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Monday, September 26, 2005

juz last wk, i was hoping soo much to have a gd nite's slp.. n now i'm here, not being able to shut my eyes. i tried... rolled over n over in bed since 1am... n now its 4am. i cant slp a wink! hoping sooo much to have someone to chat to on the fone... which is impossible coz everyone's enjoying dreamland.

been pretty boring aft hta submission. slacked the whole day during sat, which was wad i always hoped for. totally enjoyed the feeling of not having sumthing to do. watched vcd the whole day, since morning till nite... n completed 12 cds. it wasnt really enjoyable aft tt coz i felt a little drowsy n headachy. too much radiation frm the tv i guess. den today, or rather, yesterday, went furniture shopping wif my parents again. they've been searching for a dining table since i-dunno-wen.. but bought 1 once i said tt i like tt particular design. was pretty shocked... was asking my mom again n again if she's sure tt she trusts my choice.. n she said as long as i like den its ok. warned her not to regret... den she said she'll get another if she does. like wth.. *shrug* so far wads left is the master bedroom. n we're moving in 1 week+... wonder if they'll drag again, like wad they did b4... not particularly excited in moving though.. not looking forward to waking up earlier than usual wen sch starts n knowing tt i have a long journey. aint used to it.

wad to do now?! like soooo freaking bored. n i cant seem to slp! the weird thing is tt, all i cld think abt while in bed was exercising. i tot of running to the nearby sports stadium n jog a few rounds... den i tot of running to the swimming complex n swim laps... den i tot of brisk walking to chi garden, n jog a few rounds arnd the park. guess i miss exercising toooooo much... who's gonna acc me den? wanna ask jackie but she lives so far. argh heck, gonna ask her out to the gym some day. i needa sweat... i missing sweating... argh, sumthing's wrong wif u sy..

having really bad mood swings lately. 1 moment i'll feel desperate for someone to talk, so desp tt i'll cry.. n the other moment i'll be jking arnd. jy dar asked me wads wrong, i juz cant find the reason to these deep emotions. mayb i juz need someone wif me now... juz a silent accompany.. knowin tt i'm not alone.