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Monday, September 29, 2008
Complains about the BF (Part II)
i cannot help but to complain abt tis. some of u may find it stupid and naive and that there's nutting to complain abt. but at tis moment of time i'm v v v disturbed and disappointed and angry (plus many many more) abt it.
ok lemme give u a scenario. IF you have a bf who works in the library and he knows you are studying there coz you smiled and chatted wif him for like 10 whole mins and sat right in front of where he was working doing your assignment. But after he finished work, he walked off straight away. He did not say bye to you; he didnt even bother to look for you just to say bye. he juz walked straight up the stairs and out of the lib. HOW WOULD U FEEL?!!!! and in actual fact, i was standing near him and he walked straight pass me. HOW DO THINK I WOULD FEEL?!!! i text him and asked him y he did wad he did.. and he said he didnt see me. but he shld at least try to look for me rite?!! he noes where i am normally. and its not like the area's EXTREMELY big. i dunno wether to cry or scream or throw a tantrum coz i wanna do everything of tt. and i'm reaaaaaallllly sick of initiating EVERY SINGLE TIME but see no gain from it. he juz cant be bothered abt me. i'm so tired of tis relationship. i'm so tired abt everything. my head hurts...
Thursday, September 25, 2008
oh my ggoodd!! i'm soooo happy and excciitteedd!!!
sean bought a flight back to sg wif meeeeee on 12 dec. WOO HOO!!! i'm cant waaiiittt!!!! WOOOO HOOOO!!!
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
i've been reading the blogs of others and realised how much of a nerd i am!!
like seriously... getting excited abt museums... taking pics in the lib... emo nemo... lab reports.. gggaaaahhh!! but i really cant help it man... its my life here.. sadly. and now that mid sems are arnd the corner plus another upcoming assignment and lab report, i'm soooo gonna die wif overload and "nerdism". dammit. so i was walking to the lib (as usual) wif my huuugge stack of notes and "the world of the cell" book in my hand and an overloaded bag over the other's shoulder wen i met sean and jake coming back frm the gym. and the first thing he said to me was "oh dear! look at tt! notes and books... u sure look like a nerd." idiot. i swear i cld whack him harder wif my hands empty. den we soon kissed gdbye and i smiled all the way to the lib, ironically. i dunno y i said tt.. but my pt is... i look like a nerd. dammit. i am going to put on make up tmr to sch to be less of a nerd.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
harrllooo!!! a break frm my lab report... here are the pics from yest at the western australia museum.. not many tho. onli 4.. i was too embarrassed to use my phone coz the camera sound goes off damn loud. first was the mammals section. its amazing caan!! its full of stuffed animals ![]() look damn real rite? well they are real.. juz that... they're dead and stuffed. lol ![]() ![]() indian elephant skeleton and a bison at the back. the bison's much much much bigger than the elephant can... how ironic. i suddenly wonder y there's no stuffed human in the mammals section.. but that is juz pure creepppyy. ok lab repooorrt. argh.
i'm so tired and slpy now but i hafta cont. wif the lab report thats due on fri.. but its no where near half done. i'm so dead.
wen i was in sean's room juz now, he heard his hsemates outside whispering and laughing and he got pretty pissed that they were eavesdropping on us. man i hate it wen he's annoyed. b4 i left.. he was abt to kiss me gdnight wen i turned away to cough.. and he immediately let go and looked irritated.. omg i panicked.. was like tinking to myself "ok quick quick kiss him!" so i did and bolted out of the door. den outside, i heard him confronting his housemate. O_O i've nv seen him get angry b4 tho.. (oh-thnk-god).. and i dun wanna see that... heads may roll... i heard he went arnd looking for the person wif a glass bottle once. ok aniway... ina and i went to the western australia museum today and OMG its ammaazziingg!! the best was tis whole room full of animals on display. REAL stuffed animals. i was sooo amazed. so most of the museums are free and u can choose to donate or not. everytime we see that its entrance fee by donation.. we will walk right in and make full use of it. yes evil i noe. hey we're poor students. LOL! but tis time i was sooo amazed by the museum, i decided to donate 5 bucks. seriously sg's museum is noooo where as gd as tis. plus pt is that its free! heeee. =) will put up the pics nxt time. feeling tooooo tired. sry for the wordy posts! its easier to type. hee.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
3 hrs into my lab report and i onli did 1/4 of it. how wonderful. so much for "tackling" it tonight. my neck is so stiff and i've been twisting my head so many times i swear it will break off. argh i miss khai's oh-so-good-i-fucking-need-it-now massage.
so i'm resting.. and letting my mind run wild. yes bf matters as usuaaalll... he's constantly on my mind, accept it. if u cant.. den mayb u shld stop reading my blog. *smiley face* its been 6 mnths into our relationship, we're still in love and have not had any major fights b4, a lil upsets here and there, but nutting major and i'm grateful for that. BUT!! yes theres always a but. its juz been bothering me how boring and unromantic he is. all we ever did was hang out in each other's room and very occasionally go out for dinner or to the clubs. hell the no. of fingers i have are more than the no. of times we've been out. and most of the times we're out wif frens. or rather, his frens. wad happened to cuddling up in parks? walks by the beach? or simply to the movies? and i nv ever ever had a surprise frm him b4. not even suddenly appearing at my door step juz to see me thingamajig even tho we leave onli 5 mins walk away frm each other and he noes i'm at home. in fact i'm the who did that! once he bought sumthing for me and told me to go over to his place to get it (text wif a smiley face). i was sooo happy and excited i literally skipped there!!! onli to realise he bought strepsils lozenges for my sore throat. O_O ok yaaa.. i'm grateful that he bought it for me. and that he actually thot of me wen shopping. it was sweet of him.. yes... but.... man... anti-climax... totally... and and!!! its so hard to make plans wif him!! he's been telling me how cool it is to fly to sg, we can go to tis place and tt place.. n bla bla... but its all words words and no action or confirmation. he told me he neeta see if he has enuff money to fly there, but in the mean time he's been spending his cash on unnecessary things like the paintball gun and a safe to keep his paintball gun. and they cost alooott. so now i'm like being hung in mid air. i cant confirm my return flight to sg, i cant tell my frens wen i'll be back. was chatting wif bun and she told me tt aussie guys are like that. that they are mostly boring and unromantic. they dun "sweeten" the relationship. all her bf does is wrk, home, slp. waaadd!!? wont the "unsweetened" relationship turn "sour" then? man tis is the first time i've initiated sooo much in a relationship. initiate in seeing him, initiate in holding his hand, initiate in kissing... and i hate initiating!!! its sooo nooottt meeee. i'm doing things wad a bf shld doooo... but aft all that... for some funny reason, i still love him. its juz sumthing diff abt him compared to the other ang mohs. or how he looks at me or smiles like a shy silly kid wen we see each other in sch. i'm still wary abt trusting him too much tho. he's aft all caucasian... ppl arnd him cheats so y wont he. yes i have trust issues. ok better stop now or i'll go on forever.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
these few day's been a mad rush of getting studies done for 2 assessments, 1 mid sem exam and a lab report. i feel like i'm drowning. and getting sick makes things worse. well i'm not seriously sick but its juz uncomfortable feeling sli unwell. my loong awaited parcel my parents sent 5 wks ago is hherreee. and its freaking 10kg heavy. my arms almost broke frm carrying it back to my room. 5 stacks of paper, 1 file, a packet of dividers, 4 books and a packet of nestum.![]() i can have my fave cereal nooww!!! aus's cereals are no where as gud as tis. the heaviest. my bro's book.
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i suddenly miss lionel and kenneth. q n khai reminds me of them. meanwhile... my housemate and his gal (or gf.. or fling..) are in the bathroom making noises. go figure. argh.
Sunday, September 07, 2008
3 days straight of drinks. 3 days of no work done. 3 days of guilt. 3 days of fun. =) the first was steamboat at emy's place wif eunice and sean. yum yum yummmM~! didnt take much pics tho... we were too hungry aft all the preparation and immediately sat down and started gobbling down as much as we cld. it was satisfyingg~!! totally love emy's cat kiva.. she's sooo ffaatt~! ![]() ![]() ![]() his first steamboatt! emy said he's been devirginised. hahahaa.. man look at how red i was frm wine. O_O khaiii was sooo tirreedd the nxt day man. cld barely get out of bed. all i did was slp the whole day. there was a pt of time wen i decided to study a lil. took out my notes and all i cld do was stare at it... so i went back to slp. it was a terrible feeling.. was slacking all the way till the evening onli to realise i neeta get ready to go out wif sean. panic attack.. seriously.. really bad panic attack. the outfit i planned to wear didnt look gud.. so i changed to another.. and another.. and another... but they all dont seem to fit! i kept asking ina to reassure but she juz kept shaking her head. i even got harky to come over to help.. lol. i spent over 45 mins to decide wad to wear. thankfully i onli needed 10 to 15 mins for make up coz i already knew wad to do. i tink he looked gud wif the top i bought him.. =) man i enjoyed the night so much. the spa was so gud... dunno how much he spent.. he didnt wanna tell me... and guess i better not noe abt it. he was being such a darling... =)tmr's our 6th month. it juz doesnt feel like onli 6 mnths.. feels like we've been together for a yr.
Saturday, September 06, 2008
Your eyes are full
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Heeellooo!
went to the state lib today and OMG i fell in love wif it. it was juz an ordinary lib wif an ugly facade and typical floor arrangements. but it was quiet and so peaceful. was sitting next to the glass facade basking under the warm sunlight and i felt ooohh-sooo-guuudd! it reminded me of the national lib back at home. was instantly rejunvenated n ready for war wif my notes. hehehe. typing stupid nonsense. i'm going back there more often now.. =) we were there from day isnt it totally aawwessoome?! yest was my FIRST ever shopping trip of the whole sem. didnt buy much tho... a pair of tights, 3 pairs of earrings, 1 wallet, a cup and card for my dad. didnt really wanna spend much coz of the tight budget my parents set for me. but it was also a disappointment anyway, there was a shortage of nice clothes or sumthing... everything was.. boorrriing! owell. the nerd. zoomed in i was bored while waiting for ina pearl damn cute can! really look like chipmunk. lol everytime i hear the name laurie.. i get all upset.. damn it. i dun like that name!! dun wanna hear it ever again! hmph. i miss not having sean arnd and staying in the same flat. had tis sudden urge to go look for houses to stay together. silly i noe. ok slp.
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
ok i was tagged (and forced) by harky to do tis list of qnses. n i hafta retype the whole thing coz for some reason i cant highlight her blog. dammit. so here goes...
TAGGED BY HARKRISHAN KAUR: (1). The person who tagged you is? refer above (2). Your relationship with him/her? One of my study/partner-in-crime/crazy/hyperactive/close friend from murdoch (3). Your 5 impressions of him/her? crazy, naive, hilarious, friendly, thoughtful (4). The most memorable thing he/she has done for you? urh.. cook for me? (5). The most memorable thing he/she said to you? when i first saw you i thought u were very pretty. (hur hur thnx. *blush*) (6). The characteristic you love about yourself is? urh... urh... urh... (7). The characteristics you hate about urself is? fat short tempered lazy stupid insecure ugly impatient fat (8). Last person you hugged? HARKRISHAN KAUR (9). Last person you kissed? hehe. sean. (10). Last person you went to the movies with? urh i forgot. that was wen i was in sg. (11). I'm tagging? Glenn Lionel Virly Ivonny Q Chai
Monday, September 01, 2008
i've been so emo i tink everyone's like bored of my blog and abandoned it. which i dun mind actually. haha.. aniway, the nxt para is gonna be a whole lotta of rambling. yes emo stuff again.
things haven been going well btwn us.. i've been paranoid, upset, disappointed and angry altogether. i did settle the matter but still feeling pretty upset abt the fact tt i had to tell him wad was wrong and that he didnt tink abt me earlier, like i'm someone unimportant. so i talked abt it again tis evening and pissed him off. i'm to blame i noe... he apologised and i still had to bring it up. but i really cant put it away... argh. tinking abt it juz makes me wanna cry. ANIWAY, pearl harky and i went thru tis 40 hrs famine wen we stopped eating for 40 hrs for charity. fri 8pm till sun 12pm. it wasnt as hard as i expected it to be.. was pretty sure i cld go longer. but i didnt.. not tt stupid.. so i had pizza and banana cake for my first meal in sch. den ina and i shared tis humongous cotton candy at the sch's open house. bad choice... bad bad choice... my stomach feels weird now. shldnt have stuffed myself aft not eating for 40 hrs, my stomach prob cant take it. i had laksa for dinner and i swear i almost puked. threw away like 3/4 of it. so aniway, we took like LOADSA pics wen we went to tour arnd the sch's open house. ina loan the sch's cam to take pics for her photography assignment. i swear i love these jumping pics!! tis 1st one was taken at the vet hospital. we were bored during the tour so we decided to randomly take a jump shot. but seriously, the tour was cooool.. got me to know abt the facilities we have and be even more motivated to wrk hard to get into vet. =)
these few ones are totally awweessoome. ok so khai was almost half exposed in the previous pic, we told him to tuck in his shirt. harky told him to tuck in like a total nerd... i haad to point it out. hahaha. look at me!! wth man.. hahaha.. i like tis pic!!! my post is a winner maann! hahaha. look look! can u jump and touch ur knees to ur chest? i caan! so if u wanna see the rest of them, they're either on facebook or ina's blog.i really like them. ina u're getting there... gud for u. lionel!! give some tips leh.. so can tell ina how to take nice nice pichas. ohoh! and tis are jumping pics we took on fri night. i like too!!! seriously.. i can take jumping pics forever... they're blur coz we juz started using the cam and were seriously noobs. isnt jumping pics like amazing?! so much fun. hehe. i shld really stop being such an emo pig.... |