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Friday, September 30, 2005

argh.. bored. utterly bored. the same ol activities over n over again everyday on the internet is killing me. the useless, un-interesting friendster that i browse thru nite aft nite... the feeble attempt to chat up wif someone on msn, which i dun usually do... the usual blog-hopping... but juz too lazy to read thru the long entries.. blah... my nites are always boring. wanna play some music on the laptop, but sumthing's wrong wif the blardy speaker.. plus i'm juz plain lazy to get off da bed to turn on the radio. O_o

the shopping trip wif xy n esther yest was great man.. pity i didnt bring my camera, we cld have taken soo many pics! made a total chaos over the neoprint machine.. dun blame us! it was all in jap! on the contrary, we had sooo much fun screaming n scrambling abt. hehe. the pics didnt turn out tt bad aft all.. juz the first distorted one. den kinda dragged em to search for tis shop at far east which has tis particular top i wanted. but well.. changed my mind aft realising how tight my budget was. eeks.. sorry guys! hehe. headed to taka n.. oooh.. cant cont.. haha... ssshh.. someone might find out. wahha.. NXT!

met jy at ps today n passed her the HUGE bday gift i bought. hehe.. can still rem tt shock she had wen she saw it. LOVE giving ppl pleasant surprises.. like wad happened to lionel, tt look on his face.. *smiles* aniway, walked arnd while waiting for tw who was "glamorously" late, causing us to wait in hunger at cafe cartel, had lunch rather late, in turn almost missing the first part of the corpse bride. well.. we reached juz in time for it to start.. phew... nice show.. but not fantastic.. entertaining.. yep. den it was xbox for abt an hr.. n piano class. she gave me the registration form for nxt yr's exam during feb. ARGGH. dun really wanna show it to my mom, aft how i dropped out frm tis yr's exam n wasted her 200++ bucks, n getting her freaking mad. cant imagine her reaction if i show her the form... having her to pay.. again. =(

some picss!
while waiting....
we made funny faces....
and he's finally here!

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

i excercised! woo hoo~~ went to the waterina on mon to try out the gym. it's juz a small room wif limited no. of machines to work wif. Ran on the tract for 2.4km, if the machine didnt count wrongly. was quite disappointed coz i realised i used 20 mins to hit 2.4km! like 20mins?! gotta increase the speed the nxt time i run again. 20 mins was too long man..

den it was the movies on tues wif des! was his bday.. wanted to get him sumthing but he insisted not to.. den tot of treating him to lunch or movie... but he paid it all himself! argh. told me he wanted to get the starwars dvd which costs 30+++... sooo wanted to get him tt but i dun have the money! dammit. watched the myth.. like damn cool movie man~ kim hee-seong sooo pretty! super super pretty man.. mesmorisingly pretty. nice~~~ ooh, des sent me the movie's OST... so nice~!! asked my parents if they wanna watch it n they didnt mind.. cool... soo long nv watch movie wif my parents already. hehe.

oh, n on the way home last nite.. i was bloody hell followed!! soo freaking scared man. tis african man approached me for the time, n tt alone shocked me. i juz said it was 7, wen it was actually 7.45. quickly walked away while at the same time glancing back, n saw him taking out his hp, like WTH.. hp got time wan la! so i quickly walked in front of tis middle age man, juz to have someone arnd... glanced back again n saw tt he was quite far away, so i felt safer. then tt man crossed the road leaving me alone again. like shit man. n b4 i noe it, juz a few seconds later, the african man appeared bhind me again. wtf?! how the hell did he catch up?! panicked like hell man.. den he called me again.. panicked soo much tt i ran to the other side of the road b4 a buncha cars zoom pass. saw him standing at the other side looking at me. argh. walked really really fast n called me parents. thnk god they were having dinner juz at the coffee shop nearby! kept going on w/o looking back... den took a longer route where it was much more crowded. reached the crowd, looked back, he was gone. phew... hate tis kinda situations man.. happened to me once wen tis old man tried to follow me home. kaoz... all tis disgusting guys wif their disgusting stares... really feel like digging their eyes out..

went yio chu kang gym wif jackie today.. like we promised! hee. ran on the tract again.. tis time for 30 mins, at 8kmh, 4+km. legs were damn wobbly n soft aft tt. felt like i was walking on air. haha.. didnt like the air-con.. too cold man.. goosebumbs came out while running. hot n sweaty inside, cold outside... hate tt feeling. den we tried diff machines. guess i wasnt familiar wif em... didnt feel like i was doing it the rite way. took a mat n did floor exercises. first was some abdominal exercise... those learnt frm contemp dance.. super effective. den jackie joined n we did stretching. aft tt she made me do 40 sit-ups! wif a short rest in btwn. kinda struggled during the last 10. weak le! hee. aft tt we got really lazy n laid on the mat chatting. haha. 2 lazy gals lazing arnd in the gym.. how ironic! planned to watch a movie but there werent a suitable timing.. owells.. planning to ask her out to sentosa on sat coz she's going overseas on sun.. sobz.

shopping wif xi yang n esther tmr. den cafe cartel wif tw n jy on fri. woo hoo~ no money le.. wahaha.

Monday, September 26, 2005

juz last wk, i was hoping soo much to have a gd nite's slp.. n now i'm here, not being able to shut my eyes. i tried... rolled over n over in bed since 1am... n now its 4am. i cant slp a wink! hoping sooo much to have someone to chat to on the fone... which is impossible coz everyone's enjoying dreamland.

been pretty boring aft hta submission. slacked the whole day during sat, which was wad i always hoped for. totally enjoyed the feeling of not having sumthing to do. watched vcd the whole day, since morning till nite... n completed 12 cds. it wasnt really enjoyable aft tt coz i felt a little drowsy n headachy. too much radiation frm the tv i guess. den today, or rather, yesterday, went furniture shopping wif my parents again. they've been searching for a dining table since i-dunno-wen.. but bought 1 once i said tt i like tt particular design. was pretty shocked... was asking my mom again n again if she's sure tt she trusts my choice.. n she said as long as i like den its ok. warned her not to regret... den she said she'll get another if she does. like wth.. *shrug* so far wads left is the master bedroom. n we're moving in 1 week+... wonder if they'll drag again, like wad they did b4... not particularly excited in moving though.. not looking forward to waking up earlier than usual wen sch starts n knowing tt i have a long journey. aint used to it.

wad to do now?! like soooo freaking bored. n i cant seem to slp! the weird thing is tt, all i cld think abt while in bed was exercising. i tot of running to the nearby sports stadium n jog a few rounds... den i tot of running to the swimming complex n swim laps... den i tot of brisk walking to chi garden, n jog a few rounds arnd the park. guess i miss exercising toooooo much... who's gonna acc me den? wanna ask jackie but she lives so far. argh heck, gonna ask her out to the gym some day. i needa sweat... i missing sweating... argh, sumthing's wrong wif u sy..

having really bad mood swings lately. 1 moment i'll feel desperate for someone to talk, so desp tt i'll cry.. n the other moment i'll be jking arnd. jy dar asked me wads wrong, i juz cant find the reason to these deep emotions. mayb i juz need someone wif me now... juz a silent accompany.. knowin tt i'm not alone.


juz last wk, i was hoping soo much to have a gd nite's slp.. n now i'm here, not being able to shut my eyes. i tried... rolled over n over in bed since 1am... n now its 4am. i cant slp a wink! hoping sooo much to have someone to chat to on the fone... which is impossible coz everyone's enjoying dreamland.

been pretty boring aft hta submission. slacked the whole day during sat, which was wad i always hoped for. totally enjoyed the feeling of not having sumthing to do. watched vcd the whole day, since morning till nite... n completed 12 cds. it wasnt really enjoyable aft tt coz i felt a little drowsy n headachy. too much radiation frm the tv i guess. den today, or rather, yesterday, went furniture shopping wif my parents again. they've been searching for a dining table since i-dunno-wen.. but bought 1 once i said tt i like tt particular design. was pretty shocked... was asking my mom again n again if she's sure tt she trusts my choice.. n she said as long as i like den its ok. warned her not to regret... den she said she'll get another if she does. like wth.. *shrug* so far wads left is the master bedroom. n we're moving in 1 week+... wonder if they'll drag again, like wad they did b4... not particularly excited in moving though.. not looking forward to waking up earlier than usual wen sch starts n knowing tt i have a long journey. aint used to it.

wad to do now?! like soooo freaking bored. n i cant seem to slp! the weird thing is tt, all i cld think abt while in bed was exercising. i tot of running to the nearby sports stadium n jog a few rounds... den i tot of running to the swimming complex n swim laps... den i tot of brisk walking to chi garden, n jog a few rounds arnd the park. guess i miss exercising toooooo much... who's gonna acc me den? wanna ask jackie but she lives so far. argh heck, gonna ask her out to the gym some day. i needa sweat... i missing sweating... argh, sumthing's wrong wif u sy..

having really bad mood swings lately. 1 moment i'll feel desperate for someone to talk, so desp tt i'll cry.. n the other moment i'll be jking arnd. jy dar asked me wads wrong, i juz cant find the reason to these deep emotions. mayb i juz need someone wif me now... juz a silent accompany.. knowin tt i'm not alone.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

had been feeling so down..
emotions crashing down on me...
so many things to say, but no one to turn to..
i miss em..
wanna spill it all to em, but knowing tt they too have probs to face, i withdrew it all back into my heart.
they seem to enjoy the new life they've found in sch, will i be a nuisance?

i juz dun feel belonged.. having to face those looks they have been giving me...
the look tt says i'm a nuisance...
a simple qns n tt look juz shows all over their face...
a simple joke n their reaction spoils it all..
smiling as n wen they like it...
i'm sick of it...
where is the nice warm feeling of welcome? where is the feeling of acceptance?

tears welling up in my eyes, but aint gonna let it fall
aint worth it
miss em.. miss em so much...
wan their warm hugs, warm smile
the glitter in their eyes
the scream of joy..
the laughter...
love em so...

Sunday, September 18, 2005

submission ish over!!!! well.. over 2 days ago on fri, juz tt i didnt have the time to blog. hehe... there's hta submission... but to hell wif it! shall slack first. wahahaha.

the submission was a little chaotic.. guess we spent too much time doing our a1 boards in sch. well, started slacking at abt 7+ coz i tot it was a little too useless touching the boards, further more i was running out of scratch disk on my lappie, n it was running freaking slowly, PLUS lionel needed to use it for his boards coz he's was going slower than mine. well, the board did come out really badly, n empty... guess i hafta rely on my presentation to distract the crit panel frm the board... which might not work coz my presentation skills arent tt gd. owells. *shrug*

stayed overnite to do my model only to noe its doesnt stand. argh. dammit. parents drop me at peace centre early in the morning. cont wif my model at macs n waited for the others to come. collected our panels n rushed down to sch. den it was subm... ah... the sweet yet bitter feeling. e initial stage of tasting freedom. it was gr8.. but yet again, was exhuasted, n only tot of going home to slp. stayed back for a while to discuss wif the others how we gonna celebrate lion's bday, n we kept moving away frm the topic! argh. but well.. it was nice. =P all those mixed feelings tt day. pleasant yet uncomfortable.

slpt till 6.40 only to noe i'm late to meet e dance peeps for kenneth's performance. rushed like hell, took a cab down, to meet a jam at the highway. --_-- but well, the performance was nice. soo wanna be like em.. =(

met up early wif jackie yest to get lion's prezzie. we like took only 30 mins to find it! hugo boss perfume.. i lurv the smell!! will be so nice wen i noe he use it. lurv men wif perfume. hehe. so we got his stuff, n so much time left! window shopped awhile more n settled at starbucks to prep the prez. jackie helped me to pluck my eyebrows there n applied make up. wahah.. at starbucks.. lolx. funny seh. kinda paiseh, was trying really hard not to look at the ppl arnd us. i'm sure loadsa em were lookin at us. hee.

den it was meeting the gang for lunch at swensens. lion didnt noe tt we were celebrating his bday btw. jackie n i had to excuse ourselves frm the table wif using toilet as e reason 2 times to order the cake frm swensens. tt guy promised to send it aft our meal, but he totally forgot! argh. idiot. we were like trying to signal him w/o lionel noeing. den jackie n ivonny said they wanted to look at the desserts, an excuse to leave the table tt is, to remind tt man. idiot. haha. den so funny man! they lit the cake at the counter bhind our table, den lion was like,"eh!~ got someone's bday!!" haha... den we were like,"ya hor!! wah.. soo nice.. u jealous ah?" haha.. funny seh.. he didnt noe it was for him till the waitress bought it to our table n we started singing. wahha. cld see tt he was surprised. so happy. hehe. mission accomplished. =D kinda struggled while having the cake coz i was too full... n well.. the cake wasnt tt nice. owells.. its e tot n experience tt counts. nice~ =) walked arnd suntec n marina... was soo tired.. kept stoning. haiz.

den i went to meet glenn... yea!!!! sooo longg nv see him le... soo happy. hehe. acc him to westmall for his dinner... den went to his place n stayed overnite. first time seh.. n my mom actually allowed.. so surprised. but very paiseh la.. his parents there.. watch naruto till arnd 2+, den actually wanted to slp, but in the end chat chat chat until 3.30. nice heartful chat. laugh like hell also... talked abt those funny days in gess. haiz.. missed those days. compared abt life in poly n in sec sch. definitely diff. hai.. woke up at 9 today coz he had to work. came home n had macs breakfast wif my parents. n now here i am. slacking.. nice!!! =)

looong post seh... hehe.. feeling sooo light n happy now.. subm over, gave lion a pleasant surprise, n got to meet glenn aft so long. =)

Friday, September 09, 2005

work work work... submission's on fri.. yep.. slow again. tis nv ends!!! n i realised, i will NV get to finish tis proj on time.. no matter how hard i work... owells.

went to sch late tis morning.. woke up late. went to sch, did some work. lion jack n ivonny were at the business block presenting for LC. presented mine yest, wasnt really smooth.. kept forgetting wad i wanna say n juz cant find the right word to describe.. ARGH! aniway, went down to fc 4, supposedly to meet the trio for lunch. walked ALL the way to the fc frm my studio, which is freaking far, under the freaking hot sun, sweating like a freaking horse, only to realise tt they're not done! well.. wasnt really TT angry... the only thing tt came to my mind was, "so wad to do now?" i only had my wallet n hp.. so all i did was walk arnd.. kinda walked to some secluded place which was kinda freaky.. was sooo happy wen i saw eve, shouted out to her b4 she walks away, leaving me alone again. so yep, stopped her in her tracks n chatted, under the hot sun. so stupid of us to stand there!! haha.. heard tt she'll be going up to the business block n decided to acc her. gd choice man!! coz the trio came out juz wen i reached... yeeeaaa.. gonna satisfy my growling stomach! haha. so yep, we had lunch at fc 6 wif eve. the food there is nice!! n cheap. hehe.

eve n ivonny left for their work, leaving lion jack n i... so we went to the studio, did our work and was constantly disturbed by lion wif his chatter n singing, but well... kinda used to it, i had to go thru it almost everyday... so, if u dun like it, BE like it! joined in, only once in a while though.. aint as active as he is. went down to the de club aft tt n slacked for like... 5 mins? it was nice tho... totally enjoyed the air con... den it was dinner at kfc. had a gd view of water polo hunks at the pool!!! hahahha.. spotted tis really gd looking guy, woo hoo!!! hehe.

okok.. back to work... submission!!!!

Sunday, September 04, 2005

supposed to be doing my work.. but yet again, lazy... was chatting wif ivonny wen she asked,"wad u doing? blogging ah?" n i tot.. hey y not? so yep, here i am, blogging. haha.

mentioned in the previous post tt i'm feeling better.. but guess wad... it got worse today. argh. in addition to my throat infection, i'm feeling feverish, nauseous n giddy.. head's aching like hell. there's agi tmr.. how am i to withstand the gruelling 1 hr of standing?? argh!!! help help~~~

aniway... the main idea of blogging today... is abt tis dream i had. i have really weird dreams!!! but well.. its kinda fun.. show's tt i have a wild imagination. i dreamt abt aston.. yep.. ASTON!!! of allllll ppl.. ASTON!!! he was my pri sch classmate.. someone i used to have a HUGE crush on. haha..

first half of the dream... i was tis heroine in a "lord of the rings" setting on a mission to steal sumthing in the twin tower. aparently some sacred scroll. for those who watched the movie.. there's those disgusting monsters working for the tower.. yep, they're my enemy(duh). i sneaked into the heart of the tower, the lair of these disgusting lookin monsters.. n tied tis terribly HUGE meatball at the ceiling of their lair. tis lair is HUGE u see... its like 2o over storeys high... the home of million over monsters. nxt i waited till they're all back frm their work n dropped tis HUGE meatball. it fell storey aft storey, getting the attention of tis starving n tired monsters. they started running aft tis meatball shouting,"meat meat meat...." imagine thousands n millions of monsters running like zombies chanting at a low dead voice, "meat meat meat..." if u've watched resident evil or land of the dead, u'll most prob noe. yea, den i started running towards my mission, the sacred scroll. some of the monsters spotted me, soo i had to fight my way thru. boi do i noe how to fight!!! haha.. its like some fantasy action-packed movie! aft fighting my way to the sacred room to get my sacred scroll... i ran for the exit. finally got to it n stepped out.....

2nd half... n stepped out into a book store, kinokuniya... at taka. panting n exhausted. looked down n hey! my clothes had changed too!! into a pair of jeans n tee. walked arnd the book stored clutching the sacred scroll... aparently browsing for sumthing. den i met aston. chatted wif him for awhile.. cldnt remember wad. den he asked me if i wanna acc him to some place. i still had a huge crush on him, juz tt we're 18 now.. not in pri sch. n i agreed. we sat down at the book store, chatted a while more, our frens came.. n i woke up.

action filled dream eh?! hehehe... imagination gone wild n out of control. =P

Friday, September 02, 2005

supposed to be doing my proj.. but juz cant find the drive to. had been slacking too much.. i noe it myself.. but i juz cant bring myself to start work! so dead... so gonna meet my doom. i've got to find my motivation.. but frm where? tang said tt architecture is not for the faint hearted... she is so right... i have no interest in architecture at all, how do i keep going wen my interest does not lie here? veterinary is still in me... my life... whether or not i'm colour blind... tis short-coming is not gonna take me away frm wad i wanna be.. call me stubborn, stupid.. i am gonna work my way towards veterinary.. hmmmm... guess tt is my motivation... but will architecture bring me to veterinary?

i cant see my future.. like i did 2 yrs back. but i'm gonna work my way thru it all.. n get it back. watch me... i will do it.

Thursday, September 01, 2005

feeling pretty sick tis days.. but aint the worse i've had.. pretty manageable.

changed the blogskin... bored of the previous.. find tis skin quite sweet.. love the background song. doesnt signify my life wadsoever.. life's pretty boring wif work.. barely enuff time to catch up wif my frens, wad more love? urh huh...

saw carp playing badminton last nite aft the SP 50th closing ceremony. he lost.. but well.. he played well. missed playing sports sooooo much aft watching him. planning to book a badminton court someday to play wif my sd frens, since they said they wanted to play too. as for bball.. haiz.. haven found a bball gang.. like i did during my sec sch yrs.. i miss em!! =(

the performance on the closing ceremony went smoothly.. felt pretty sick thruout the whole thing.. cldnt wait to get home... if not for tis, i'm sure i wld have enjoyed, plus the food! argh.. didnt eat much due to e throat infection.. skipped most of the food... haiz.

feeling better now.. realised tt my throat doesnt hurt as much animore. thnk god!

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