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Tuesday, November 30, 2004
sentosa!!
oh man.. how long have i since blogged?! long man.. coz my freaking comp has a huge spyware prob.. was so freaked out once tt i turned it off directly thru the switch and refuse to turn it on for abt 2 days. but, as usual, cld not resist the temptation of coming online. hehe.. so came online today.
yea... yesterday was supposed to meet megat n jack in sch at 9.15, in the end woke up at 945, woken up by jack's calls and msges. hehe.. so paiseh.. so yea.. met them in sch, use internet, den went to orchard. walk walk, slack... den went to cine pool to play. played freaking terribly man.. cannot tahan.. oh yea, saw peeps frm 01/02. tink i'm going blind, i was like staring at them for soo long and was tinking, "y those ppl so familiar?" den realisation dawned on me. diao.. megat n jack already saw them long long ago. oh yea, and i tink sumthing's wrong wif my body, cant seem to adapt to coldness. felt sooo cold in kpool, really cannot tahan... cold until i was shivering. siao already... i tink i'm dying soon. *choy!* diao... oooh... n today!!! SENTOSA!!! wooo hooo~ haha.. hmm.. cool. hehe.. yep. met up wif megat, sab, ain, fart, jack and yao feng n went to siloso beach. played volleyball(extremely painful), frisby (extremely scary), den went into the sea (extremely cold but fun!!). heez.. yep.. had the most fun in the sea. oh yea... went to play bball wif jack too, also joined some other ppl frm srjc and nyp to have a frenly match. fun.. but my feet hurt like hell coz we played barefooted and the floor was full of sand. cldnt play long man.. cannot tahan. oh yea.. den aft some time jon came wif pizza. slack for awhile.. den went into the sea again. hehe.. cool man.. i love the sea.. we did so many stupid things man.. tried pyramids, which were mostly failures.. den jack and megat swing me into the sea, twice!! haha.. so fun!!! hehe.. but the water went into my mouth and nose, very uncomfortable. aft the sea, started to rain, so we moved to a huge shelter and slacked there. wanted to bathe, but the toilet got no water, diao, so went back to slack den go back bathe again wen the water came back. den the cubicle door cannot lock, have to use my keys to hold it, diao. bathe liao, slack even more, den went back to mainland. den went to woodlands wif jack and yao feng for them to have dinner. den home. cool man.. today was fun.. i wan more of such activities man!! too bad most of my frens are not those kind who are willing to freak out at the beach. ai yo.. feeling so tired n my face feels so tight and hot, confirm sun-burn.. oh well heck... need to slp.. -out-
Sunday, November 28, 2004
oooh... jay...
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
hate life
damn i hate life.. life is a bloody bore!!! farking bore!! i juz dun understand my temper tis days.. had been really bad. i seriously cant stay home. i hate boredom! i have to get out of tis farking house! bloody hell... firstly i lost my fone n ppl juz dun care how i feel. asked gh for his no. and he dun bloody hell give it to me... "dun wan leh.. coz u forgot my no." wad the hell.. i remember ur no. for wad fark? cant u juz tell me ur farking no.? dun tell me den fine.. i dun wanna freaking care so much. den there's kenneth.. complaining on and on abt SJ... come on la fark... juz accept wads happening la... wad the hell... juz shuddup will u? argh! to tink u said, "eh.. if u got nutting to tok to me den dun come n tok to me." farker.. y the hell u toking to me now?! u nutting to tok abt den dun come toking to ME! fark.. den there's tis annoymous guy who i have NO bloody idea is... talking sooo bloody inimate wif me.. calling me mei... fark... dun anihow go arnd acknowledging god-sistas!! u dun even noe who the hell i am and u're calling me ur mei?! fark off!
fark!! n now my mom's nagging n nagging n nagging.. argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! y dun i have at least a min of silence in tis bloody house?! once they're home, all they do is sing sing sing.. fark! n they're singing really stinks! off tune, off beat... bloody hell.. cant they juz stop for a day?! bloody hell.. i wanna get out of tis house!!!!!!!!! someone juz kill me.. pls...
pain...
oh man... my stomach is aching so bad.... my arms are aching soooo bad... my legs are aching terribly bad... my whole body is aching like mad!!! gosh.. but its for a gd cost yea? hehe.. can tone my body.. =X decided to join lionel for the contemporary dance class.. wow, it sure was painful, but enjoyable.. yea.. i love pain... =X hahaha... yea.. got to noe kenneth and freddie... kenneth is sooo flexible man.. gosh.. but coz he's been dancing since sec sch, so of coz flexible la... if not den jia lat, sumthing wrong. haha.. as for freddie.. hmm.. haha.. stiff.. but me also wad.. so we're in the same boat.. =D
yest was the national seminar.. bleah.. boooorrrriiiinnngg.... fell aslp twice thru the talks.. my goodness, waste my time!! i could have gone out to watch the incredibles!! but coz of tis i had to cancel it.. argh! oh.. n.. i LOST MY FONE!!! ARGH!! my darling fone!! my E600c!! my NEW fone!!! ah!! got BE's pic inside leh.. ah!!!!!!!!!!!! MY FONE!!!! haiz haiz haiz... n all my contacts.. gone.. ah!!!!!! alamak.. so sad man.. so sad!!! sad sad sad... =,( so sad.. haiz.. aniway.. aft the seminar was the brigade dinner... nice.. quite gd... assumptous... yummy.. yep yep.. but was tinking of my fone... haiz.. y am i so careless?! haiz haiz haiz... oh yea... finally could meet up wif BE on sat, only for a while though, but happy. =) passed him his bday prezzie, took 2 nights to make... felt sooo slpy while waiting for him man.. fell aslp on the steps.. haha.. yep, aft hanging out wif him, went to meet megat, sub, ain, hid, fart, jack, zak and her bf for hari raya. first went to zak's home, den ain's, followed by sub, megat and hid. felt freaking slpy man.. had a really bad headache... felt like i was in dreamland, everything i did was a blur... wen i finally reached home, at arnd 11+, still cant slp, had to wash my sj U for the nxt day. kaoz.. cannot tahan man.. aft dumping everthing into the washing machine, went straight to slp. surprisely cld wake up in time for the national seminar.. wah.. had nv felt so slpy and yet cld hold on for so long.. i sure have endurance man!!! my foot.. =X haha. i miss my fone.. =( haiz..
Friday, November 19, 2004
badminton
i really cant stand my comp man.. feel like sitting on it... its so slow tt i have to go do other stuff while it opens a window. haiz...
feeling sooo tired now. went to play badminton wif lionel n jack. whoo~ fun... had been so long since i've last played.. surprisely i had the energy taking into account tt i didnt slp at all. yep.. first partner wif lionel to play against jack. jack's quite gd at badminton, coz he had training b4. lionel's not bad.. but he juz refuse to run for the shuttle-cock! n we kept missing it coz we were both afraid to hit each other. haha.. funny la.. had quite alot of fun. den played against lionel for a while, jack came back frm resting n we cont. got to noe tis guy, gabriel, also frm sp, aeronautical(?), lives near to me. yea... he was waiting for his frens to come, so asked if he could join us. so we played double. first partner wif him, den partner wif jack. it was easier to play wif them.. dunno y.. somehow we didnt bang into each other, unlike wad happened to lionel and i. oh yea.. boy is gabriel gd at it... wonder y he didnt join the sport in sp.. said he wanted to join band.. yeeewww.. bbbooorrriingg.. haha.. =P den lionel went off to meet his fren at arnd 12 while jack and gabriel continued. i sat there as an umpire. haha.. totally forgot how to count the scores.. made soo many mistakes, jack was soo fed up.. haha.. paiseh. den gabriel's frens came, jack n i rested at the stage. den stone, vegetate, grow roots till arnd 1.15 wen we finally left. jack came up to my home, played the piano for like.. 2 hrs.. tried to teach him how to read the scores, but failed.. haha.. lionel called to meet us, in the end wanted to go home.. -_- so we went downstairs to have lunch-cum-dinner n went to je to play pool. shit man, played damn terribly.. coz i was sooo tired! could barely aim man.. argh... played till 7 den home. oh.. olinda got kicked out... so sad.. haha.. not tt i care... =X haha.. argh, i need slp.
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
new template!
yea... changed my skin again. had problems wif the previous one... but still like it though.. nicer than tis.. oh well.. nvm la.. still have heart shape.. =D
stupid comp... cock up.. tried to reformat it yest but it said the cd was corrupted.. "thnx" jack! get me a corrupted one.. -_- its getting frm bad to worse.. sometimes the mouse wld move by itself, sometimes the comp will restart by itself.. confirm its the spyware.. argh.. hope he doesnt read tis... but.. ARGH!!! FARK U!! shuddup!!! i do wad i wanna do.. dun try to control my life... juz FARK off!!! saying i'm hopeless n all.. well.. U'RE EVEN MORE HOPELESS! all u do is play play play, dun even give a fark abt ur studies... come crying to me wen u broke up wif her... SERVE U RIGHT! u tink u're so great? U'RE NOT!!! argh.. i'm beginning to tink marist stella guys have too high egos... someone shld try to smash it man.. wads making me hold on? its LOVE ok?! tts ALL THAT MATTERS! farker... fark off la! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr............. oh yea.. u said my forehead looks like the himalayas? well.. ur's is WORSE! at least mine is only at the forehead.. ur's is ur WHOLE FACE!!! go look at the mirror la bastard... tink u're gd looking.. PUKE! argh... feeling so freaking angry now... since i've started on tis.. muz as well say it all... I HATE MY BROTHER!! I HATE U!!! I HATE U!! IIIIII HHHHHHHAAAAAATTEEEE U!!! argh.. u make my life miserable since young... hate u hate u hate u!! wad a way to start on such a sweet blogskin huh? well.. i dun care... juz wanna vent my anger... feel a little better.. *sigh*
Sunday, November 14, 2004
love
juz finished watching Mars. so touched by the movie, abt how they overcame all obstacles n remained as loving as ever. cried a billion times, not because of the story. its only a movie aft all, a made up. which couple is willing to endure all tis problems? who can remain as faithful aft a few yrs? only a few exceptional ones. couples tis days even break up for no particular reason, some juz stopped toking, going out etc. "so y did u guys stop toking?" "dunno? we juz stopped." "i broke up wif him coz he is crazy about britney spears." what is happening to this world? my fren had an abortion, all by herself. where was her "greatest" love? guess wad? he stopped toking to her. he's 2-timing. he gave a whole shit of reasons not to acc her to the hosp. fark. isnt there animore faithful man in tis world? women tis days are as assholic. one day, humans will juz stop reproducing and extinct. Dun get me wrong. i dun hate lovers. i love BE more than ever. i absolutely advice couple-hood. everyone is contradicting, dun blame me for contradicting.
Thursday, November 11, 2004
boo!
putting on mask now.. hopefully my parents wun get a shock wen they get home.. haha.. cant imagine my mom scream, saying, "ah!! there's someone in our house!!" hahahahaha...
ALAMAK! damn tt jack!! grrr... he called and somehow made me laugh.. in the end my mask cracked and i have to wash it off.. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... oh well.. lazy to put on another one.. such waste of money!! ah!! haiz...... was slacking at home the whole day... surprisely time passed quite fast, well.. mayb coz i woke up at 2+. Hmm.. yesterday.. wad did i do yesterday to be so exhausted? nutting much actually.. went to sch, printed betty soh's recommended websites.. was kinda surprised to see BE.. but was definitely happy.. miss him soo much.. =) jack was there too... yep.. den we went to have lunch together. was supposed to meet lionel but jack wanted to go home, so cancelled. den lionel called, said got tis job tt can earn big bucks, but they didnt want and i might already have a job by den. so didnt go for the interview. den jack went home, BE go meet his fren and i went to JE lib. wanted to borrow a book but i haven pay the fine.. hehe.. so in the end sat down at a sofa to read. so shuang man.. but my mom called me juz wen i started reading to meet me. haiz.. so i DRAGged myself out of the lib and went home. Sat down at a coffee shop to have a snack, den acc them to a cd shop. hehe.. they bought a vcd for me.. ella enchanted.. went home, bathed, saw the state of cha cha's cage.. cannot tahan, so went to jurong point to buy some stuff for him, a total of 30+ bucks, n it was so freaking heavy. carried the stuff home and clean up his cage. aft which, sat down n watched ella enchanted. the show ISH SO NICE! haha.. freaking funny also. was laughing till i was rolling around the floor. haha.. den slack slack slack... tts abt it.. slacked the whole day at home today.. went down to meet my parents and their frens for dinner.. when i reached.. dunno y they keep staring at me also.. weird bunch of frens.. *shrug* den my mom gave me money to buy another vcd.. yea!! heheheheh... vic chou wan.. hehe.. he's sooo cute!! ah!! hehehehe... it cost 59.90.. hehe.. so surprised lor.. my mom said she buy for me coz she see me at home nutting to do.. haha.. hehe.. =D meeting jack and lionel again tmr in sch.. den go to my sec sch, den go for job interview!! at great world city.. spinelli cafe.. hehe.. hopefully i get the job.. dun wanna slack at home.. so boring! yep yep.. God bless me.. =)
Monday, November 08, 2004
New hp!!
I GOT A NEW HP!! WAHAHAHAHHAH!! WEE!! soooo overwhelmingly HAPPY!! hehehe... tis is the first time my mom actually is willing to pay a hp tt is over 100 bucks.. in fact its 298! hahahahahaha... the past few times wen she bought a hp for me, they ALWAYS choose a fone that cost below 100, but now they actually let me choose my own phone!! heheh!! n is willing to pay for it!! hee!! whhooopppeee! sooo happyyy!! hehe... yep yep yep.. hehe.. weee!
hehe... okok... today, aft i went to sch, went to find for tw and sr to play pool. play play play, den lionel called... so decided to join him and jack. met them at city hall.. walked to esplanade, slacked at the lib... den went back to PS to find my parents. First went to the second floor to get back my mom's lost sim card, den went back downstairs to buy our hp. Oh yea... my dad bought a new one too... he's is sooo much more better than mine. tink it cost 300+. Its a damn cool fone and they even have a free 128MB USB and multimedia card. damn damn cooool.. hehe.. yep yep... oooh.. my fone juz rang and i didnt noe it rang.. hehe.. new fone.. not used to the tone.. hehe.. ahh!!! still cant get over the fact that i have A NEW FONE!! cant really adapt to smsing wif it though.. was smsing sooo slow. hehehe.. gotta thank glenn.. is he told me to get tis fone wan.. said it is better than the one i wanted.. now i tink back.. quite true.. GLENN! u got taste man.. hehe.. =) nutting much more to say.. =D
sch.. for wd?!
wahaha.. in sch now.. during the hols!! i really have NUTTING TO DO. cant believe myself.. i actually woke up at 10 and came down to sch.. on the way was like asking myself, "what the hell are u doing?! u shld be slping at home!!" *sigh* siao already.
Oooh.. i am soooooo broke. Spent 100 over bucks on sat... wahaha.. den had dinner wif my family and went to buy the unabridged dictionary.. wooooaaahhh...!! haha... SIAO ALREADY!! oh yea.. before tt, went job searching wif lionel and jack. was supposed to meet them at 10, but woke up at 1045.. hehe.. *sheepish smile* yep, so rushed down by cab(waste money again). filled in abt 5 forms? all were cafes.. starbucks, coffee bean, spinelli.. urm... coffee club.. yea.. poor guys, it was hard for them to get jobs coz they were malaysian... have to make some work permit or something.. but they cant coz they're still students.. haiz.. spent da whole day at home on sun... wj wanted to ask me out i tink.. but b4 he cld ask i said i wanna stay home.. yea.. so slack slack slack... did some cross-stitching... chat online... wanted to bake some cakes but was too lazy.. haha.. tt was how i spent the day. cool rite?! not... arrrgghhh... tw ask me to go play pool later... shld i?! no money !!! but i dun wanna go home!! tink i go watch them play.. *shrug* ciaoz
Sunday, November 07, 2004
i love you
I LOVE YOU
Saturday, November 06, 2004
love my template, hate my life
oh yea.. i totally love my blog template. luuuv the heart shape... my fav shape! anithing wif a heart shape totally catches my eyes. =) wanna put in a background song, but lazy.. haha...
1 +am in the morning and i cant slp. argh... dun feel slpy AT ALL. today was the submission for hta, the last submission for the semester, also meaning no more pressure and no more work. sounds gd rite? tts wad most ppl wan rite? but noo... i dun feel rite without pressure. Had been under pressure for the past few months.. having nothing to do is too abrupt. Sooo... i'm going to do something really crazy... told my mom that i have to buy some architectural books and yep.. gonna read them during my hols. Oh yea... there's also the dictionary's unabridged version.. getting that too.. and my mom is going to pay them all for me.. WAHAHAAH! =D oohooh.. and she's gonna get me a new phone too.. yes! no more lookin at a smashed screen. haha.. went to orchard wif a grp of my classmates aft the submission. on the way to the mrt, did something reaaaaallly stupid. *blush* lionel was taking our pic while walking, wanted to duck away from the camera, so i started to run, den juz nice megat reached his hand out to pose and WHAM!! i slammed my mouth right into his hand. *ouch* tears flowed almost instantly and my lips bled, even my teeth were stained with blood. yea.. so paiseh.. hehe.. nxt time i better try to stop myself frm being so wild.. *blush* so yea.. had lunch and walked around.. was kinda boring.. but that's wad i enjoy doing.. walking around doing nothing.. juz window shopping.. free and enjoyable. =) argh! i wanna buy simple plan's new cd!! tis my mom definitely wun pay for me.. haiz.. dun feel like wasting my money.. wanna save it.. for something.. dunno wad.. juz have tis habit to save, trained since young ok... =X yea.. den lionel, jack, kyitha and i parted wif the grp to go for our movie.. SHARK TALES!! hehehehe.. the show is ssoooo funny! totally recommend(?) it! =) yep.. aft the movie, went to taka to browse around kino, and then came home. was tinking of wad to do while on my way home. no more work to do... dunno if there's ani nice show on tv, coz i seldom watch the tv animore.. so yea, went home and idled around. remembered that i still have chicago dvd, so went to watch it. couldnt really understand wad they were talking though, it was so soft even though all volumes were at full mode. yea.. den OF ALL TIME.. tw had to call me. so.. yep.. once again, i cldnt concentrate on the movie. oh well.. but i still managed to finish watching the whole 2 hrs movie. was kinda surprised that i cld stare at the screen for such a long time. gonna go for job searching tmr wif lionel and jack, hope we manage to get the same job. dun wanna work alone.. so lonely. had a bad experience. yep.. argh! i dun feel slpy at all. mayb coz i haven been slping early, so now my biology clock changed, have to slp realll late. ohwell.. i dun mind also.. hmm.. mayb i shld lie down n try slping.
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
bored!!!!! ARGH
arghhhh... sooo bored... I NEETA DO HTA!! i did try.. but cant!! y?! so freaking pre-occupy.. as usual... argh! i need my utopia... haha...
was supposed to do my hta once i reach home.. aimed to finish all the 6 summaries den slp.. but got glued to the tv... den tw called.. chat chat chat... den i told him muz go do hmwk liao.. tried to, but still cant! turned off the tv, on the radio, sat down on my desk, read a few sentences when my mind started to wander again. realised tt i cant do my work wif such a pre-occupied mind, so took out a paper and started scribbling nonsense. remembered tt i got a dvd to watch.. so, turned on my laptop. juz nice tw call back again.. listened to him crap while i tried to watch the dvd and at the same time listen to the radio.. coz got simple plan's "welcome to my life"!! but of coz i cldnt concentrate all 3 at the same time.. in the end only got to listen to half of the song, dun even noe wad the hell the show was toking abt and tw's crap was.. well.. crap.. yep. =P so i gave up on the dvd and came online. got freaking fed up wif my slllllllooooooooowwwwwwwwwww comp. ITS SO SLOW!! SOMEONE TEACH ME HOW TO REFORMAT IT!!! argh! was swearing n cursing on the fone.. haha.. paiseh.. aft some time, glenn called, decided to chat wif him instead.. so put down tw's call.. hehe.. yep yep, i'm so bad.. =X today was my crit. ITS FINALLY OVER!!! AHHH!!! *huge smile* did okok only... not as gd as interim.. but i dun have to do viva(?) hehe... so lucky.. i was waiting for my name to be announce.. but dun have.. hehe.. *gigantic smile* so yep, aft crit, had lunch, slack at the studio, went for the aftnoon session's, felt freaking tired, so went to my table to slp. woke up juz in time for hid's crit. was fighting to keep myself awake while listening to her. she did quite badly.. =( yea.. den went to the lib wif jack, lionel, hid, kim eing and khitah(?) tried to study but they were sooo chatty! but quite fun.. haha... studied VERY LITTLE, den went to have dinner, hid and kim went home while the rest of us went to the study corner to cont. THAT was wen we had constructive work. studied till 8 plus... den home. argh.. got piano class tmr.. BBBOOORIIIINNNGGG... nv pract at all.. cant be bothered. no time! yep.. den aft tt going to sch to study again.. i'm so hardworking! yea rite.. if i am, den i shld be doing my hta now.. toking abt hta, i better get going... time for work! |