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Friday, June 27, 2008
glenn went for lasik surgery and bought a brand new golden retriever pup.
all of which i wanna do. how envious. i'm bored. gym later. fat.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Ludwig van Beethoven to the "Immortal Beloved"
c. 1811-12 Good morning, on July 7th Even when I am in bed my thoughts rush to you, my eternally beloved, now and then joyfully, then again sadly, waiting to know whether Fate will hear our prayer-- To face life I must live altogether with you or never see you. Yes, I am resolved to be a wanderer abroad until I can fly to your arms and say that I have found my true home with you and enfolded in your arms can let my soul be wafted to the realm of blessed spirits-- alas, unfortunately it must be so-- You will become composed, the more so you know that I am faithful to you; no other woman can ever possess my heart-- never-- never-- Oh God, why must one be separated form her who is so dear. Yet my life in V[ienna] at present is a miserable life-- Your love has made me both the happiest and the unhappiest of mortals-- At my age I now need stability and regularity in my life-- can this coexist with our relationship?-- Angel, I have just heard that the post goes every day-- and therefore I must close, so that you may receive the letter immediately-- Be calm; for only by calmly considering our lives can we achieve our purpose to live together-- Be calm-- love me-- Today-- yesterday-- what tearful longing for you-- for you-- you-- my life-- my all-- all good wishes to you-- Oh, do continue to love me-- never misjudge your lover's most faithful heart. ever thine, ever mine, ever ours.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
ok i've changed to using my new lappie. but the internet's going sooo slooowww! seriously prefer my old one.. but i gotta get used to it. cant buy sumthing new and juz leave it aside.
so i've been going out. jiaying on sat, emy on sun. bought a make up base... and is reaaalllyy tempted to get the shiseido mascara. but i'm gd at controlling.. prob get sumthing cheaper and juz as gud like maybelline. going back to wrk again tmr n i am sooo not looking forward to it. gonna be another boring day. if the big boss comes back n i'm still left wif nutting to learn, i will def leave the place and go back to JT. ever since i've been back to sg.. my metabolic rate is twice as slow. i can have breakfast and it will last me the whole day till dinner. and wen i do have dinner, i cant slp till 2am... coz i'll still feel freaking bloated. its getting on my nerves coz its making me feel and look fat. damn it. i've been going to the gym and doing crunches b4 bed in desp hopes to increase the freaking metabolic rate but its not wrking. damn it. feeling fat, missing sean and unsatisfied wif wrk. damn it.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
ok i neeta go to the gym. obviously putting on weight. dun wanna go back and scare sean away. hahaha.
oh yea, i shld stop on all those mid night snacks too wrk was boring as usual. so i left at 3.30 and visited james tan. omg. i felt so happy back there. dr tan was doing surgery so i jumped right in to assist. finally freedom for my own actions. visited the kennel dogs and realised all were missing except mudpie. they were all put down. daisy, beagle, tyson, piggie and hougar were all gone. =( the 2 pets we looked aft... handsome boy was sent away to a fostering home and pucci died frm a heart attack. =( they have a new computer system which is so much better. so many changes.... and so many new wrkers. but i still felt much better there. saw baboon!!! omg i missed her so much... tempted to take a pic. well i took a few actually. haha. my parents encouraged me to leave allpets coz i'm not learning much there. they told me to go back to james tan or look for another place who is more willing to teach me. mayb i will. dunno.was talking to sean abt some issues btwn us... it made me miss him so much more. n i still have a mnth plus b4 going back. really hope he comes to sg... i really wan him to!!
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
started wrk today.
it suxed. small clinic, little customers. bored. all i did was clean, clean and clean. clean the floor doors, walls, tables, sinks, bottles. bored. i wanna handle consultations dun wanna juz stand there miss JT so much wanna go back there to wrk, at least i'm familiar with wad to do at least i know the ppl there but i wanna learn sumthing new wanna know the diff ways of diff clinics gotta hang on yep i will. bought a new laptop i haven even touch it. lol.
Saturday, June 14, 2008
I'M HOOMMMEE!!! touched down at 11pm fri night. home sweet home... sweet bed...
sat was a pretty tiring day. met up wif jackie dearest!!! ![]() and went to the IT fair at suntec. not sure if i shld get a new laptop tho my parents had already given me the green light. but i gotta make my decision by tonight, the exhibition closes tmr. aft which was orchard, dinner wif fam and finally visiting dearest grandma at the hosp. sigh.... i gotta visit kenneth soon too.. miss him sooooo much and i really hope both of them will get better.gotta go pay respects to my uncle who passed away wen i was at perth. =( haiz... life's so fragile. but guess thats the way it is and everyone will hafta move on. ANIWAY! i miss sean. wonder if he misses me too. OK VISUALS! enuff of the emo stuff. loadsa pics today! so... hope u survive. first was the dinner i had wif sean the day b4 my flight back. madmonks at freo. it was guudd! loved the atmosphere. the place was basically made of wood baby and his beer. he loves beer. theres alfresco dining wif a live band in front of us. but we felt too cold to be out there. i really miss him. =(![]() there were mirrors on the ceiling so we decided to take an overhead shot.. fail. a much better one. loovve the wooden partitions. i like wood!! his. chicken wif risotto. we had garlic bread b4 tis but were too hungry and gobbled them down too fast. lolx. mine! fish wif risotto. yummm.. had white wine along wif it. which made me sli tipsy. dig in!!! he was drunk the night b4 n needed to wake up at 7am for wrk. ended at 6pm and den came here wif me. so he was pretty hammered and needed sumthing to wake up. short black.. super strong coffee. here goes! the happy and satisfied me back home! ![]() aft which was a party at flat 45. drank and got drunk... the rest was pretty much history and full of drunk stupor. fell aslp at 2am.... and the next morning.... wore my lenses (yes i noe, tis is dumb). actually quite amazed that i can see my finger-print grooves.
crooked smiley face for u in the morning! (use ur imagination) first errand of the day. to wash my bed sheets.![]() ![]() B-E-A-uutiful day! came back and saw travis getting ready for his final paper at 9.30am... so i asked for a final pic wif him! he's going back to america. onli here for 1 sem. gonna miss him. he's super funny w/o even trying. my lil entertainment at home. aft which was moving out all my luggages and stuff frm the room into the living room, wiping the tables, cardboards, drawers and shelfs, vacuuming the floor and finally washing the toilet. all these errands needed to be done for inspection before moving out. had no time to take such unglamorous pics...more or less done.... the beds were separated. no more super king size bed.. sobz. the empty, still-wet, shelfs and tables. the empty wardrobe. have yet to remove my "hanging compartment" and posters. washing done! and to dry themm..... while waiting for them to dry, i took 1 last pic wif my girl hsemates. jasmine frm sg and beatrice frm germany. wont be seeing beatrice again... coz she's going back to germany. onli here for a sem too. sobs. aft which was packing and packing and more packing.... and den inspection... and finally...moving!!! had to dump all my things into ina's room coz i'm moving into a room in her flat. but the room is still occupied. ahh.. the convenience of a trolley. it was a tough journey to her flat actually.... the luggage may look small here but it was SUPER HEAVY. i had to sit on it to close it properly. it seriously looked like it was abt to explode. den ina brought her luggage over to my flat. seriously love her pink luggage... almost bought the same one but my dad disapproved. FINALLLY!!!! we were famished by den and decided to head to sch for lunch. i've already surrendered my keys to the office n we were afraid someone was gonna lock us out wif our stuff still in the flat. soo.... we were early so we went to the asian caravan , which was the furthest away, to have... of coz.. asian food. =) time check b4 eating... aft which we made some final movements. tis was the pile of my items in her room. went back to my flat to rest. it was such a tiring day. we were slacking so much that we almost forgot to keep track of the time. had some probs looking for the cab's hotline. finally called... i had my final goodbyes wif sean, which made me sad as hell.... and den...journey to the airport!! ina was excited as hell, while i was trying to overcome the fact tt i'll be away frm sean for more than a month. *emo* =( ![]() time check at the airport. we were super early. checked in and settled down at aromas cafe. ina's excited!!!! tiger airline. budget flight. cheapo boarding pass. sinfulllll headed to our gate but they were still boarding ppl of the flight b4 us. time check. i love the sunlight beautiful day huh. clear sky... malaysia airline was still boarding b4 us... it was a long wait. TR 715 to singapore... status was check-in.. we were already waiting to board.. typical singaporean... ahaha. we waited till the sun set. and set.... time check. our pathetically tiny plane is finally here finally in our seats first time eva to take a flight w/o my parents 20 mins more to sg!!! we're here!!! OMG!!! aft 5 hrs of torture. it was the first time for me to walk down a flight of steps that leads to right outside the plane. there wld normally be a tunnel tt leads right into the building. but heres budget for u. to the belt!![]() home home home! i look hideous here but its alright. hahaa. aft that we both parted our ways. ina was sooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited to see her frens and family she crashed into the sliding door wif her trolley. it was so funny watching her squeal. as for me.. i went over to my family and aunts smiling... and den we left and waited for my dad. 2 extremes.... my family juz dun show our emotions as readily as ina's. the first thing my mom said to me was "wad are u wearing?! y so low cut?! terrible man." yep, expected. all she really do is comment abt me.so we all went home strght away... and i saw my room... my bro's plasma tv. i have nooo idea y its in my room instead of his. idiot. they set up a desktop.. which took up soo much space and made my room look messy. some little pictures my parents put up on the ledge.![]() aft which tw came and took me for supper. i had carrot cakkkeee! haha. got home and slpt at... ![]() ok i'm sooo done wif tis post. FINALLY! spent freaking 2 nights juz for tis post. gosh. i really miss sean. want him here in sg man... ok bye. |