playing a freaking mindless spider solitaire, while my head's swarmed wif thots.
feeling lonely useless ugly n fat. which i always do.
am i even useful to my family or the society? had been tinking of tis for yrs.. ever since i was young.. wad am i ever gd at? seriously.. i really dun see wad my potentials are... not gifted in anithing.. useless piece of crap.. cant even achieve my dreams..
i hate myself so much..
shall jog in the morn b4 work... come back home n jog again aft wrk.. b4 going for yoga..
some slping shld help my mental torture..