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Monday, October 29, 2007
another hurdle to cross b4 i can get accepted into the sch.. wad crap.. i hafta go take IELTS!! they stated clearly tt at least a C for eng o levels for admissions requirements.. i got a b3.. so y do i hafta take the dumb test?! wad if i dun get 6.0 n above? ARRRGGGGHHHH... hurdles aft hurdles thrown at me... wad shit?! life LOVES to fuck me arnd... seriously wonder how long more i can hold on... i'm stressed over my own hopes n dreams...
on a lighter note.. the secretary offered an increment in my pay to my boss.. n he approved! cpf's a bitch... i'm still getting below 1k aft the 20%.. zzz.. owells.. at least it proves tt i'm improving at wrk.. boss is happy... n i'm getting slightly more money. 2 pay increments within 5 mnths! tts sumthing to be proud abt.. i tink...
went out wif dearest peiru on fri. so happy to see her!!! getting prettier. =)))
den she begged me to go mos wif her fren coz she dun wanna be alone wif him. n being SUCHA GOOOOD FREN.. i obliged.. even tho i had to run to the toilet once every hr.. i thot the diarrhea ordeal was over! wad crap...
sat was movie n dinner wif des. resident evil!! movie's gooooddd tho i had to cover my eyes during majority of the scenes. hehehe... alice is SEXAYE! dinner at fish n co was nice... love the live band.. the singer was gd.. but i was so full it was excruciating... we did finish tho!
busy man on the phone
on a lighter note.. the secretary offered an increment in my pay to my boss.. n he approved! cpf's a bitch... i'm still getting below 1k aft the 20%.. zzz.. owells.. at least it proves tt i'm improving at wrk.. boss is happy... n i'm getting slightly more money. 2 pay increments within 5 mnths! tts sumthing to be proud abt.. i tink...
went out wif dearest peiru on fri. so happy to see her!!! getting prettier. =)))
den she begged me to go mos wif her fren coz she dun wanna be alone wif him. n being SUCHA GOOOOD FREN.. i obliged.. even tho i had to run to the toilet once every hr.. i thot the diarrhea ordeal was over! wad crap...
sat was movie n dinner wif des. resident evil!! movie's gooooddd tho i had to cover my eyes during majority of the scenes. hehehe... alice is SEXAYE! dinner at fish n co was nice... love the live band.. the singer was gd.. but i was so full it was excruciating... we did finish tho!
busy man on the phone
sumtimes its so discouraging to see my frens getting prettier n thinner/sexier.. while i'm stuck in tis dumb bod tts not onli getting uglier but fatter. i'm happy for them! n angry at myself.
Sunday, October 28, 2007
i'm trying.. n trying.. trying for so long... trying so hard.. n i'm so afraid tt all these hardwrk will crash back to nothingness... i failed so many times.. tt i dun wanna fail animore.. but i juz do.. everytime i try... i'm so scared abt the future.. its so unimaginably terrifying tt i feel so hopeless..
i find myself crying over self pity. hating how my life had been.. how ugly n fat i am.. how useless i am not being able to reach my goal.. how no one loves me... wonder who i can call, n i realise there isnt anione... den i hate myself for being so lonely.. n i start to hate myself even more for self pitying.. for being so weak... it juz adds on... till the extend i suddenly wonder wad i'm crying over.. like a psychological break down.. my brain juz shuts off..
it feels like i'm getting bigger every min... i feel like i'm overweight...
sry guys.. whoever who tried to make me feel gd abt myself... i juz cant...
i find myself crying over self pity. hating how my life had been.. how ugly n fat i am.. how useless i am not being able to reach my goal.. how no one loves me... wonder who i can call, n i realise there isnt anione... den i hate myself for being so lonely.. n i start to hate myself even more for self pitying.. for being so weak... it juz adds on... till the extend i suddenly wonder wad i'm crying over.. like a psychological break down.. my brain juz shuts off..
it feels like i'm getting bigger every min... i feel like i'm overweight...
sry guys.. whoever who tried to make me feel gd abt myself... i juz cant...
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
i'm stuck at the same weight aft losing 2 kg!! even aft the whole food poisoning ordeal.. n purging wadeva tt reaches my stomach.. i'm still on the freaking same weight. YYY?!!
i had tis unnerving urge to take tis pic... no idea y..
dont ask y there are so many toilet rolls. i wont be able to ans. guess my parents love to be fully equipped for emergencies.
to aussie or canada? my parents favour canada. ok i shall list the choices....
Canada - college of 5-8 mnths. Fees Ca$8500++ --> Vet degree of 4 yrs. Sch fees Ca$22000++/yr
Aussie - college of 1 yr. Fees Aus$12900++ --> Vet degree of 5/6 yrs. Sch fees Aus$35000++/yr
- Degree in Bioscience 1 yr. Fees yet to check--> Vet degree of 6 yrs. Fees Aus$35000++/yr
i'm open to all options. a lil skeptic abt the degree in bioscience.. tho its possible. but its a freaking 7 yrsss! guess my decision will be clearer aft my visits to the agents on fri.
for ppl who think tt i wrk wif aunties...
the onli "auntie" i see.. is the uncle in the middle. well he's my boss. the super duper utterly uber white gal in front of him is Dr Sim.. the other vet wrking at the clinic. the rest r nurses. the onli person missing is our secretary constance.
have u seen the great dane?
one of the largest breed of dogs. it's so gigantic... when on all four, they can reach my waist. wen they leap on u... they scarily tower high above ur head. i've seen bigger great danes than the one in the pic.. they're amazingly gentle giants tho. =)
this dog had a dead pup stuck in her womb. the owner refused for a c-section.. n so we didnt noe wad to do. leaving the decomposing pup will kill the dog. the gal in the pic eventually stuck her hand into her vagina n pulled the puppy out. painful process for both gal n dog. hahaha~
i dropped 3 chairs tt were stacked together on my toe tis aftnoon. thot it was nutting aft the pain subsided... but it actually swell up to half of the actual size.. n i juz found out! oh damn..
another random post. my colleague nadin calls me the random gal. according to her.. i love spewing random nonsense.. wad to do? life is too normal now...
planning to meet up wif pei ru on fri, des on sat n glenn nxt wk. back to GOOD OOLLLEE DAESSS! =)
i had tis unnerving urge to take tis pic... no idea y..
dont ask y there are so many toilet rolls. i wont be able to ans. guess my parents love to be fully equipped for emergencies.to aussie or canada? my parents favour canada. ok i shall list the choices....
Canada - college of 5-8 mnths. Fees Ca$8500++ --> Vet degree of 4 yrs. Sch fees Ca$22000++/yr
Aussie - college of 1 yr. Fees Aus$12900++ --> Vet degree of 5/6 yrs. Sch fees Aus$35000++/yr
- Degree in Bioscience 1 yr. Fees yet to check--> Vet degree of 6 yrs. Fees Aus$35000++/yr
i'm open to all options. a lil skeptic abt the degree in bioscience.. tho its possible. but its a freaking 7 yrsss! guess my decision will be clearer aft my visits to the agents on fri.
for ppl who think tt i wrk wif aunties...
the onli "auntie" i see.. is the uncle in the middle. well he's my boss. the super duper utterly uber white gal in front of him is Dr Sim.. the other vet wrking at the clinic. the rest r nurses. the onli person missing is our secretary constance.have u seen the great dane?
one of the largest breed of dogs. it's so gigantic... when on all four, they can reach my waist. wen they leap on u... they scarily tower high above ur head. i've seen bigger great danes than the one in the pic.. they're amazingly gentle giants tho. =)this dog had a dead pup stuck in her womb. the owner refused for a c-section.. n so we didnt noe wad to do. leaving the decomposing pup will kill the dog. the gal in the pic eventually stuck her hand into her vagina n pulled the puppy out. painful process for both gal n dog. hahaha~
i dropped 3 chairs tt were stacked together on my toe tis aftnoon. thot it was nutting aft the pain subsided... but it actually swell up to half of the actual size.. n i juz found out! oh damn..
another random post. my colleague nadin calls me the random gal. according to her.. i love spewing random nonsense.. wad to do? life is too normal now...
planning to meet up wif pei ru on fri, des on sat n glenn nxt wk. back to GOOD OOLLLEE DAESSS! =)
Saturday, October 20, 2007
n now i'm back.. from outer space...! hur hur.. wad the..
i did so much walking today, plus a bad bad bad diarrhea... really hope tt i lost some weight!
morning was driving.. felt tt i did better... but mr foo had comments.. n it sounded like i didnt improve at all. owells.. i believe i can do it. =)
aft which was to educational link.. some agent.. wad a damn disappointment. he didnt even bother to help me.. aft explaining my situation, all he did was telling me the cons of signing up for uni.. wad abt the pros? idiot... den he gave me some booklets of colleges in canada.. which leads to unis tt DO NOT offer vet sc! WAAD THHEE... luckily i did some homework b4 consulting them. wad a wasted trip... grrr...
so i ended up shopping arnd orchard... den headed to jtvc to change n make up, b4 going to trader's hotel wif my colleagues n boss for the singapore veterinary association dinner.. utterly boring.. i was looking forward to the lectures, which, much to my disappointment, scheduled onli tmr! damn..
aft the dinner.. i had a TERRIBLE stomach ache. it was bad! like someone stabbed me in the stomach n left the knife there. i thot it'll onli last for awhile, so i went on wif the plan of going to tis new club called plush. boi was i wrong! the pain accumulated in the taxi.. it was so bad i cldnt walk properly.. my colleagues had to hold onto me as i stumbled to the toilet. hope the pain wont come back tmr.
we still did head to plush in the end. aft my toilet ordeal. haha. it was cool.. if i were wif the right grp... the songs were great... BUT! felt like i was dancing alone. we were there for onli 10-15 mins? n left. denise keller was there.. n tis gd looking guy... some mtv vj.. forgot his name.. was there too! wld be fun if they stayed a lil longer.. zzz...
who wanna go to a hallooween party?!
i did so much walking today, plus a bad bad bad diarrhea... really hope tt i lost some weight!
morning was driving.. felt tt i did better... but mr foo had comments.. n it sounded like i didnt improve at all. owells.. i believe i can do it. =)
aft which was to educational link.. some agent.. wad a damn disappointment. he didnt even bother to help me.. aft explaining my situation, all he did was telling me the cons of signing up for uni.. wad abt the pros? idiot... den he gave me some booklets of colleges in canada.. which leads to unis tt DO NOT offer vet sc! WAAD THHEE... luckily i did some homework b4 consulting them. wad a wasted trip... grrr...
so i ended up shopping arnd orchard... den headed to jtvc to change n make up, b4 going to trader's hotel wif my colleagues n boss for the singapore veterinary association dinner.. utterly boring.. i was looking forward to the lectures, which, much to my disappointment, scheduled onli tmr! damn..
aft the dinner.. i had a TERRIBLE stomach ache. it was bad! like someone stabbed me in the stomach n left the knife there. i thot it'll onli last for awhile, so i went on wif the plan of going to tis new club called plush. boi was i wrong! the pain accumulated in the taxi.. it was so bad i cldnt walk properly.. my colleagues had to hold onto me as i stumbled to the toilet. hope the pain wont come back tmr.
we still did head to plush in the end. aft my toilet ordeal. haha. it was cool.. if i were wif the right grp... the songs were great... BUT! felt like i was dancing alone. we were there for onli 10-15 mins? n left. denise keller was there.. n tis gd looking guy... some mtv vj.. forgot his name.. was there too! wld be fun if they stayed a lil longer.. zzz...
who wanna go to a hallooween party?!
Friday, October 12, 2007
some random post today.. nutting much to say.. i'm juz blogging for the sake of doing something. so bored!
today was my 2nd driving class n it was terrible. i kept stalling!! zzz... owells.. wad can i expect ya? *shrugs*
shyts i really have nutting to say. life is sucha booorre!
today was my 2nd driving class n it was terrible. i kept stalling!! zzz... owells.. wad can i expect ya? *shrugs*
shyts i really have nutting to say. life is sucha booorre!
Monday, October 08, 2007
HAPPY ADVANCED BDAY RF! =))
the hornies were at rf's bday celeb at bottle tree park. we were as usual self-entertaining.. hornily entertaining ourselves. ahhaha. it was a great gathering... had been long since i laughed tt hard. =)
was chatting wif liu jun abt our ex. n it got me thinking.. mayb its not that bad making frens wif my ex again. i've moved on.. pretty sure he already did.. earlier than me tt is. haha. hate having hard feelings for anione... can NEVER hate someone for long... its nt a gd feeling aniway, so y hang on to it?
n my goal to lose more weight is still ongoing! aft 2 days of break. bbq n cakes at rf's chalet, plus half a slice of cheesecake frm dr sim's bday today is making me feel fat! fat fat fat... back to my exercise regime. back to stalking tt runner boi! hohoho~
gonna get the recommendation letter dr tan promised tmr... n ask dr sim for another. den try typing another letter to excuse myself frm not being able to fill up the "prerequisite courses" section. wanna go study at canada! so who can help me read thru the letter i'm gonna type n improve it? anionnnee?! anione wif powderful england. =P n deeenn... go to the idp fair nxt wk to sign up for the aussie universities. step by step... I SHALL REACH MY LIFE-LONG GOAL!! i hope.. hur hurrr~
gonna go back to sp for dance tmr!! YIPPPEEE!! HAPPY! i miss them.... yayness! =)
wanna club some day... go crazy.. get drunk... reach home in the morning.. slp thru the day n wake up forgetting wad happened the night b4. its a crazy thot i noe... so sue me. =)
the hornies were at rf's bday celeb at bottle tree park. we were as usual self-entertaining.. hornily entertaining ourselves. ahhaha. it was a great gathering... had been long since i laughed tt hard. =)
was chatting wif liu jun abt our ex. n it got me thinking.. mayb its not that bad making frens wif my ex again. i've moved on.. pretty sure he already did.. earlier than me tt is. haha. hate having hard feelings for anione... can NEVER hate someone for long... its nt a gd feeling aniway, so y hang on to it?
n my goal to lose more weight is still ongoing! aft 2 days of break. bbq n cakes at rf's chalet, plus half a slice of cheesecake frm dr sim's bday today is making me feel fat! fat fat fat... back to my exercise regime. back to stalking tt runner boi! hohoho~
gonna get the recommendation letter dr tan promised tmr... n ask dr sim for another. den try typing another letter to excuse myself frm not being able to fill up the "prerequisite courses" section. wanna go study at canada! so who can help me read thru the letter i'm gonna type n improve it? anionnnee?! anione wif powderful england. =P n deeenn... go to the idp fair nxt wk to sign up for the aussie universities. step by step... I SHALL REACH MY LIFE-LONG GOAL!! i hope.. hur hurrr~
gonna go back to sp for dance tmr!! YIPPPEEE!! HAPPY! i miss them.... yayness! =)
wanna club some day... go crazy.. get drunk... reach home in the morning.. slp thru the day n wake up forgetting wad happened the night b4. its a crazy thot i noe... so sue me. =)
Friday, October 05, 2007
finally gotten a pathetic no. of pics frm the dive centre's blog. hmm... i need those frm andy's n jackie's cam!!
today was my first driving lesson!!! OMGGGG my heart almost came out. i was so freaking scared! esp wen the car starts moving.. i was sooo afraid to crash into someone. n i'm still so darn confused wif the clutch.. wen do i actually use it?
i shld really start jogging at the gym a lil more... to see tt guy whom i cant seem to take my eyes off! hahaha.. well at least its a motivation to get me to exercise more rite? =P
he's not exceptionally cute, nor is he handsome.. he's juz... i dunno.. interesting to look at. or r my hormones kicking in? haha. aniway, his stamina is amazing man... he did start later than me.. but i cld go home n rest, watched tv for a while, had dinner.. watched tv again... n he was still jogging! so i stayed at the balcony for abt 10 mins to see how long more he cld run.. but got bored watching. i shld time him some day.. AHAHA! i'm sucha stalker.
i've lost 2 kg!!! an item off my wish list... 2 more 2 kgs to go. =)
the charming french dive instructor.. *drools*
isnt he sucha gentleman?! *drools even more*
i'm a happy wet gal! hmm sounds wrong. hmmm... my face looks swollen.. anihooo! notice how the bcd (float) hangs away frm my shoulder? hate it tt its always so loose no matter how tight i tug or pull on the straps.
turtleeee!!! cute cute cute!
my dive partner glenn. now i know 2 glenns! =P 
dear jackie who made all these possible! 
shall cont. posting the other nicer pics once i've gotten the rest of them...
isnt he sucha gentleman?! *drools even more*
i'm a happy wet gal! hmm sounds wrong. hmmm... my face looks swollen.. anihooo! notice how the bcd (float) hangs away frm my shoulder? hate it tt its always so loose no matter how tight i tug or pull on the straps.
turtleeee!!! cute cute cute!
my dive partner glenn. now i know 2 glenns! =P 
dear jackie who made all these possible! 
today was my first driving lesson!!! OMGGGG my heart almost came out. i was so freaking scared! esp wen the car starts moving.. i was sooo afraid to crash into someone. n i'm still so darn confused wif the clutch.. wen do i actually use it?
i shld really start jogging at the gym a lil more... to see tt guy whom i cant seem to take my eyes off! hahaha.. well at least its a motivation to get me to exercise more rite? =P
he's not exceptionally cute, nor is he handsome.. he's juz... i dunno.. interesting to look at. or r my hormones kicking in? haha. aniway, his stamina is amazing man... he did start later than me.. but i cld go home n rest, watched tv for a while, had dinner.. watched tv again... n he was still jogging! so i stayed at the balcony for abt 10 mins to see how long more he cld run.. but got bored watching. i shld time him some day.. AHAHA! i'm sucha stalker.
i've lost 2 kg!!! an item off my wish list... 2 more 2 kgs to go. =)