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Thursday, August 28, 2008
tis is abt the previous pics i posted here and on facebook.
to all "kind" souls out there who's been telling me (or planning to tell me) abt my make up. yes iii noooeee... i had (and still have) a huuuge ziiittt on my face that night. so i had to cover it uppp. and its not like i put make up EVERY SINGLE day and its sooo impt to me that i cant live w/o it. and its not like 1 night's make up can change anithing. SO leave ur comments to urself k? I CAN SEE. my colour blindness is NOT that bad.
some ppl juz LOVE to piss me off. not like once is enough..
1 was my ex bf and the other my ex fling. like seriously i dun give a damn wad u guys tink man. u're no longer impt in my life.
"i dun like how u look.. u look diff" do u tink i give a damn wad YOU think?
and its not like u enjoy looking at my normal look. "wad happened to ur face? y so much pimple?" "eh u gain weight is it" "how come u look so tired?" "omg wad happened to u?"
bad comments. all they say is bad comments.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
omg i've had the drunkest night ever.. but no hangovers.. thank goodness. my body recovers really fast and i'm proud of it. hahahaha.
ok so the sch organised tis event at metro called mambo night. we went. i had 10 shots and other random variety of drinks and went haywire. den metro's music went really bad.. like boring.. so we decided to head down to the lib. not the sch's lib mind u.. but another club called the lib. i cant really rem wad happened there.. but i remembered being asked out of the club by a bouncer coz i was too freaking drunk. first experienced of being kicked out of a club. hahah! apparently i did loadsa hilarious stuff tt day... but non i cld recall. my frens had to remind me. owell. lol.
some piccas!
ok so the sch organised tis event at metro called mambo night. we went. i had 10 shots and other random variety of drinks and went haywire. den metro's music went really bad.. like boring.. so we decided to head down to the lib. not the sch's lib mind u.. but another club called the lib. i cant really rem wad happened there.. but i remembered being asked out of the club by a bouncer coz i was too freaking drunk. first experienced of being kicked out of a club. hahah! apparently i did loadsa hilarious stuff tt day... but non i cld recall. my frens had to remind me. owell. lol.
some piccas!
harky
pearlyn
khai
khai and harky
squash frogs
b52
da gals
tink i was pretty drunk from tis pic onwards
the twins and harky
q
shaun
sharon
cat. oh man.. look at my smudged makeup.. damn it
sharon
ok study. gotta tackle that lab report!!
Thursday, August 21, 2008
listening: brooke fraser - faithful
i rem crying my heart out listening to tis song wen i had probs wif sean. feeling melancholy.
but i'm smiling now. =)
for all emo ppl out there.. listen to brooke fraser's album "albertine".
i rem crying my heart out listening to tis song wen i had probs wif sean. feeling melancholy.
but i'm smiling now. =)
for all emo ppl out there.. listen to brooke fraser's album "albertine".
hello velcome. we are recording live from india. india is velly nice.
you come to india i bring you to the taj mahal.
harky's voice been stuck in my mind ever since the radio recording we made last wk. its hilarious!!! its like the funniest thing i've ever been in. been having tis urge to upload it on youtube.. but i'm gonna safe her frm the embarrassment. harky.. i tink u can be famous. i truely tink so.
ina... ur manly tone was "flawless". q cldnt tell it was u. either u're really gud or he's juz plainly dumb. i tink its the latter.
so if ani of u wanna listen to our infamous recording from murdoch studio, "the siamese twins" or "naked men"... catch me (if you can) online and i'll send them to u. NC16.. mild racism/sexual references involved.
some "professional" pictures of ina. lol.
and den.. BOO!
ANIWAY. the onli thing i've been doing for the pass few days were sch, slp, eat, groceries and study. and for some reason.. i'm loving it! the simplicity of it all. mayb coz of the company i've been having. the non stop chattering and nonsense. pissed me off sli sometimes but i aint complaining. these were taken in the lib. we were studying oh-so-seriously (note sarcasm) wen q came to disturb us. notice the table full of snacks.
haha nice one pearlyn
i cld barely keep a strght face.. and wads wif tt look q.........
not forgetting my class buddy... q's twin bro (very unidentical tho they insist they're identical but grew up to be diff.. wadeva tt means).. khai. i'm not angry wif u animore dude.. if u're reading tis.
ok so i have tis *ahem* (self-proclaimed) semi-professional camera rite.. and i was bored once and decided to explore the functions. failed miserably. and i look hideous. pls dun laugh. and yes.. i noe i'm a poser. tts wad i do wen i'm bored. pose like i can pose.. but in fact i cant. oh and i realised i cannot take serious or emo or sexy look or wadeva without a smile piccas. my mouth is too tiny. ok.. tis are the "better"ones.. and they're really bad. how sad huh... 
guuuud night.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
i carry your heart with me by E. E. Cummings
i carry your heart with me (i carry it inmy heart)
i am never without it (anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root
and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
i carry your heart with me (i carry it inmy heart)
i am never without it (anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root
and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
Saturday, August 16, 2008
i find tis few pics funny. its like the process of posing or sumthing. 
i've been so emo-nemo it sux.calm down
deep breathes
and get urself dressed instead
everything will be fine
hang on
help is on the way
stay strong
i'm doing everything
Thursday, August 14, 2008
i shld really get used to not seeing sean everyday.
its driving me crazy
i've been paranoid n all
been studying everyday and trying my v best to put it bhind my mind
but it juz doesnt wrk
i'll be studying while tinking abt him
and it sux
i noe i shld stop feeling so insecure
but insecurity is in my nature
i'm even insecure abt my frens man...
damn it
chill jace chill...
u shld reaaalllyy chill...
ok study.
its driving me crazy
i've been paranoid n all
been studying everyday and trying my v best to put it bhind my mind
but it juz doesnt wrk
i'll be studying while tinking abt him
and it sux
i noe i shld stop feeling so insecure
but insecurity is in my nature
i'm even insecure abt my frens man...
damn it
chill jace chill...
u shld reaaalllyy chill...
ok study.
Monday, August 11, 2008
for some reason ah.. feeling like blogging in singlish.
coz on sat, 9 aug, is (ahem WAS) NDP 08 la... den the singapore link they all screen it in the lect theatre.. so nice lor!! sean came also too leh... so nice hor... but can tell he is bored la.. i feel so guilty maaan. he juz shit there and nv tok can... so paiseh lor. i thot wan to expose (O.0) him to singapore one... but tink give not gud impression. he left strght aft the marching-in parade. i so sad lor. but the parade whole thing also like shit la... so boring. the nice part is onli the fireworks can... sian. aft tt we take many many pics can.. so haapppyyeee!
harky, q, ina, pearlyn... (or whoever who noes abt the poll)... i very sexy hooorr?!!!
ahhh.. i feel so singapore.
ok back to study.
coz on sat, 9 aug, is (ahem WAS) NDP 08 la... den the singapore link they all screen it in the lect theatre.. so nice lor!! sean came also too leh... so nice hor... but can tell he is bored la.. i feel so guilty maaan. he juz shit there and nv tok can... so paiseh lor. i thot wan to expose (O.0) him to singapore one... but tink give not gud impression. he left strght aft the marching-in parade. i so sad lor. but the parade whole thing also like shit la... so boring. the nice part is onli the fireworks can... sian. aft tt we take many many pics can.. so haapppyyeee!
harky, q, ina, pearlyn... (or whoever who noes abt the poll)... i very sexy hooorr?!!!
ahhh.. i feel so singapore.
ok back to study.
Friday, August 08, 2008
its been cold cold coooolllddd... and pimples are popping out everywhere!! its been preventing me from applying anithing on my face.. but i wanna put on some make up.. i feel ugly!! will put up pics once my face gets better...
sch started for a wk and i've been pretty free coz all the labs and tutorials onli start nxt wk. been studying already and feeling stupid but proud abt it. haha. i'm not a hardwrking person really... but i make sure i get wad i want and tts the onli factor influencing me. i'm actually v worried that i cant get into vet.. last sem's results were not gud enuff. owells.
that terrible ordeal we had to go thru last tues was truly a blessing in disguise. it brought us back so much stronger. those tears and heartbreak were somehow in an annoying sense, worth it. tho we dun see each other as much animore (trying to get used to that), each time we do it feels so gud, so achingly lovely. emotions so overwhelmingly strong that my heart can hardly contain. he said we can make it thru tis sem.. i really hope we do. =)
have u ever loved someone so strong... u will let tt person go coz its better for him/her? i have.. =)
sch started for a wk and i've been pretty free coz all the labs and tutorials onli start nxt wk. been studying already and feeling stupid but proud abt it. haha. i'm not a hardwrking person really... but i make sure i get wad i want and tts the onli factor influencing me. i'm actually v worried that i cant get into vet.. last sem's results were not gud enuff. owells.
that terrible ordeal we had to go thru last tues was truly a blessing in disguise. it brought us back so much stronger. those tears and heartbreak were somehow in an annoying sense, worth it. tho we dun see each other as much animore (trying to get used to that), each time we do it feels so gud, so achingly lovely. emotions so overwhelmingly strong that my heart can hardly contain. he said we can make it thru tis sem.. i really hope we do. =)
have u ever loved someone so strong... u will let tt person go coz its better for him/her? i have.. =)
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
i'm ok! we're ok!!!! i'm happpyeee! =)
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
i hate our situation... i hate the decision we had to make..
all i can do is wait, wait till it all gets better, till we get wad we want
but wad if all the waiting is futile, wad if sumthing goes wrong
wad if one of us let go?
my heart is aching so much i cant breathe
i cant stop crying
cant slp
cant eat
i love u too much.
There's distance in the air and I cannot make it leave
i wave my arms' round about me and blow with all my might
I cannot sense you close, though I know you're always here
But the comfort of you near is what i long for
When I can't feel you, I have learned to reach out just the same
When I can't hear you, I know you still hear everyword I pray
And i want you more than i want to live another day
And as I wait for you maybe I'm made more faithful
All the folly of the past, though I know it is undone
i still feel the guilty one, still trying to make it right
So i whisper soft your name, let it roll around my tongue,
knowing you're the only one who knows meYou know me
Show me how I should live this
Show me where I should walk
I count this world as loss to me
You are all I want
You are all I want
all i can do is wait, wait till it all gets better, till we get wad we want
but wad if all the waiting is futile, wad if sumthing goes wrong
wad if one of us let go?
my heart is aching so much i cant breathe
i cant stop crying
cant slp
cant eat
i love u too much.
There's distance in the air and I cannot make it leave
i wave my arms' round about me and blow with all my might
I cannot sense you close, though I know you're always here
But the comfort of you near is what i long for
When I can't feel you, I have learned to reach out just the same
When I can't hear you, I know you still hear everyword I pray
And i want you more than i want to live another day
And as I wait for you maybe I'm made more faithful
All the folly of the past, though I know it is undone
i still feel the guilty one, still trying to make it right
So i whisper soft your name, let it roll around my tongue,
knowing you're the only one who knows meYou know me
Show me how I should live this
Show me where I should walk
I count this world as loss to me
You are all I want
You are all I want
