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Friday, December 29, 2006
Currently in the nat lib wif lionel. N feeling freaking bored!! *screams* so yep, blogging using words since I did not bring my wireless card. N even if I did, I have already forgotten my username n password for access into the lib wireless network. Damn. =(
Trying me bez to look hardworking. But been switching btwn work and spider solitaire abt an hr ago. Hahaha. lazy yes. have no idea how a mind of a top student works man… seriously dun. guess it all boils down to passion. Will I be able to work tt hard for vet? I hope so… noooo.. I WILL.
once asked my fren currently in nus doing some property course if she like wad she is studying. N she said she have no idea, coz it is a new course in the sch. Nodded wif utter disbelieve. Tried to hide it, to no avail tt is. UNIVERSITY MAN!!! How can someone study a course in UNIVERSITY n have NO IDEA wad the course is abt?! Aaahhh. Ppl plssss.. hear me cry.. pls pls do not take a course juz purely out of curiousity or juz for studying… or for ur parents sake. Coz u WILL suffer.. suffer a terrible death. Listen to drama mama hear. Coz drama mama is going thru it. N I wonder how many levels of hell I have dropped to. =(
Okok back to work. WOOORRRKK.
Trying me bez to look hardworking. But been switching btwn work and spider solitaire abt an hr ago. Hahaha. lazy yes. have no idea how a mind of a top student works man… seriously dun. guess it all boils down to passion. Will I be able to work tt hard for vet? I hope so… noooo.. I WILL.
once asked my fren currently in nus doing some property course if she like wad she is studying. N she said she have no idea, coz it is a new course in the sch. Nodded wif utter disbelieve. Tried to hide it, to no avail tt is. UNIVERSITY MAN!!! How can someone study a course in UNIVERSITY n have NO IDEA wad the course is abt?! Aaahhh. Ppl plssss.. hear me cry.. pls pls do not take a course juz purely out of curiousity or juz for studying… or for ur parents sake. Coz u WILL suffer.. suffer a terrible death. Listen to drama mama hear. Coz drama mama is going thru it. N I wonder how many levels of hell I have dropped to. =(
Okok back to work. WOOORRRKK.
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wahaha back home. slacking! feels great! worked till 8.
slpt at 5am tis morning. tink i'm suffering frm insomnia. cant slp at all!! haiz. help..
lionel fat liao. hahahahaha~!
eyes r tired n swollen but i juz cant seem to slp.. again. went to parkway parade wif my parents n i juz cldnt wait to get home. both eyes were burning like hell as i tried like crazy to keep them open. n in order to prevent them frm noticing, i put on some eye make up. a light one tt is.. in case they start asking y the sudden need to cover up.
took some pics of myself.
took some pics of myself.
in the car on the way to parkway. notice the tired "un-open-able" eyes? i had to force tt smile too.
wif my cute beloved cha cha. took quite some time to make him stop running abt. finally found the way! juz say cha-cha into his ears n he'll stop n stone. cute~!
some "zi lian" pics. juz noticed... the 1st pic has the very first teddy bear, perched on the ledge, which my bf got for me. n the 2nd pic has mashimaro, the 2nd soft toy he bought, onli a portion of its head shown. the first was won at some arcade from america i tink... n the 2nd was frm far east. like yrs ago..
its juz so difficult huh.. to accept wad will happen in the future. or even wads gonna happen in a few mnths time. things will get so much more difficult as time goes by... i need to, i have to.. be strong enough to face it.
Thursday, December 28, 2006
shyts, cried so much aft our conv tt i cant slp. now i'm freezing cold, staring the comp screen wondering wads there to do. shall juz blog a lil.
had sakae sushi wif tw. gd food. yummy. wasnt satisfied tho. cheap.
acced him to sim lim to look for monitors. bored. raining. sucks.
mom cooked dinner. yummy.
scolded me aft seeing a pic wif my bf. told her he's my fren. cont scolding. wadeva.
did work for an hr. argued wif bf for ? hrs.
cried. cant slp. tired. headache. nauseous. cold.
in a mess.
had sakae sushi wif tw. gd food. yummy. wasnt satisfied tho. cheap.
acced him to sim lim to look for monitors. bored. raining. sucks.
mom cooked dinner. yummy.
scolded me aft seeing a pic wif my bf. told her he's my fren. cont scolding. wadeva.
did work for an hr. argued wif bf for ? hrs.
cried. cant slp. tired. headache. nauseous. cold.
in a mess.
i thot i wld lost him
i thot it was the end
wen did a simple relationship turn to sumthing so complex?
years went by
n still we're here
will it still be the same?
aft 6 yrs?
dont want it to end
not just yet
y did "they" choose to do tis to me? y?
i thot it was the end
wen did a simple relationship turn to sumthing so complex?
years went by
n still we're here
will it still be the same?
aft 6 yrs?
dont want it to end
not just yet
y did "they" choose to do tis to me? y?
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
i'm dead.. soo dead.. supposed to wake up early today to start on my proj but ended up waking at 2pm onli to slack arnd. the nxt thing i noe i'm back to slp till 7pm. arrrgh. i noe i neeta work, but i juz dun have tt motivation to! arggggghhh. shyts. n now i'm watching 1 litre of tears. ahahaha. crap man.
yest was a tiny lil xmas celebration at my place wif my classmates. watched ella enchanted and john tucker must die. my parents bought a turkey, honey baked ham; cooked spaghetti and fish fingers. i did the potato salad. lurrrvve the honey baked ham!! yummy!! oh n i'm pretty proud of my potato salad too. wahaha. sang some xmas carols wif ivonny playing the piano.. ate the log cake, yummy too!! den xchanged gifts and finally went downstairs to take some pics. thot we took too lil pics. owell.
beginning to crave for the ham.. wahahaha.. the no. of slices i had was uncountable man. i juz kept taking. =P
guess i've spent the most n had the most fun tis xmas. went for sooo many xmas parties! amazing.. tink i'm gaining weight. eeks. n further more i've stopped dancing. eeks. mayb i shld club more!! wahahahaha. =P
back to 1 litre of tears! haha.
yest was a tiny lil xmas celebration at my place wif my classmates. watched ella enchanted and john tucker must die. my parents bought a turkey, honey baked ham; cooked spaghetti and fish fingers. i did the potato salad. lurrrvve the honey baked ham!! yummy!! oh n i'm pretty proud of my potato salad too. wahaha. sang some xmas carols wif ivonny playing the piano.. ate the log cake, yummy too!! den xchanged gifts and finally went downstairs to take some pics. thot we took too lil pics. owell.
beginning to crave for the ham.. wahahaha.. the no. of slices i had was uncountable man. i juz kept taking. =P
guess i've spent the most n had the most fun tis xmas. went for sooo many xmas parties! amazing.. tink i'm gaining weight. eeks. n further more i've stopped dancing. eeks. mayb i shld club more!! wahahahaha. =P
back to 1 litre of tears! haha.
Sunday, December 24, 2006
finally have time for myself. had been out every single day to celebrate xmas n ironically, wen it comes to xmas eve itself, i choose to stay home. n it sure feels great.=P
hmm.. the xmas celebrations first started on thurs night.. i tink.. at jin yi's place.. with the dancesport peeps. it was pretty boring. but still felt warm. =D
fri night was out to MOS wif my SJ frens frm gess. a night of loadsa drinks. getting drunk. puked 3 times. throbbing headache. but miraculously, wen they brought me to smoove, i felt instantly gd. in fact great. cldnt stop dancing. haha.
den sat night was a nice lil celebration at fel's place wif my SP dance frens. ah.. love it. warmth, comfort, fun... i love em. played tis game called fuck, dump or marry. haha. fun. took loadsa pics too. wahaha. played till 6+am. damn tired.
woke up arnd 12+ tis aftnoon to realise i was late to meet dear. luckily the lunch booking was at 2pm. yeap, we had a nice lil xmas eve lunch at tis nice lil bistro at bugis called indulgz bistro. the food was fabulous. totally recommend! nice ambience too. took some pics n decided to post em here. kinda lazy to photoshop it into a collage. =P
hmm.. the xmas celebrations first started on thurs night.. i tink.. at jin yi's place.. with the dancesport peeps. it was pretty boring. but still felt warm. =D
fri night was out to MOS wif my SJ frens frm gess. a night of loadsa drinks. getting drunk. puked 3 times. throbbing headache. but miraculously, wen they brought me to smoove, i felt instantly gd. in fact great. cldnt stop dancing. haha.
den sat night was a nice lil celebration at fel's place wif my SP dance frens. ah.. love it. warmth, comfort, fun... i love em. played tis game called fuck, dump or marry. haha. fun. took loadsa pics too. wahaha. played till 6+am. damn tired.
woke up arnd 12+ tis aftnoon to realise i was late to meet dear. luckily the lunch booking was at 2pm. yeap, we had a nice lil xmas eve lunch at tis nice lil bistro at bugis called indulgz bistro. the food was fabulous. totally recommend! nice ambience too. took some pics n decided to post em here. kinda lazy to photoshop it into a collage. =P
the main part of the bistro and the bar. loadsa wine bottles.
baby's main. it was honey orange chicken. yummy!!
tis was my main. chef's recommendation.. fried pasta. its abit like "sheng mian". wif mushroom sauce. yummy too! but i got a lil sick of it. dear had to finish for me. oops.
we had soup b4 tis dishes.. he had garlic n sumthing soup.. forgot wad its called. i had mushroom soup. both yummy too! wahaha!
my fav part of the meal!!! CHOCOLATE FONDUE!! YUMMY YUMMY DOUBLE YUMMY! wahah.. damn sinful. but it felt gddd... there were marshmallows, green apple, banana, strawberries and peach. wahahahahaha.
look at the chocolate dripping onto my tongue. wahaha! kinky man. =P
he tried too. wahahahahaha. farnie. instead of kinkiness.. it looks more gay. cldnt stop laughing man. haha.
tis was our drinks. a bottle of ice water. my mango and peach smoothie and his earl grey. cldnt finish my smoothie. was tooooo full man.
then some hp cam whoring!! wahaha.
him wif his earl grey n his newly bought necklace. me wif my smoothie. cant believe he took more pics of himself than i did. 0_O
we spent 70bucks on the meal. den a lil xmas gift shopping.. at night was at billy bombers wif my family n aunts. was sooo full frm lunch tt i decided to share a meal wif my bro. was sooooooooo tired aft dinner tt i decided to come home. so here i am! mayb coz i slpt at 5+ the night before n 6 last night. accumulated... body cant take it. argh. guess i'll slp soon. b4 i do...
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!
Monday, December 18, 2006
was abt to start typing wen a sudden wave of overwhelming tiredness came.. so guess i'll juz make tis short.
was surfing thru youtube n found some vids on sp waves 11 dance concert.. ahh.. i miss those days.. like soo much. gonna leave sp dance club.. gonna miss those days. sad. =(
attended sjab zone 10 presentation nite. tt feeling of going back... to witness how fast time flies... had been 2 yrs since i went back.. cld barely recognise my juniors.. not a gd feeling.
yest was 1st sp tertiary dancesport championship cum dancesport nationals.. also my last competition i'm gonna take part wif lionel. tt feeling.. not gd too. argh. i've nv said tis b4... but i gotta admit i like dancing wif him. not sure if he's feeling the same way tho, not tt it'll make any diff. his expression wen competing.. priceless.. its difficult to see tt side of him on normal days. n tt sissiness or boyish ways he has.. totally vanishes.. u'll see a man instead.. n it makes me feel protected n safe. DURING COMPETITIONS tt is.. so yep, no more of tt. kinda sad.
for the very first time, i actually dun feel like leaving sp. no gd! i HAFTA leave tis sch. out of tis dreaded course. haiz.. but leavin sp means leaving so many things i love doing n ppl i like being wif... n... mayb going to aust... n leaving him.
our relationship seems somewhat shaky tis days. n to tink he actually kept frm telling me abt meeting his frens today aft he sent me off. like i'm some burden or obstacle he hafta avoid in order to do wad he wants. it juz hurts me so much tt he's keeping sumthing frm me tt is so normal, meeting his frens.
yea ok, guess i'm being too sensitive tis days. sorry. i'll juz back off n stay away, n be less of a burden to u. sorry tt i cant control my feelings/thots n let em run wild. but i juz love u too much. so much tt i dun wanna lose u. the thot itself drives me crazy.
wad can be done to stop myself frm being so insecure?
not a short entry aft all. see wad happens wen i start tinking? my mind goes wild. so many things rushing out at once. n there is nutting happy abt tis thots. i'm not a happy person. tt bubbly, hyperactive side.. is juz a facade. anione able to accept it? doubt so.
was surfing thru youtube n found some vids on sp waves 11 dance concert.. ahh.. i miss those days.. like soo much. gonna leave sp dance club.. gonna miss those days. sad. =(
attended sjab zone 10 presentation nite. tt feeling of going back... to witness how fast time flies... had been 2 yrs since i went back.. cld barely recognise my juniors.. not a gd feeling.
yest was 1st sp tertiary dancesport championship cum dancesport nationals.. also my last competition i'm gonna take part wif lionel. tt feeling.. not gd too. argh. i've nv said tis b4... but i gotta admit i like dancing wif him. not sure if he's feeling the same way tho, not tt it'll make any diff. his expression wen competing.. priceless.. its difficult to see tt side of him on normal days. n tt sissiness or boyish ways he has.. totally vanishes.. u'll see a man instead.. n it makes me feel protected n safe. DURING COMPETITIONS tt is.. so yep, no more of tt. kinda sad.
for the very first time, i actually dun feel like leaving sp. no gd! i HAFTA leave tis sch. out of tis dreaded course. haiz.. but leavin sp means leaving so many things i love doing n ppl i like being wif... n... mayb going to aust... n leaving him.
our relationship seems somewhat shaky tis days. n to tink he actually kept frm telling me abt meeting his frens today aft he sent me off. like i'm some burden or obstacle he hafta avoid in order to do wad he wants. it juz hurts me so much tt he's keeping sumthing frm me tt is so normal, meeting his frens.
yea ok, guess i'm being too sensitive tis days. sorry. i'll juz back off n stay away, n be less of a burden to u. sorry tt i cant control my feelings/thots n let em run wild. but i juz love u too much. so much tt i dun wanna lose u. the thot itself drives me crazy.
wad can be done to stop myself frm being so insecure?
not a short entry aft all. see wad happens wen i start tinking? my mind goes wild. so many things rushing out at once. n there is nutting happy abt tis thots. i'm not a happy person. tt bubbly, hyperactive side.. is juz a facade. anione able to accept it? doubt so.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
slacking aft a subm is sucha common thing now. haha. we're juz sooo burned frm all the work tt all we can tink of is slack wenever there's time, except for some exceptional ones of coz. blaaa.. or shld i say i'm juz too lazy. *shrugs*
now tt waves is over n tt dancesport competition is juz a fews day later, i juz cant wait for all tis dancing committments to be over. dancing for fun/interest is wad i wanna do. nooo committments!
was supposed to do my model last night, but didnt.. as usual. slp seems to be the onli thing i treasure now. hee. pig.. yesh. am really lucky tt my proj discussion is scheduled on the last day. more time give to do my model! haha. procrastinator. HUGE! the worse i tink. =P
had lunch wif a few of my dance peeps today. n memories of waves juz came flooding back. aahh.. i miss it. not forgetting the time wen i cried during a dance rehearsal for rach's choreo piece. its supposed to be a hard breaking piece, so i chunked everything sad into my mind, n TADA! the tears came. fel saw me crying n she started to cry too! haha. so yep, crying session for us. its those kinda bond we share... having to spend every single day to pract together. sobs.. miss it.
gonna stay over at lion's place tonight to make sumthing for wai yee. truely hers frm those who r gonna graduated tis yr. hope it'll turn out nice~~!! =)
looking forward for dear to come over later to have dinner together. =D
now tt waves is over n tt dancesport competition is juz a fews day later, i juz cant wait for all tis dancing committments to be over. dancing for fun/interest is wad i wanna do. nooo committments!
was supposed to do my model last night, but didnt.. as usual. slp seems to be the onli thing i treasure now. hee. pig.. yesh. am really lucky tt my proj discussion is scheduled on the last day. more time give to do my model! haha. procrastinator. HUGE! the worse i tink. =P
had lunch wif a few of my dance peeps today. n memories of waves juz came flooding back. aahh.. i miss it. not forgetting the time wen i cried during a dance rehearsal for rach's choreo piece. its supposed to be a hard breaking piece, so i chunked everything sad into my mind, n TADA! the tears came. fel saw me crying n she started to cry too! haha. so yep, crying session for us. its those kinda bond we share... having to spend every single day to pract together. sobs.. miss it.
gonna stay over at lion's place tonight to make sumthing for wai yee. truely hers frm those who r gonna graduated tis yr. hope it'll turn out nice~~!! =)
looking forward for dear to come over later to have dinner together. =D
Saturday, December 09, 2006
back frm sp waves 11 dance concert. it sure was a success! so happy. cant wait to get the pics frm the others. hehe.
sad man.. tis is the last dance concert i'm gonna be in for my club coz i'm graduating soon. but i can come back as an alumni i guess.. if i have the time. sobz. so gonna miss them. they're such great buncha ppl! going to MOS wif them tmr... woo hoO! cant wait! going clubbing wif my dance peeps is juz soooo fun.. coz they'll juz dance like there's no tmr. dance is in our soul n blood... dance is our passion. =D
so greatful for all those who turned up. it wldnt be so great without the support frm all of them! *muackz* thnx dear for coming too.. hehe. =D
now i hafta worry abt my subm. shucks.. so dead. oh no.. now i'm getting really worried. shall wake up early tmr to chiong.. haiz. doubt i can make it tho. *shrugs*
feeling damn damn damn tired. i need slppp..
sad man.. tis is the last dance concert i'm gonna be in for my club coz i'm graduating soon. but i can come back as an alumni i guess.. if i have the time. sobz. so gonna miss them. they're such great buncha ppl! going to MOS wif them tmr... woo hoO! cant wait! going clubbing wif my dance peeps is juz soooo fun.. coz they'll juz dance like there's no tmr. dance is in our soul n blood... dance is our passion. =D
so greatful for all those who turned up. it wldnt be so great without the support frm all of them! *muackz* thnx dear for coming too.. hehe. =D
now i hafta worry abt my subm. shucks.. so dead. oh no.. now i'm getting really worried. shall wake up early tmr to chiong.. haiz. doubt i can make it tho. *shrugs*
feeling damn damn damn tired. i need slppp..
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
blogging everyday despite my hectic schedule. i juz need sumthing/somewhere to chunk all those distracting thots away n concentrate fully on wads important.
sch was as usual boring.. facing tt freaking proj. feeling tt tension n stress in me.. now tt its so close to subm period. n tts the reason y i'm still up at tis hr. i've got to get things done! oh.. n my model.. seriously neeta do it.. guess i'll start tmr night. if i have the energy n time.. which i doubt so due to waves concert trainings.
today's the first practice at the actual ground.. the convention centre. it was.. well.. stressful n mainly frustrating. coz its a totally diff place.. n wai yee was shouting n screaming n losing her temper. not tt i blame her.. she's been like tt since the first wave i participated. juz really worried for rachel's choreo.. coz the positionings were not clear. n most of us were left wif loadsa qns. but yet again.. due to limited timing.. we had to clear the stage. -_- sigh.
back to my proj. i'm still left wif my model, roof, reflected ceiling plans and details. i cant do my roof without my model, n without my roof i cant do my ceiling plans. n of coz my details are stuck. so it all boils down to my model. I HAFTA DO MY MODEL! but how?!
wed - class till 12, props making for waves, piano at 3.45, pract at 6 to 10pm
thurs - 10am to 10pm waves pract
fri - 10 am to 10pm. waves pract and actual performance
so dead.. so so so dead. i'll juz do my roof without the model. since others r doing tt. *shrugs* i'm left wif no choice. =(
n dancesport? cant pract! parents n aunts will be there man... aaahh! =(
oh n did i mention? i've fallen sick.. like really sick tt i didnt go to sch on mon.. i juz had my menses today (foresee bloated tummy n tiredness)... n my hemstring is still hurting.. like real bad. =(
sch was as usual boring.. facing tt freaking proj. feeling tt tension n stress in me.. now tt its so close to subm period. n tts the reason y i'm still up at tis hr. i've got to get things done! oh.. n my model.. seriously neeta do it.. guess i'll start tmr night. if i have the energy n time.. which i doubt so due to waves concert trainings.
today's the first practice at the actual ground.. the convention centre. it was.. well.. stressful n mainly frustrating. coz its a totally diff place.. n wai yee was shouting n screaming n losing her temper. not tt i blame her.. she's been like tt since the first wave i participated. juz really worried for rachel's choreo.. coz the positionings were not clear. n most of us were left wif loadsa qns. but yet again.. due to limited timing.. we had to clear the stage. -_- sigh.
back to my proj. i'm still left wif my model, roof, reflected ceiling plans and details. i cant do my roof without my model, n without my roof i cant do my ceiling plans. n of coz my details are stuck. so it all boils down to my model. I HAFTA DO MY MODEL! but how?!
wed - class till 12, props making for waves, piano at 3.45, pract at 6 to 10pm
thurs - 10am to 10pm waves pract
fri - 10 am to 10pm. waves pract and actual performance
so dead.. so so so dead. i'll juz do my roof without the model. since others r doing tt. *shrugs* i'm left wif no choice. =(
n dancesport? cant pract! parents n aunts will be there man... aaahh! =(
oh n did i mention? i've fallen sick.. like really sick tt i didnt go to sch on mon.. i juz had my menses today (foresee bloated tummy n tiredness)... n my hemstring is still hurting.. like real bad. =(
Monday, December 04, 2006
i hate medicines wif tt dreaded phrase "may cause drowsiness". i need my conciousness to do my work!! i can actually feel it eating into my brain..
picture tt devil climbing thru the jungle of veins n flesh in my brain towards the word "conciousness", aft which he starts gnawing n chewing it up. den picture me in person.. typing away at my laptop, the speed of my fingers slowing down, my eyes slowing closing.. den WHAM!!! my head smacks onto the table HARD. n there i am, snoring away wif my mouth half open n saliva dripping.
ahaha. crap. but its really taking effect.. gonna slp aft tis entry.
skipped sch today. which is so not a gd thing.. coz i'm prepared to ask my lecturer a list of qns for my proj. yeap.. i did my work during the weekends! surprise! not tt much tho.. haha. wanted to cont. last nite.. but my sickness got the better of me. had a freaking bad headache.. n cld barely breathe thru my nose. haiz. oh, n yest's perf was bad.. really bad.. my voice sounded weird.. i cldnt reach the high notes.. wads even more disappointing was the look the ppl had. take it as an experience i guess.
okok.. back to slp. hope i'll feel better wen i wake up, n be well enuff for dance. *prays*
picture tt devil climbing thru the jungle of veins n flesh in my brain towards the word "conciousness", aft which he starts gnawing n chewing it up. den picture me in person.. typing away at my laptop, the speed of my fingers slowing down, my eyes slowing closing.. den WHAM!!! my head smacks onto the table HARD. n there i am, snoring away wif my mouth half open n saliva dripping.
ahaha. crap. but its really taking effect.. gonna slp aft tis entry.
skipped sch today. which is so not a gd thing.. coz i'm prepared to ask my lecturer a list of qns for my proj. yeap.. i did my work during the weekends! surprise! not tt much tho.. haha. wanted to cont. last nite.. but my sickness got the better of me. had a freaking bad headache.. n cld barely breathe thru my nose. haiz. oh, n yest's perf was bad.. really bad.. my voice sounded weird.. i cldnt reach the high notes.. wads even more disappointing was the look the ppl had. take it as an experience i guess.
okok.. back to slp. hope i'll feel better wen i wake up, n be well enuff for dance. *prays*
Sunday, December 03, 2006
i've fallen sick! now! at tis time! tis crucial period! arrrggh... terrible. having a freaking bad blocked nose... nauseous.. n damn slpy. argh.
n to tink wave 11 is juz 5 days away. subm is a few days aft.. followed by dancesport competition. tis is so killing me. i foresee my sickness getting worse tmr.. n there's the singing perf! how to sing wif a blocked nose?! no gd..
bought 2 items. hehe. a billabong cap n a heart-shaped-diamond-filled ring. wee hee! ehehe. den dear n i went to watch battle of wits.. starring andy lau. damn gd show. n tho its abt war.. its actually mainly abt life. nice.. love tis kinda shows.
getting really worried abt the proj man. shall work for abt an hr tho i'm in desp need for slp. ahh.. the headache.
n to tink wave 11 is juz 5 days away. subm is a few days aft.. followed by dancesport competition. tis is so killing me. i foresee my sickness getting worse tmr.. n there's the singing perf! how to sing wif a blocked nose?! no gd..
bought 2 items. hehe. a billabong cap n a heart-shaped-diamond-filled ring. wee hee! ehehe. den dear n i went to watch battle of wits.. starring andy lau. damn gd show. n tho its abt war.. its actually mainly abt life. nice.. love tis kinda shows.
getting really worried abt the proj man. shall work for abt an hr tho i'm in desp need for slp. ahh.. the headache.