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Monday, October 31, 2005

currently in class n feeling freaking bored. argh... the horror... sch has started... time for slogging away for the endless proj n numerous conditions to meet. eeks.. juz the first day n we're bombarded by subm stuff... owells.. tts life now.

juz came back frm camp yest aftnoon. gosh was it fun!! n tiring. slpt less than 2 hrs per nite... 3 nites.. MT nite was a disappointment.. mixed wif a lil sense of achievement wen the yr 1s freaked out. haha. i'm evil. oh.. n i slp-walked! eeks... 4 guys saw me.. jack, de zhan, leslie and dennis. walked all the way to the door of the bunk, leaned agnst the door, pointed at leslie n asked hu he is in chi. i didnt noe! dun rem a thing abt it man.. FREAKY! eeks.

reached home at 4+pm. unpacked my bags n fell right to slp. super tired.. n woke up at 7.20am tis morning! got a shock man.. dashed out of home n took a cab to sch.

n heerree iii amm... argh. so bored..

Friday, October 21, 2005

having to dance every single day, wif 2 dances in a row on thurs.. is driving me crazy... pimples are popping out all over my face thnx to all the sweating. argh. owell.. but somehow my passion for dancing is increasing each day, n having to watch some of my dance mates doing better makes me thirst for improvement. i'm sooo contradicting.. who isnt?! =D

aniway, aft reading my dear "daughters" heidi n cairu's blog, i've decided to jot down my experience of the oooh soo interesting n "unlucky" outing wif my dear social dancers on wed.

ooh, b4 tt was contemp dance... which was well... quite disappointing. den i went to meet my dear ol fren vanitha at orchard for deuce bigalow... nice movie.. farnie.. but not as hilarious as the 14 yr old virgin. watch the 14 yr old virgin!!! if u're already 18.. coz its NICE! yepz, aniway, it was gr8 to see her again, soo much stuff to catch up on. chat on the usual stuff... the gd ol days n poly... n how diff life is now in poly. poor her, not clicking well wif her classmates. hold on van! only.. urm.. 1 yr ++ more. it'll pass fast.. i hope. eeks.

met up wif the sd peeps at marina n headed down to cairu's godpa's steamboat restuarant. boi did we create a din there. wif our laughter n squealing n screaming. was stinged by the "popping" butter and suffocated by the steam, which was heading directly towards heidi n i. painful exp for em, but i was kinda used to the stings. ooh, den came the live prawns! didnt noe they were alive at first, so i juz put one in the soup nonchalantly, den it started flipping its tail n splashing hot soup! more squeals n screams. haha.. so i took another one n lowered it ooohh sooo slowly into the soup while chanting the buddhist sutra... hahahaa... axel n lion were like, "stop torturing it!" haha. i'm evil. was freaking thirsty aft e meal. so lion n i went to buy a 1.5L of sprite. came back only to find out they were going to cut the cake n open the 2 bottles of champaign. argh... money wasted. so we cut the cake, gave the prezzies, snapped a whole lotta pics, ooh n i popped both bottles of champagne! soo fun.. hehe.. the guys there were useless. =P den we distributed the cakes, dropped a whole junk of it while heidi n cairu were distributing some to cairu's family, so jin yi smeared them all on his finger while waiting for em to come back, n gave them a surprise attack of "facial cream". hahahaha.. den we played a game. jin yi lose so he had to finish tis whole bucket of sprite. den came the unlucky part. while drinking, he tot i had tipped the bucket at his face (which was axel who did), n splashed the WHOLE FREAKING BUCKET OF SPRITE ON ME! yes! SPRITE! SWEET SPRITE! the kind which will make u feel freaking sticky aft it dries up. made a failed attempt to wash up n went home feeling sticky.. esp at my armpits n thighs. argh. oooh.. the ride on the back of the truck was sooo fun. screamed like hell n kinda forgot abt the stickiness. but, well, it came back soon aft we reached the mrt. freakin sticky i tell u! cldnt wait to get home for a nice warm shower. BUT, missed the bus at paya lebar n had to wait like abt 10 mins for the nxt one. ARGH! imagine the torture. n i had to walk home wif my hands on my hips to.. well.. part e sticky armpits.. n walk wif my legs slightly apart. MY GDNESSSSSS...

Jin yi, u better watch out.. coz i will take revenge wen u LEAST EXPECT IT. boi am i evil.. wahahaha.

Friday, October 14, 2005

had been long since i've blogged yea? well.. tot of posting an entry b4 i disappear for camp tmr. argh.. not exactly looking forward... not sure wads gonna happen.. eeks...

had been doing nutting much but dance tis week. yep.. every single day. mon, contemp... tues, contemp.. wed, hip hop.. thurs(today), hip hop n contemp.. totally exhuasted... not forgetting the little sentosa outing wif kenneth n lionel. haha.. had quite alot of fun tanning wif tis 2 fellows.. who urged me to take off my skirt to have an even tan.. eeks.. so paiseh. but well... got pretty comfortable aft tt.. they didnt mind aniway. didnt dare to take off my top tho, even aft their weak attempt of asking me to.. haha.. n they said i'm such a conservative person.. well.. i am!! haha. we were tanning at frm 12 - 2+.. so yep, juz as i guessed it, we were all burnt. ouch.

went out wif my darling "daughters" heidi n cairu today. laughed like nobody's business. heidi n i were reminiscing abt tt !!HILARIOUS!!! emoticon.. hahaha.. laughed like hell n poor cairu had no idea wad we were toking abt. den cairu took out her cam n on we went snapping pics on the way to heeren. followed by the neoprints. freaking funny man! had sooo much fun screaming n laughing n scrambling abt taking all kinds of weird poses. n coz we had no time to decorate the pics n werent really satisfied, we decided to take more. more screaming n laughing.. haha. nxt was cine.. saw tis cafe offering a free scoop wif 1 scoop of ice cream, n decided to share tis 2 cones amgnst the 3 of us. den heidi offered tis really WEIRD idea of getting 4 cones! i was like,"wad?!" but cairu didnt mind... so i gave in.. n we had 4 cones. omg. den out came cairu's cam n more pics. haha. oh.. i finished 2 cones.. argh.. it was sooo filling. aft having the sinful treats, we settled at some seats outside cine's movie counters n chatted while watching some movie trailers. ooh.. saw some really nice shows. i wanna watch! no money sobz. well.. aniway, we den acc heidi to ps to take the NEL. she went to her dad's office, cairu went to find her fren, i went for hip hop.

yep, hip hop class.. FUN! but the steps were soo difficult! cld barely catch them. aint really satisfied. den aft tt was fion's contemp dance cheorography. 2 dance classes in a role! sooo tired.. whole body's aching frm the whole wk of dancing. but well.. i get to burn off those calories put on by tt 2 cones of ice cream! YES! haha.

camp tmr. 9am at sch. argh.. hope i dun wake up late. so yep.. off to slp. hope the camp's fun. *prays*

Sunday, October 09, 2005

i cant slp at jurong... i cant slp at the waterina..
hafta call the jurong home the "old place"..
i dunno which is home...
dun wanna leave jurong... dun wanna call it the old place...
dun wanna collect my belongings into boxes..
ah gong's altar and Guan Yin are at the waterina..
tis "home" has turned into an empty lifeless vessel
dun wanna move cha cha to the waterina,
at least wif him arnd, there's still a reminder that there is still life here, tt it is still occupied..
imagined the cage empty, sitting uselessly by the corner
and a huge wave of emotions came crashing down on me
y so emotional? i dunno............... juz cant bare to leave tis place in which i've been living all my life... leaving tis place is like leaving my past memories behind.. it hurts so much..
cried soo much during the first nite at the waterina...
woke up wif red eyes and sore muscles...
ppl may wonder, y the reaction? its juz moving...
guess i get emotionally attached to sumthing too easily...
like how i didnt wanna leave ah po's place, the place where i grew up...
like how badly i cried aft the rat i caught died,
how i didnt wanna see them take away the old volvo car,
how much i cried n tink abt nancy and her lil puppies being sent away (still miss em like hell),
how emotional i got wen 2 of my uncles passed away,
how i kneel in front of Guan Yin n prayed n cried for the recovery of my uncle who had a really serious TB, who eventually did recover...
i cry too much... too emotional... gd or bad?

it pains seeing pa dismantle and throwing away the stuff.. hate tis process... i love tis place too much...