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Sunday, August 28, 2005




had been aaagges since i blogged. not tt i'm busy.. had been slacking soo much.. i'm juz being plain lazy.

fri was the sma performance. to me it was utter disappointment. it started out pretty bad coz of the faulty cd, n they had to cancel jive.. we worked soo hard to get it done! owells... aft tt glitch.. rhumba was gd.. den it was seniore... ARGH!!!! my gdness.. the floor was so uneven, heidi n i had probs spinning... n there were 32 full spins in the dance.. yep we counted, thnx to jeremy. haha. other than tt, there was a slight slope.. so imagine spinning 32 times plus the many half spins on uneven n sloping surface... it totally suck!!! i kept going off balance!! argh. strght aft seniore was disco rock... n they didnt give me enuff time to go over to the other side for the walk-in!! walked in wif elijah instead n we totally messed up the whole arrangement! plus... elijah n i kept dancing the wrong variation... ARGH!!! almost cried aft it all.. den there was a slight fight wif dan n xi yang, which made me feel worse.. held back like mad.. didnt wanna make the situation worse. felt sooo down on the way home but felt better thnx to glenn n tong's call.

tot the agi rehearsal was on sat. luckily tw reminded me.. or i will head down alll the way to serangoon to see not a single soul.. thnx tw!!! went to amk wif my parents n aunts.. shared yong tau fu wif ma... guess we took too much coz i was soo full i wanted to puke. nxt we went to choose curtains for waterina. it sure was fun looking at the diff types of patterns n imagining them in my room. helped my parents wif their's too.. i dare say pa has a really bad taste man... he choosed curtains which either had the wrong colour or had really ugly prints. joked arnd wif them.. ma was really hilarious n entertaining.. kinda wondered y she was in such a gd mood. it was super enjoyable listening to ma kidding arnd n teasing my aunts. lolx.
went to watch a dance comp wif jack ivonny n jackie, which lionel was taking part wif tis dance troupe called la dance, or wadeva they're called. tink they did pretty well.. totally enjoyed it. saw tis gal grp.. they were cooooool man!!! like WOW!! gd dance moves, gd chereo, n GREAT coordination!! woo hoo.. den it was carl's jr.. didnt really enjoy it coz i was still full wif the previous yong tau fu. shopped arnd marina sq den headed down to esplanade, sat down at harry's bar. enjoyed a bottle of heineken, played hand games.. chatted.. took pics.. n off to home. tired... but happy... =)








la danz!!








ivonny n i in the toilet.. hee.








ivonny n lionel








drama~~~








gulp gulp gulp








handfone n drinks for sale! guy not included.. haha


was the agi rehearsal today. saw victor on the way!!! like sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long nv see him already... soo unexpecting!! such a coincidence! plus i actually dreamt abt hb.. haha.. soo qiao. dreamt tt i was a vet(yea!!!), den hb came wif his dog, a maltese... tried to find a cage for his dog but had soo much trouble coz all the cages were either taken up or too small. made a huge fuss finding for the correct one.. which i finally did aft like.. ages. took the same bus back wif him but were wif my frens. had tis huge urge to tok to him but didnt dare to. haha.. first time dream abt him seh. lolx. yep, seeing victor reminded me of the dream. lolx.. farnie. aniway, agi was soo exhausting man....was the supporting contingent's commander.. guess it had been sooo long since i drilled tt caused me to haf so much difficulty. was pretty fierce during the first pract wif them, but kinda lost the energy, became linient.. heck. left straight away aft the whole rehearsal n went down to chinatown, had to get the hats for contemp dance. was soo exhausted tt i almost missed the stop while slping on the train. walked like a zombie wif a headache n aching feet. argh. kinda lost my way but soon found the shop. bought the hats, had dinner n home i went. fell aslp on the train again n yep, almost missed my stop.. again. -_-

throat's hurting... guess i shouted too much. plus my face is sooo red!! tink they'll start peeling tmr morning.. nooooooooooo...... sch tmr morning.. nooo....

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

GR8T!!!! comp d/c n my previous post was deleted. grrrrrrr... to tink i typed so much.

as i was saying... had been slacking for a week n boi do i neeta start getting back to work. aint gonna do last min work.. there's definitely overnight working, but at least less of the stressful thots of incomplete work. heart totally sank while going thru my dc sets wif ken, knowing how much stuff i've missed out. thots of my carefree, fun-filled sec sch life spilled into mind... argh.. emo started to set in. the times wen we'll chat non stop in class, make fun of teachers, sharing all kinda stupid jokes w/o having to face ppl who dun appreciate it, laughing non stop till there's nutting to laugh abt.. but still cont laughing, huddling together in horror movies, chilling out at cafes or fast food outlets chatting till day end, playing bball till we're sweating like mad.. but still cont aft lessons, making pretty dirty jokes.. but were well.. enjoyable. ARGH! plus memories of my ex-bfs, which made me feel worse.
somehow i missed those days. i pretty much missed the whole of my life b4 poly, wen all the stress n life-less work sets in. sent msg to most of them n non replied!!!!!!!! -_- luckily work soon occupied my mind n it didnt really bother. contacted the closer ones... they're busy wif work too.. jc As, or poly... haiz.
bun, buvan, rumya, joanna, juan, zhi, cs, jiayi, vivian, glenn, peiru, michelle, yingz... many many more.. the teachers... irritating witchy pitchy ms kang, big "dick" mr abraham (HAHA!!), cute muscular serious mr bun, "no point" ms mah, permanently pregnant tigress mrs koh, short slanted mr tan, "gan jiong" ms goh. AHHHH!!!! i dun miss them.. i miss jking abt them. hehe!

owells.. aniway.. wads been gone is gone... gotta accept wads happening now yea? be grateful for wad i have now.. ahem.. self consolation. hehe! nah.. i'm still filled wif gd frens. juz glad i have them now.. i will nv make it thru poly w/o tis lovely buncha ppl too. =) mayb coz of tis tupid time consuming proj tt we cant have more time together. n coz of the tupid expensive travelling prices, n the HIGH expenses on the irritating proj.. tt we always lack of money.... which leads to my mom scolding me for spending too much.. wen i dun even spend at all!! haiz..

aniway, there is always a door to opportunity aft 1 closes. i've soon to find tis door...

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

submission's over. the crazy nites are over. the mind boggling work is done. a heavy weight off my shoulder. saw my interim results, D.. owells.. aint really disappointed coz i didnt get the chance to present. guess i might do better if i had done the presentation. its over, no use brooding over it but to look ahead, learn from my mistakes n move on. loadsa disappointments tis yr, but somehow i'm glad tt they happened, a blessing in disguise, things tt i can learn from.

went to city hall n the couple of shopping centres arnd wif lion jack n ivonny. was searching for leather shoes for lion, but to no avail. met up wif my parents n went for massage therapy. aint exactly painful wen he worked on my feet, but the higher he went, the more squirmish i was. it was not the pain, but the areas he worked on.. super sensitive!! ppl who noe me well will noe tt i can nv stand being tickled. like argh!!! n it was ticklish n painful!!! aint the pain, but the tickle. squirmed like hell man. den he sang karaoke wif my dad. like urrrrr... again. but i gotta admit tt he sang really well. better than pa tt is. aft e BORING singing session, we headed down to wheelock place for nydc n borders. bought a book!! yea!~! i miss reading for fun. =)
den it was kbox with the 3 peeps!! rushed down to marina sq n off we went singing till 12+. hee.. tis singing session was MUCH BETTER than the session previously. haha. reached home exhausted, didnt bother to do my gems essay. heck

was at the prize presentation tis aftnoon, recieved e most useless "prize". certificate of appreciation for service of class rep. the other 2 was director's honour roll certificate + 100 bucks n academic achievement + 50 bucks. thnkfully it wasnt draggy, aint painful as i tot it wld be. rushed off aft the free food to celebrate axel n tong's bday. haha.. smashed axel's face into the cake, smeared mousse on tong. damn fun... hehehe. the cake was nice.. yuuum.. choco mousse.. yuuumm. den it was dance pract. tink it was too short. owells.

browsed thru frenster n looked at his acc. tho there's nutting to see, i juz cant help but click on his name. looked at his pics n reminisced. clicked on his gf's acc n felt worse. she's pretty n cute. envy n jealousy ran thru me, poisoning my heart. i miss him........ but he aint coming back.

Saturday, August 13, 2005

ivonny's slping while i'm slacking. feeling kinda slpy too but told myself tt i cant slp... or i wun be able to wake to do my work!

life's been revolving arnd work for the past week... work, slp, sch, work, eat, work... work work work... soo sick of it. submission's on mon n i cant wait. ivonny n i are going to zouk tis wed.. wether or not its only the 2 of us.. i juz wanna go crazy n let go of all the burden tt is continuously piling during tis submission. tis is so far the toughest, most tiring n stressful submission ever. so much to be done, so little time. looked thru the pics i had taken over tis week.. n boi do i look hargard... heavy eye bags, small eyes, weak smile... eeks.. awful.

n coz of work, my old prob came back... stiff shoulders. its sooo stiff tt sumtimes i cld barely turn my head or lift my hands. the pain actually spreads down to my arm... gotta ask ivonny to massage me once in a while.. in fear tt i might be partially paralysed by the stupid pain. applied oilments, used the massaging machine... but non help. parents gonna bring me to the sinsei aft submission. cant wait. neeta get tis stiffness off my shoulder.

aimed to plot my work by today, but of coz failed to meet my plans. gonna print on mon morning, on the subm day... n i haven even test print. so gonna screw up. =(

stiff shoulder's back.. argh... someone juz chop off my arm..

Sunday, August 07, 2005

juz back frm having supper wif ivonny at je. been freaking busy wif the stupid submission coming tis fri. argh.. juz drawing 1 plan takes me 2 days. n i need loadsa drawings! argh. someone help me.. help all my archi peeps.

n like its not bad enuff.. my stupid menses came while drawing n gave me a HUGE trouble. stupid stomachache. its sooo painful i cant do my work but to roll on the floor. shit man.

dun tink i can slp for the past days.. haiz.. help...