ok its way pass bedtime~

hoho.. i've got a new pair of running shoes!!! jogging anione? ANIONE?! =)

so yep, went wif chris to queenstown shopping centre. bought a pair of nike shoes for 90 bucks. quite ex.. but i'm satisfied. shall make full use of it.
we shared a cab.. he went to shenton way for his fren's bday, i came home. was near exhaustion in the cab.. n had tis HUGE urge to rest my head on his shoulder. but i didnt dare! so i resisted.. n resisted.. n freaking hell resisted.. till he got off.. n regretted resisting. how dumb huh?!
miss having a nice shoulder to rest on while hugging a nice buffed up arm n feeling some warmth. i'm juz purely desp.. i admit.. so bite me.

had been having some funning urges of wanting to do something different abt myself. like put on fake eyelashes... draw freaking thick eyeliner... paint my nails black... go gothic... or... make myself up wif foundation, blusher, bronzer, eye liner, etc.... n well.. TRY to be pretty. life's been too monotonous.. n my bod is in need for some drastic change.

i miss my tresses! long...... black....... tresses. not gonna deprive my hair frm growth.. grow baby grow! den i shall add in pink streaks! had been dying to dye my hair pink for so long.. n yes.. i will fulfill tt need someday. =P

cant believe i observed n participated in a process called A.I (artificial insemination). anione below 18 is strictly prohibited frm reading the next para.

the process started wif us helping the male mount onto the female. doc den attached a funnel to an air-tight syringe n located it at the penis. he started to masturbate the male "oh! he's very gd!" n collected abt 2ml of excretion. he checks a drop of the semen under the microscope for active sperm. "oh very good! *calls someone* come see the sperm!"

"jacelyn come! use ur finger."
"me?! do wad? i dunno wad to do!" looks at the other dr for help
the other dr said,"dont worry.. he will guide u"
he attached a long tube to the syringe n inserts the tube into the female's vagina. "come! ur finger" i oh-so-reluctantly stuck my finger in...
"feel the tube? let the tube guide u... ok? feel the tube go deeper than ur finger?"
"ok get ready ah...." "ok! go deeper! deeper! tighter! gd gd!!" i had to stick my finger in deeper as he pumps the semen in n pulls the tube out.
i looked at him wif my finger still inside "now wad?"
"normally the dog will stay inside for abt 2 hrs for it to be successful"
"i cant possibly stick my finger in for 2 whole hrs right?!"
the other dr said "bye jacelyn!! see u in 2 hrs!!"
"ok we dont have 2 hrs right.. so.. u neeta pump ur finger in n out for the process to be faster"
the other dr said "to accelerate the process"
n i started pumping.. "nonono! slower! n gentler pls..."

n so i did it... for a whole 15 mins non stop. the stupid bitch clenched her vagina so tight my finger's blood circulation got cut off... n the whole process ached my whole arm. n of ALL TIME! i had to tink wether she will have an orgasm. so dumb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tt thot was pushed away of coz.. wldnt want her to react to wad i was doing... nononono... n the whole process was observed by the owner. O_O gosh.

trauma n slp deprivation causes insanity.

8/08/2007 09:55:00 PM ·