt dogs, cool eh.. if onli i have a dog.
still cant find tt freaking website~!
Monday, March 05, 2007
got to noe tis song during NUS's dance concert, its an old song by phil collins n marilyn martin. found it online n decided to add it to my blog. cant really describe how i feel abt it.. here's the lyrics...
You called me from the room in your hotel
All full of romance for someone that you met
And telling me how sorry you were, leaving so soon
And that you miss me sometimes when you're alone in your room
Do I feel lonely too?
You have no right to ask me how I feel
You have no right to speak to me so kind
We can't go on just holding on to time
Now that we're living separate lives
Well I held on to let you go
And if you lost your love for me, well you never let it show
There was no way to compromise
So now we're living (living)
Separate lives
Ooh, it's so typical, love leads to isolation
So you build that wall (build that wall)
Yes, you build that wall (build that wall)
And you make it stronger
Well you have no right to ask me how I feel
You have no right to speak to me so kind
Some day I might (I might) find myself looking in your eyes
But for now, we'll go on living separate lives
Yes for now, we'll go on living separate lives
Separate lives
highlighted parts r phrases i find tt relate to me quite well... noticed its majority of them.. guess tts y i got so emotional wen i first heard it.
You called me from the room in your hotel
All full of romance for someone that you met
And telling me how sorry you were, leaving so soon
And that you miss me sometimes when you're alone in your room
Do I feel lonely too?
You have no right to ask me how I feel
You have no right to speak to me so kind
We can't go on just holding on to time
Now that we're living separate lives
Well I held on to let you go
And if you lost your love for me, well you never let it show
There was no way to compromise
So now we're living (living)
Separate lives
Ooh, it's so typical, love leads to isolation
So you build that wall (build that wall)
Yes, you build that wall (build that wall)
And you make it stronger
Well you have no right to ask me how I feel
You have no right to speak to me so kind
Some day I might (I might) find myself looking in your eyes
But for now, we'll go on living separate lives
Yes for now, we'll go on living separate lives
Separate lives
highlighted parts r phrases i find tt relate to me quite well... noticed its majority of them.. guess tts y i got so emotional wen i first heard it.
Sunday, March 04, 2007
back frm lion's place.. AGAIN! well.. its quite near to my place, so i dun mind staying till tt late. today's slightly earlier than yest.. haha. but he's moving away tmr, to sengkang. faaarrr.
realised i've been out wif him every single day man. meeting him again tmr for dinner wif lee hua. well.. coz i guess there's not many pp to go out wif tis days? wonder how i'm gonna pass my time wen he starts work tis mon.
went to watch NUS dance synergy's concert. hmm.. not tt fantastic. too much techniques display, too lil showmanship. wasnt tt impressed. went shopping at imm, bought a pair of earrings! wanted to get tis butterfly ring tt cost $10, but rach n fred said it isnt worth the money. den we went our separate ways... i went to sengkang to meet lionel. den to dhoby ghuat for dinner, some shopping, den his place. didnt wanna go home coz my parents' frens were there.. n i HATE the noise they make. the mahjong.. singing.. aarrggh.
tis was yest having bak kut teh wif jane...
china man happily chewing on a freaking long rib
he look so freaking ku ku~ ahahahah~
he look so freaking ku ku~ ahahahah~tis was todays~!
me lounging on his oh-so-comfy couch.
notice the oh-so-messy background. packing in progress.
him by the tv doing sumthing. i dunno wad~ was too busy trying to take a pic of his huge ass. obviously failed.
another day gone like tt. boi am i rotting.
do i look like a hooker?! or sumone who will take someone's bf away?!
its been rather often wen i seem to lock eyes wif some guys.. n their gf wld always sneer back at me. like reeaallly angrily. there was even once wen the gal was so angry, she pushed her bf away. its happening so often tt i'm sick n tired of it.. to the extend tt i even wanted to go up to tt gal n tell her i have no interest in her bf wadsoever. do i look like a bf snatcher?! huh?!
slp.
Saturday, March 03, 2007
juz came back frm lion's place at balestier.. n i dun feel slpy at all! its already 3.30am. ahaa.
skipped piano.. seriously have no interest animore. was planning to stay home the whole day till lionel called me out to ikea tampines.
ever wonder y the cabs nv appear wen u need one but ALWAYS happen to pop out wen u dun? aniway, here's my lil adventure today.
was supposed to meet him at 8pm. left my place at 7.30, took a bus down to bedok, was slightly late, so decided to grab a cab, but cant coz there were so many ppl! fine, decided to take the train to tampines...
half way decided to stop at simei coz tampines ALWAYS has alot of ppl.. went down, tried to flag a cab. but noooo... every cab tts available gets hailed down by someone else! 4 cabs gone right in front of me! so i stood there like an idiot (in heels!!), trying desperately to get a cab for a whole 1 hr. till 9pm! AARRGH. seriously wanted to scream n pull my hair out.
in the end, lionel had to meet me at tampines instead of me going to meet him at ikea. grrrrrrrrr.
had bah kut teh wif jane, she left, i went over to his place, watched brokeback mountain.
i dun feel sad wen the 2 guys separate or cry over each other or wadeva gay shyt.. in fact i feel happy! not tt i'm agnst gays (i have frens who ARE gays), i juz dun understand wads on their mind. his hsemate cried man.. wth, wads there to be sad abt?! tis proves i'm strictly strght. ahaha.
on last thing.. I'VE RECIEVED A CONFIRMATION LETTER FRM AUSTRALIA~!!! I'M ACCEPTED!! WWWOO HOOO!!! lalalalalalala~ happy happy happy~! my parents dun seem happy for me tho.. *shrugs*
skipped piano.. seriously have no interest animore. was planning to stay home the whole day till lionel called me out to ikea tampines.
ever wonder y the cabs nv appear wen u need one but ALWAYS happen to pop out wen u dun? aniway, here's my lil adventure today.
was supposed to meet him at 8pm. left my place at 7.30, took a bus down to bedok, was slightly late, so decided to grab a cab, but cant coz there were so many ppl! fine, decided to take the train to tampines...
half way decided to stop at simei coz tampines ALWAYS has alot of ppl.. went down, tried to flag a cab. but noooo... every cab tts available gets hailed down by someone else! 4 cabs gone right in front of me! so i stood there like an idiot (in heels!!), trying desperately to get a cab for a whole 1 hr. till 9pm! AARRGH. seriously wanted to scream n pull my hair out.
in the end, lionel had to meet me at tampines instead of me going to meet him at ikea. grrrrrrrrr.
had bah kut teh wif jane, she left, i went over to his place, watched brokeback mountain.
i dun feel sad wen the 2 guys separate or cry over each other or wadeva gay shyt.. in fact i feel happy! not tt i'm agnst gays (i have frens who ARE gays), i juz dun understand wads on their mind. his hsemate cried man.. wth, wads there to be sad abt?! tis proves i'm strictly strght. ahaha.
on last thing.. I'VE RECIEVED A CONFIRMATION LETTER FRM AUSTRALIA~!!! I'M ACCEPTED!! WWWOO HOOO!!! lalalalalalala~ happy happy happy~! my parents dun seem happy for me tho.. *shrugs*
Thursday, March 01, 2007
lionel juz left my place... IDIOT KENNETH~! fly our kite... if not we can play mahjong till the break of dawn. damn.
went over to lion's newly rented apartment to help him clean the place. super dirty man.. it was left empty for 2 yrs. i was vacuum-ing the place in heels.. ahahaha... well coz i didnt expect it to be so dirty n tt i cld tk them off... boi was i wrong.
left his place arnd 7+ n headed to sengkang for dinner n some shopping. den to my place...
lion didnt wanna go back to his hsemate's place due to some reason.. so he was hoping he cld stay over my place.. but of coz wif someone else. den play mahjong... kenneth said ok at first.. idiot.. so we happy happy go back to my place.. watch tv.. wait for him to come... in the end? haiz..
have been rather carefree tis days.. nutting to tink abt... nutting to be sad abt.. well.. the onli concern is to get a job.. been too free n useless.. now tts sumthing to worry abt..
realised tt i've been blogging every single day but nutting constructive.. nutting tt will set my mind to tink abt.. juz useless rants abt wad i do.. n i'm bored.. bored of tis thotless days.. bored of going abt doing things without having to tink or consider.. my brain juices are drying up.
I NEED A JOOBBBB~~~
went over to lion's newly rented apartment to help him clean the place. super dirty man.. it was left empty for 2 yrs. i was vacuum-ing the place in heels.. ahahaha... well coz i didnt expect it to be so dirty n tt i cld tk them off... boi was i wrong.
left his place arnd 7+ n headed to sengkang for dinner n some shopping. den to my place...
lion didnt wanna go back to his hsemate's place due to some reason.. so he was hoping he cld stay over my place.. but of coz wif someone else. den play mahjong... kenneth said ok at first.. idiot.. so we happy happy go back to my place.. watch tv.. wait for him to come... in the end? haiz..
have been rather carefree tis days.. nutting to tink abt... nutting to be sad abt.. well.. the onli concern is to get a job.. been too free n useless.. now tts sumthing to worry abt..
realised tt i've been blogging every single day but nutting constructive.. nutting tt will set my mind to tink abt.. juz useless rants abt wad i do.. n i'm bored.. bored of tis thotless days.. bored of going abt doing things without having to tink or consider.. my brain juices are drying up.
I NEED A JOOBBBB~~~