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Sunday, July 31, 2005

i have soo much to say over the past few days.. owells.. guess i hafta summarise it all.

zouk was great on tt nite man!! woo hoooo!!! much much much more better than black. danced for 3+ hrs n didnt feel like stopping at all! weeehheeee.. i wanna go back there. hehe.

the sentosa outing wif my sd peeps were really fun. except tt i was late. eeks. due to slping at arnd 4+ on the morning aft zouk, i woke up at 2, the time i'm supposed to meet them! eeks. kinda freaked out aft realising the time n told esther i'll join them aft lunch. tried to rush but had to take a cab straight into sentosa. they had to wait for me.. n yes.. i was EXTREMELY guilty, not tt i showed it. had to pay 2 bucks for the cab entrance, followed by $3 of entrance fee. ARGH!! the price to pay for being late. =( other than tt, the day went by quite well.. had fun man.. except for the missing shoes' "phenomenal". kinda spoiled everyone's mood while finding for the 2 pair. den home... had a nice chat wif tong on the way. was really surprised wen he called n said he wanted to chat for fun. like huh?! tong?! of all ppl. had a nice laugh tho.. told me abt his most embarrassing moment... wahaha! cldnt stop gapping at how embarrassing it was. like super! =P

urm.. forgot wad i did on fri.. eh?! wad did i do ah?! oh yea.. slpt the whole day. went for piano in the evening.. did badly.. den home. no wonder i cldnt recall.. there's nutting to remember! lolx

sat... met up wif tw to watch movie, in the end saw jia cai n ian at orchard. so they joined us. 3 guys n a gal. awkward at first, further more i dun really noe them.. except for tw.. but later got a little better. wanted to watch the island.. but no time!! got piano pract at 5. AHHH!! sad sad.. so in the end they watched sum other show at arnd 5. aft piano pract, went to meet my parents n aunts. had steamboat wif chicken rice. weird combination.. but nice!!!! really nice.. was in tis hainanese restaurant n everyone working there were speak hainan. felt tis homely feeling.. tot back wen i used to stay over at my grandma's place. had been soo long since i spoke hainan, its totally erased frm my "language" brain. learned thnk u n welcome frm my mom during dinner. hehe.. so fun. i wanna learn it again. bo gai li! bo jiong hei hui!! hehehe!! looked at zen furnitures aft tt.. nice~! den met up wif gh.. walked to sg river.. sat down. drank a little.. got slightly tipsy.. slacked near his place... got quite upset... cried... tink i broke his heart.. *shrug* yea..

supposed to meet tw tis morning to watch the island. cancelled at the last min to go out wif my parents. ARGH!! i juz cant seem to watch the show.. heard frm lion tt its nice.. like aaaahhh i wanna watch!! =( aniway, went abt looking at furnitures again today. went to waterina, talked abt the wall-paper for the hse. went over to a nearby pet shop to play wif the dogs... fell aslp on my window ledge, enjoyed the warm sun shining on me.. nice~ den went to the new nlb, returned my books, had a drink at han's... den piano pract. had been pre-occupied wif wad happened the nite b4.. haiz..

i am soo gonna fail grade 7.. =( sch's starting tmr.. =(

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

supposed to be practicing my piano now.. tts the main reason for cancelling my meeting wif tw n jy, n rejecting mark in going to the lib. but i juz cant find the drive to pract... tinking abt how bad i'm performing juz made me give up. =(

the only thing to look forward to is the sd chalet tmr. first outing ever wif my dance peeps. cant wait! wanna take tis opportunity to sun-tan too.. i juz looove being tan. =)
the grad performance yest was great man. woo hoo... soooo proud of it. though there were mistakes, it wasnt obvious on the videocam.
almost wanted to screw myself aft realising tt my tube-top wld not be able to hold while dancing. rushed back to the clubhse wif heidi n rummaged thru the stuff in desperation to find a suitable top. thnk god for the black dress we found!! *phew*
enjoyed the most while dancing jive, tho its the MOST TIRING/difficult amngst the 3 dances. tong n i actually had loadsa probs wif it while pract... there were still mistakes while performing.. but we recieved gd comments. hehe. =) seniore cha cha was really well synchronized btwn dan, i n the other couple. like so cool man!!! she spin out, i also spin out at the same time. weeee~!!
disco rock was really gd too.. hehe.. happy man.. aft watching it on cam... no mistakes done for the first time wif lionel.. lolx.. the solo waltz were well done too.. so proud!!! =)

okok.. better get to my piano... coz its zouk tonight!!! cant wait!! =P

Saturday, July 23, 2005

feeling sooo tired. had been pretty busy for the past 2 days.

hta subm was on fri. ivonny stayed over the day b4 to discuss the essay together. thnk god for tt! or i will nv noe how to start. aft the subm, we had a pre-bday celebration for ivonny. surprised her wif a cake.. but she like not surprised leh.. hmm. aft tt, i went to ppl's association, wearhouse, wif the sd peeps to look at costumes for grad performance. the costumes there were horrendous!!! utterly disappointed. further more the service there SUX! heidi n i were complaining abt it, n my temper was super bad. aft tt lionel n i went to tanjong pagar to have lunch/dinner. tried ice-kacang wif peanut toppings tt was featured on the mag. nice at first, but it wasnt tt terrific later. den i went for piano. as usual suck.

aft piano was black. didnt enjoy... coz i was sooo freaking tired! fell aslp on the bar n a bouncer tot i was drunk. danced for only 2 hrs wen fatique started to set in really fast. so left at arnd 1+ n slacked at mac. cabbed home n enjoyed the wonders of slp!!

woke up for sd today. tot i was late, only to realise the rest were later than me! tong n i finally danced better for jive! sooo happy. hehe. but i have a prob wif forgetting the steps wen i get nervous. argh! aft dance, went to soka at telok blangah wif lion. watched a mini performance of the other HQs, i like the jap tap dance! =) rushed down for piano pract aft it. almost fell aslp playing!! my eyes were half closed. thnk god it wasnt a class or i swear my teacher will kill me. hurried over to boon lay to meet zhi... went to city harvest. hmm... dunno wad to say. not sure if i wanna go again... the ppl there were really frenly. but... dunno leh.. zhi begged me to go nxt week.. n i dunno how to tell him!! ahh.. dunno la.

nxt week hols.. piano pract! yes!

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

well well.. the worse thing tt cld happen during a crit happened to me. i was late. woke up at 7.15 n went back to slp, bad choice... stupid choice.. silly choice... woke up at 8 n rushed like mad. was hoping soo much tt its at 830, jon called n said its at 8.15. looked at the time n saw tt i only have 5 mins to reach, had tis tiny hope coz i was already on the aye. nxt thing i noe, there was a jam at clementi. totally gave up.. impossible for me to reach in time. so yep, silent crit. owells. nutting more to say.

aft the torture, felt sooo relieved man. went to town to meet zhi. sooo long nv see him le.. he slimmed down. but looks still the same... character still abit the same, but an addition of spiritual talks. wad can i say? city harvester wad. have nutting agnst them, juz stating the pt abt those who attend it. joining him wif his cell grp on sat. not sure if i'll enjoy.. shall try. repeat, "i have nutting agnst them." glenn's frm there too! n we're close frens. got my pt? =P

today's 1 of the bads day i have man. had worse tho. aniway, first was late for my crit, 2nd i forgot to bring my landyard (nutting huge).. den i slipped n fell in front of the toilet, fell into a forward split! like ouch! (no one saw, gd)... nxt thing i noe, the straps of my slippers broke, for both legs!! so yep, had to buy a new pair at orchard. total waste of money!! =(

went back to sch for sd. glad i went for the pract today, pretty fruitful. lionel's dancing disco rock wif me instead. fast learner i shld say. but very DIAO! diao until very funny. had to change elijah to lionel. felt so much more relieved, but at the same time felt super guilty to put elijah out frm the performance. i mean, he put in LOADS of effort to dance, but coz he cant remember e steps, n tt the performance in juz nxt week, we have no choice but to change. feeling so guilty. =(

aft tt, the rest went back n i cont practicing wif dan. NICE~! coz we cld remember the steps, aft dunno how many times. haha. legs were wobbly n painful aft it all, but having to noe tt we've improved made it all worth while. went to francise's office aft tt to watch some short clips on dancing. lent me a cd on jive.. the couple made it seem so easy!! argh!! nono.. i can do it! =P

piano piano!! gotta pract!!

Sunday, July 17, 2005

i shld really be slping now.. but surprisingly i dun feel tired at all!

submission was yest, or rather the day b4. didnt finish all my work, missed out the axo drawing n load bearing. the rest wun done well too. owells... wad can i expect? they're all done in 1 nite. how gd can it get? get ready to be arrowed on wed man.

enuff of sad stuff. juz sooo glad tt its done. feeling so relieved n relaxed. hehe. i wanna go party!! was supposed to be going black on tt day but was cancelled coz everyone felt too tired to go. all of us didnt slp a wink the night b4. well.. since it was cancelled, i went down to clementi to meet ivonny for dinner. the feeling was great man, without having to worry abt work. we were really tempted to go black, but well.. 2 gals.. dangerous man. hafta get a guy or 2. so slacked till the last train. nice feeling~ =)

today was packed wif activities. fruitful ones tho. firstly was piano. as usual, did really badly. seriously tink i'm gonna fail grade 7. but its all in the mind yea... gotta set it all rite.. to have the determination to at least get a pass. yes~ pract pract pract!

aft class was facial. painful man.. but not as bad as b4. face getting better? *shrug* rushed down to fort canning to meet the dance peeps to watch ballet under the stars, the little mermaid. looking at their well toned bodies.. argh!! envious. n wen they dance.. soo inspired. but overall, it was quite boring. didnt have tt "wow" factor. mayb coz of tt irritating helicopter chopping above? owells.

aft the dance, rushed down to downtown east to meet the soka sd peeps, some post-celebration for the performance. fun-loving buncha ppl. i got the "graceful swan" award. haha... totally didnt expect it. i was like tinking of the eligible candidates, den li qi looked at me wen she said "archi-torture". was like... oh man.. hehe. sooo paiseh! den they made me dance! hehe.. paiseh!! so i juz did sum rubbish to entertain them. really glad to have known them.. a blessing. =)

den we missed the last train home! argh. ended up taking a bus to chinatown, followed by taxi. owells... totally enjoyed today. can it be lidat for every single day? hehe. *daydream*

gonna look at furnitures for my room wif my parents n aunts tmr. followed by the renovation at the waterina. CANT WAIT!! hehe. looovve looking at stuff i can use in the future. hehe.

Saturday, July 09, 2005

back frm the very first soka ycf performance. it sure is a success... moods were lifted, frenships were created and bonds were made. it was really fun playing arnd wif my newly made frens, juz tt i got pretty tired aft a while n got really lazy to move arnd. stoned wen they were chanting. cld see tt most of them were tired too. everyone were juz sitting arnd chatting or stoning. we were getting really sticky b4 the performance, it juz made us slpy. the performance was great. was amazed how nice our last formation was once i saw it on screen. felt really proud of everyone. =) we were sweating like mad during the finale aft all the running n shouting. had a really nice chat wif hao yang, tis reeeaaalllyy cute guy. hehe! haha. got to noe he's studying ITE chemical process tech, the course i was supposed to get in sp! wanna get his no.!! haha.. am i desperate or am i desperate? hehe..

aft it all, we went straight home. den it got me thinking... we were all really bonded during the rehearsals and performance. but will tis frenship last aft it all? even now, aft the whole performance, everyone juz goes their own seperate ways, not even saying gdbye or mayb travel home together. we juz rushed off w/o tking into account the new frens we made. are we REALLY frens? will we greet each other if i bump into 1 someday in sp? there's tis nagging doubt in me which i dun really wanna except, but aint it the truth? owells.

he msged me again. it was nutting though.. juz tt i got really uncomfortable. y do i always feel tis way wen he sms me? den i'll feel tis super heavy rock in my heart which makes me wanna cry. everytime~!

sooo terribly tired. but there's my model i gotta finish! hold on sy! u can do it!! okok.. off to work! =P

Thursday, July 07, 2005

i'm home earlier than normal! feeling tis sense of relief once i stepped home.. reaching home earlier than usual means i can have more time to slack n more time to tink abt my proj. yes! currently having a mask on.. saw some left over and tot of my overwhelming stress pimples.. n decided to put it on. rreeeaaally tight now.. cant smile, cant tok... straight face. = watching superstar on tv for the first time.. dun understand y ppl like it so much.. wads so nice? juz a buncha ppl singing for fame. *shrug*

tink sumthing's really wrong wif my heart. kinda expected to hav heart failure.. well coz its heriditary.. my dad has it, so does my uncles.. n my grandma. doc told pa tt i'll most prob suffer frm it than my bro, coz i have the effective gene frm him? argh. aniway, the first exp was during contemp dance yest. mayb coz i was overly hungry.. not sure.. felt tis sharp pain on my chest followed by giddiness. it didnt stay long though, further more class was ending, so i held on. happened again in class today, body juz went weak, den i felt my heart beating faster, den sharp pain on my left chest, followed by seeing stars. scary exp. well.. it kinda happened b4, but not as bad. =(

work's rather stressful tis days. had been slp later than usual... its on my mind constantly.. while half aslp, bathing, pooping.. wenever. hope i'll be able to complete in time... n tt tang will like my idea wen i see her tmr.. so i can move on to doing a proper drawing. *pray*

piano class tmr.. haiz.. the horror to realising my upcoming exam and how badly i perform.

borrowed some cds frm the lib. neeta turn off the tv man.. i tink those in superstar is singing really badly. thnk God for the CDs!! hehe. off to work!!

Sunday, July 03, 2005

had been rather socially active for the past 2 days. n now i'm feeling sooo tired... feets sore, plus there's the indigestion. tis nauseous feeling stuck in my throat. argh.

was travelling sooo much on fri. went home early aft sch, slpt for awhile, went back to sch to label clothes at d&c clubhse, rushed for piano n waited like hell for ms boon to end the student b4 me.

rushed home n prepared like mad aft class. was really late to meet the DE peeps for clubbing at chinablack. had tis urge to take a cab down but held myself back coz i cant waste the money. yepz, it was packed at black man! squashed like sardines on the dance floor. felt so much more better on the podium. hmm.. it was ok i guess. juz tt the DJ kinda spoils the mood once in a while.. anticlimax. felt really tired n bored aft dancing for abt 2-3 hrs. so yep, asked the others if they wanted to rest. den we were back to dancing again.. only for abt an hr? yea.. i needed to get home. ma aint happy abt me staying out too late. boi was it hard to wash off the smoke smell on my hair. was too tired to bother though.. slammed right onto bed.

woke up late for sj the nxt morning. took my time to prep though. aint bothered abt it. went down to the hq for only 5 mins? and off i went to meet ivonny at orchard. shopped non stop till 6 man.. she bought soo much stuff! spent abt 80 bucks. as for me, i went abt trying but bought non. was freaking tempted, but realised the small amt left in my atm for the whole mnth, so held back. only got a pair of earrings. went for bbq at east coast aft tt. had blended coffee n cheesecake at coffee bean, den bought vodka lemon.. guess tts y i'm having a tummy upset.. bad combination! shared cab home wif brandon, jackson and ying ying. i was the last to get down! =(

now here.. feeling so freaking slpy. dance rehearsal tmr! ahhh.