always.

Saturday, May 31, 2008

study study study.. tts wad i've been doing. oh.. n slping. cant wait for it to be all oveerrr... n i'll be comin back hooommmee! wonder how's cha cha.. hmmm..

today's been sooo coold. the rain comes and stops repeatedly.... like wad ina said, the rain needs to rest here. lolx.
felt like a TOOT wen i went out wif jake (aussie), lennie (norwegian) and sean tis evening for dinner. they were in jeans, tees and normal shoes, while i was wrapped up like an eskimo in my black jacket wif it's furry hoody, jeans and boots. felt like i was someone who's been living at the desert my whole life and it was my first time being exposed to the cold or sumthing... SO TOOT!! well.. but mayb coz they've been exposed to such weather all their life and they're used to it.

aniway, we went for sushi and it was guuuddd.. jake n lennie had 25 plates, sean 13 plates, me? 7 plates. i'm not a big eater... do ur maths.

sean gave me a whole file of cat pictures a looong time ago and i decided to share it. he's an avid cat lover too.. saw him picking up kiva once and snuggling his face into her.. OMG i swear my heart almost stopped beating. he said once he has a place of his own.. he's gonna keep a dog, a cat and 5 chicks. 5 chicks!!! HILARIOUS MAN.

ina's cats look like tis

these are ugly-ly beautiful.

tis pic cracked me up!

there are loads more. omg arent they juz absolutely fab?!

Friday, May 30, 2008

OH MY GOOOODDD... i'm in the library at 7 in the MOORRNING!

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melodys
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family ([2nd time:] ah, la happy family)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more
Oh no more no more no more
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved, I'm sure
Theres no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No I won't hesitate no more, no more
This cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours, I'm yours

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

was telling him to stop biting his nails n he exploded at me. hated it wen he used the f word on me. was so angry and shocked that i didnt noe wad to do but to go back to my room to cool off.

he came over soon aft and gave me hugs and kisses. i can never remain angry wif him really.

i'm just disturbed wif the fact that fran (who has a bf) and travis, mere fuck buddies, are having more activites than we do. i shld really stop comparing.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

woke up tis morning wif my eyelids hurting like crazy. went to the mirror n got huge shock. a lump grew out overnight at my inner left eyelid. it was so bad i cldnt stop tearing. called eunice to tell her and she drove me to the nearby hosp.

took a pic while waiting for the doc... but decided not to put it up.. its too gross. aha.

the doc took a needle and poked it. was so freaking scared i cldnt stop shaking. imagine seeing a sharp needle hovering near ur eye... not a gd sight. but soon as she did... pus started flowing out and i felt so much better. apparently it was a meibomian cyst (click to find out).

wasted the whole day at the hosp... better get to studying... i'm way bhind wad i planned.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

wasssuuupppp!!! yes i shld be studying now... but argh... laziness always get the better of me.

1 short post n i shall get back to studying.

for some reason, i woke up wif my left eyelid hurting yest. den tis morning i woke up wif it feeling even more painful and swollen than b4. dunno wad i did or wad caused it to be like tis... its hurting so much i can barely blink and the whole of my left orbital is in pain. hellppp!!! i cant stop tearing....

lion edited some of the pics we took at the sg national museum and he sure did a gd job. credits to him!!

i seriously need a botox for my eyes. they look so droopy in the last pic!!

aniway, i emailed tis vet at jalan kayu to ask to volunteer during the winter hols. n they told me to contact them once i reach sg. i take tt as a gd sign, i HOPE its a gd sign. wrking there means more experience, more experience means better personal statement, better personal statement means higher chance of getting into vet.

God only help those who help themselves. i'm wrking on it and i thank God for giving me so much opportunity and strength. and i will continue to strive for wad i want. =)

ok i better go study or wadeva i juz said will onli turn into empty words.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

my old hemstring injury is back again. coz i've been going to the gym.. n today i pushed myself too hard during dance. its hurting so much i cant even reach my toe... i can normally touch the floor wif my full palm! owells. sean helped me stretch n gave me anti-inflammatory pills.. n it surprisingly helped! =)

aniway.. eunice cut 2 stalks of roses frm her front lawn n gave them to me. they are huge n beaauutifuulll.. not forgetting the thorns... oh yes.. n they emit tis reaaallyy sweeet flora smell. lurv it!!

cld not resist taking pics wif them!!

thnx for the flowers babe!! i hope they last long. unfortunately beauty nv lasts.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

in the lib. yes i'm supposed to be studying. wad am i doing? blogging. damn.

dun be lazy. go study!! no more time left!!!! 36 chpts to memorise!!!

i love sean. i love kiva moreee!!! sean loves kiva.. but kive hates him. hahahahaaa...

ok bye.

Friday, May 16, 2008

some changes to me room! my roommate moved out yest... so i decided to buy another bedsheet n combine the 2 beds... so i have a king size bed now! plus..... a new poster i bought a few wks agoo...

i sooo love the poster, they're cutee! hmmm.. mayb i shld get another pillow. =)

to all my self-proclaimed apa and ahma, plus the real ones... i have sinned!!!! i've succumbed to the temptations of the shopping devil yet again!!!

was supposedly shopping wif eunice to search for emy's bday gift. but ended up buying stuff for ourselves. hahaha! eunice spent close/over $300. as for me... abt $100 plus.

i found the oh-so-tempting-been-eyeing-it-for-weeks Escada Moon Sparkle perfume!! it cost onli $99 plus a beach bag which was nice too! considering tt it cost less than any other perfumes on the shelf... i decided to grab it. hehehehe!

cld not resist the temptation of taking pictures wif my newfound love.

oh n yes... a milky white colored scarf for onli $10.

pretty simple. but i like it tt way... plus the material's nice. =)

been procrastinating to start studying for a week!! tis is nooo gguuuddd....

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

me momma recieved her rosey!!!

the rose look pathetically buried under a whole forest. they shld emphasize on the rose... coz tts the main choice i wanted. but owells... i was glad she like it!!! =)

HAPPY MOMMA'S DAY!!!

hello

i'm bored n depressed

goodbye.

Thursday, May 08, 2008

life is really boring here. the onli thing i do is study.. slp... eat.. study...

well.. sumthing interesting happened last sat. i got drunk!! pissed drunk. so drunk it's actually funny. according to my oh-so-reliable dear eunice... i fell on the dancefloor a few times (dun rem tt).... n i dropped my cap so many times on the dancefloor plus once in the toilet, n i haven wash it yet... hmmm....
sean reminded me tt i called him n told him abt the 3 guy incident (didnt rem tt).. apparently emy was wif me n she was like,"y the fuck did you tell him?!" n i replied her "oh my head is spinning...." lolx!

yea. abt the 3 guy incident. my frens find it funny wen i re-enacted the scene.

i was standing in the middle of the dancefloor stoning.. doing nutting but stare at ppl dance.. trying to find my center of balance. den tis guy came up to me n started dancing wif me. i juz stared back at him. n den tis OTHER guy came in btwn us n started dancing wif me. n den the 3rd guy... by the time it was the 2nd guy, all i did was stare at them n shook my head in disapproval. so there's tis 3 guys spinning arnd, trying to impress me.
den 1 of my fave song came up. wooo hooo.. so i decided to have some fun n started dancing wif them n they were all cheering me on. eunice was like "NO! jacelyn u come back!" but i didnt care. n deeennn, i spotted jeremy bhind them. so i used him to get rid of the 3 guys. i started dancing wif him... n it wrked!!! they left!!! wooo hooo. =)

i got home at 6.30am... msged sean tt i'll wait for him in the living room coz he ended wrk at 8am... went to the toilet... puked... went to my bedroom n crashed.

not a gd thing to get drunk. but hey... extreme stress n worries make u do extreme stuff.

Thursday, May 01, 2008

SHUT THE FUCK UP. SERIOUSLY... SHUT UP!!!! I DUN NEETA HEAR UR FUCKING VOICE!! ARRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!! give me some silence PLLEAASSEE!