<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/8081892?origin\x3dhttp://potatosoxy.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Thursday, July 31, 2008

woke up at 5am and cannot go back to slp.
i am going crazy
theres still 2 more days b4 flying back?! y?!
i am really going crazy.

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

have u ever felt like u've know someone forever and u dun have to wry abt how to behave or wad to say...? ok so i met up wif glenn last night at vivo. we've known each other since i was sec 1, tts 13 yrs old, and 14 for him. we had the same cca, st john, so he's prob seen the ugliest and worse state i've ever been. we had the same ol chat abt the past but u can nv get sick talking abt it can u?

he bought a new golden retriever and i sooo wanna see him. ok not so new, he's already abt 5 mnths old. so i went over to his place to see cute lil javier.

i had a lil struggle trying to keep him still.

damn cute!!!

tired aft all the activities. bedtime...

i had to disturb him. hahaha.

he was absolutely adorable. golden retrievers are like my top most wanted list, including the husky and german shepherd. yes i love big dogs. they're more stable and less hysterical.

3 more days to going back~

Monday, July 28, 2008

i'm ok... i'm ok... feeling so stupid abt the previous post.

was supposed to meet the dance ppl and wai yee today. but wy cldnt make it so cancelled. i juz dun understand y the others cant meet up even if wy cldnt make it. weird. *shrugs*

so i met up wif kenneth instead. OMG wad a tiring day. orchard for lunch, some shopping, walked to ps, more shopping, walked to suntec for the garden festival and more shopping. we walked sooo much i felt my legs were gonna collapse under me.

wenever there's a chance, we wld mock at each other abt who's more of a weakling and challenge who cld walk more. tink both regretted it.. den we blame each other for making the decision of walking. hahaha~ man i totally love going out wif him. such an asshole...

he named it the dancing flower coz it resembles a dancer wif a large skirt.

wen we got the chop, we said, "eh heart shape!!" together. den he immediately shot back, "eh y u copy me?" -_-

i've bought sooo much things to bring back perth i have absolutely no idea how they can all fit into my luggage.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

wadeva i say in tis entry is entirely strght frm my mind and i am not proud abt it.
wadeva i tink may not be true and i noe it myself.
tis is juz to release all pent up frustrations thats been suppressed in me for 2 days.

so if anione even DARE to make ani comments or even try to talk me out of wadeva they deem wrong, WILL HAVE TO FACE MY WRATH. coz i noe some ppl who tinks they are so bloody smart and expert in everything, and have to poke their snout into every single thing. but all they actually do noe is NUTTING. and these ppl i noe reads my blog. really pls juz mind ur own business.

i've been so paranoid its driving me crazy. 2 american gals moved into his flat and he + his fren immediately brought them out to the pub the day they moved in. how quick huh. how "efficient".
crap now that i wanna type it out.. i cant put it into words.

ok yes, he's still telling me he misses me and he loves me n all.. but wad if its juz to cover up his tracks?
aft he told me, i sent, "oh dear i hafta be worried den. haha"
"they're onli here for exchange, there's another guy just arrived, u dont have 2 worry babe =)"
i tried to make it sound light, like i was nonchalant and joking. but wad if its true wadeva i'm worried abt!

ever since den he's not contacting me tt often. y? wads he doing?
went out wif my fam the whole day and i decided to leave my phone at home aft noticing how overly possessed i am over wether he will sms me or not. reckoned its not healthy to be so, mentally. but wen i got home at night, NOT A SINGLE TEXT FRM HIM!! the whole blardy day! its not like that b4 those americans moved in. or is my paranoia juz taking control over me?

i really dun wanna be like that and i've been trying so hard to stop thinking abt it. but the more i try the crazier the thots get. the more absurd. almost to a pt of utter desperation.

theres really nutting much i can do. he can cheat on me and i cant control tt fact. like how all normal asians will think, caucasians tend to go for more than 1. every time someone noes abt him, they will state tt pt, so i will def get affected. wad can i do really? better than realising now, wen we're onli 4 mnths together, then to wait till much later. yes?

no matter how i try to console myself. i'm still so scared. y muz tis happen wen i'm onli left wif 1 wk b4 flying back? 1 wk.. 7 days... anithing can happen within tis few days. wad if sumthing really do happen? all those hopes, our plans, all my looking-forward-to thots will be destroyed. n if u really do noe me, wen i do not attain those simple thots and goals... i will be very very very disappointed. VERY. crazily.

i'm at aussie not for him but to get into vet. if anithing ever happens.... it better not affect my studies. i will not let it affect my studies. getting into vet is my onli priority.

turning off my phone now...

Thursday, July 24, 2008

i bought step up 2's vcd today and juz finished watching it. OMG i wanted to dance soo much

aniway, met up wif a whole buncha murdoch peeps at vivo to watch batman, the dark knight. wasnt as awesome as wad most reviews stated, all of us found it draggy. i gave up half way thru the movie wen the joker escaped frm jail n started texting sean. LOL! sry guys i didnt appreciate it. heath ledger did a gud job as being the joker tho. was trying to find at least a lil hint of resemblance of his real appearance thruout the show but it wasnt easy. =)
so lunch, a whole lotta laughter den movies, we went our sep ways. harky n i went to clarke quay and orchard to walk arnd.
we decided to act "tourist-sy"and start taking pics. lol.
ok so aft tis we went to view the budgy thingy coz tis weird indian dude took the ride alone and we found it amusing. wen there wasnt much left to watch, we cont. our lil tour walk.
as we left i realised tis guy holding a bright orange flag high above his head. den i looked arnd and realised we were amngst tis huge grp of chinese ppl. dunno from which country.. but yea chinese.
so i silently told harky that we have somehow mingled unnoticed amngst a tour grp. she started bursting out in laughter n i cld barely control too.
aft that we realised they were heading towards the duck tour and omg, harky wanted to cont. mingling so that we cld join the duck tour along wif the tour grp for free. i strongly disagreed. we cld get caught laaa!! that gal was seriously crazy... yes i'm a coward, so sue me.
was too busy trying to pull harky out of the grp to take pics. haha too bad.
so.... we started to be fascinated wif the huge penis.there was tis pt wen we accosted tis bunch of china tourists standing outside indochine furiously chatting and taking pics. so i decided to blend in wif them and start takings pics too. hahahaaha! the head in the foreground is some china man's head. i noticed he's sli bald... haha! more "tourist-sy" shotsto orchard. i wanted to take a shot of our reflection in the glass, but the nxt thing i knew the flash went off. was so damn freaking embarrassed.another attempt. try to spot us.
i tink harky is crazy. in a gud way.













Wednesday, July 23, 2008

This song is totally awesome. there's no vid for it and i cant seem to find the song online. gonna buy the cd.. his songs are absolutely amazing.

Jason Mraz Ft Colbie Caillat - Lucky


Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh


Tuesday, July 22, 2008

i cant slp! arrrrggghh.. i miss sean. =(


wad an awkward pic... y cant he smile?! y do most guys dun smile wen taking pics? yy?!!

gonna watch red dragon tmr, batman on wed, hellboy on fri and 10 wishes during 1 of the weekends. its movies week!

11 more daayyssss!!


Sunday, July 20, 2008

had the best experience ever. so grateful for having the chance to be involved in the night festival organised by the national museum. performed by internationally acclaimed Studio Festi from Italy. i was 1 of the 11 volunteer performers. 1 of them became the pianist, the 10 of us were "crano-rinas". i assume the name is a combination of the crane and ballerinas.

we did the practice all within 4 days, mon to thurs, starting in the evening and ending the nxt morning. it was exhausting. tho onli upper body movements, my legs knees abdominal and arms were all sore.

so these were us. standing 3m high, dressed up like "ballerinas". thats me, the first of the row, heading dwn the street in front of the museum.

and omg, the italian dancers are HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT!! perfect bodies and very pretty. haiz.. envy...

this were 1 of the dancers. onli 22 yrs old. dunno how to spell her name.. paolo? she is extremely cute n pretty. great dancer... her expression while dancing was... wow, while the others were juz expressionless.. my role model!



den this was my dance instructor, virginia. she had an awesome body... and she danced wif such grace n beauty...

she's suspended under the balloon on the left. wif the female face; and also atop the floating piano.
a much better pic of her i found onlinethis was the other balloon. its all hand-painted. amazing huh?!
and nancy.. our costume and make up in charge. she was sooo adorable! wif that high pitch voice and exaggerating actions. lol.
wif rach and charlotte. note our make-up... we look like clowns.
pam and i trying to act sexy but failed. hahahahahame and my mysterious partner. lol
there were loads more of dancers who i didnt get to take pics wif. there's tis gorgeous guy called francesco.. and i cant take my eyes of tis gal who's so model-like. we chinese have the worse genes man... like seriously... their features were so sharp and attractive!!
throughtout the whole 2 days wen we were performing... i was gawking at their bods and pretty faces.. i started wondering y the hell did sean choose me out of all the pretty aussies arnd...

i'm gonna ask him wen i get back... lolx.


Sunday, July 13, 2008

man i'm so bored i swear my brain cells are slowly dissipating.

today was pretty interesting tho so i decided to document the day. i'm starting to get quite addicted to taking pics. its interesting!!

last night sean was drunk at his best fren's place wen he text me. we soon said our gud nights coz i planned to wake up early the nxt day for the cat show ina told me abt at jurong, which is freaking far frm my place. but wen i was abt to step into lala land, he sent another msg.
ok yes a lil too mushy. but he's really not a man of words n its v rare for him to send tis kinda msges. so wenever he does i'll either save it or photograph it. aft tis he didnt reply me, so i slpt. woke up tis morning wif tis... totally took away my morning blues. =) he sent it at 3am in the morning. tis hols is driving me crazy. y oh y is it going so slowly?!

aniway, so i woke up in the morning n set out towards jurong for the cat show at the Chevrons held by the feline fanciers society of singapore. freaking long journey. stoned all the way. wen i got to JE station, omg, a long walk to the chevrons. so wad did i do? PICHAASS
ok my face looks hideously fat here. well to be honest my face looked fat in all the pics today. it was a long walk btw, n it was hooott.. thnk god for the wind so it was not that bad.

finally got there and found ina. it was cats time!!

these are exotic british shorthairs. ina's aunt's cats.

2 kittens and 1 adult, the white one. not sure if tts the mom.

i totally lurve tis ginger kitten. adorable!!

den it was random cats in bags and cages

this kitty wants to play

den it was time to view the judging. this is 1 of my fave ones... massive cat!
tis judge is frm japan n i cld not understand a word she was saying. but her actions were really funny.
back to playing wif the cats. sydney.. she's sucha sweety, albeit her grumpy face.
coco. she was purring sooo loud.
my fave kitten!
he/she's frm russia. dont play play... forgot the name already. some russian name.
so i left the show at arnd 2.30 and headed to bugis.

photoshopped tis pic till 1am plus in the morning. gonna make it into a puzzle for kenneth's bday gift.

the end product

den headed to suntec to pass it to him. he got out frm the hosp yest and gonna go back on tues for a check up. so glad to see him out!! i'm glad u like it buddy! =)

the volunteer dance rehearsal is gonna start tmr n i have absolutely no idea where it'll be held. oh man... i hope emy replies me soon.

ok gudbye.