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Saturday, January 29, 2005
lion's lair
at lion's lair now.. haha.. lionel's hse la.. nammi so cute.. hehe.. juz now lionel jumping den he also follow him jump.. haha.. so cute.. i wan a dog too!! but satisfied wif cha cha la. saw tt my parents washed his cage tis morning, felt so guilty coz i was supposed to change it.
yest go for hip hop class.. quite fun.. but freaking tiring man, coz the dance beat very very fast. den aft tt went to play pool wif jack, lionel and freddy. saw pearly there... abit surprised coz nv expected for her to play pool.
oh yea! was angry wif jack yest. told myself not to tok to him the whole day but in the end still tok. ai ya.. very difficult to stay angry la... esp wif someone close. so far had nv been angry wif someone for a long time... at most juz angry for a few mins only.
better go... lionel papa scolding already.. muz do work. lolx. ciao~
yest go for hip hop class.. quite fun.. but freaking tiring man, coz the dance beat very very fast. den aft tt went to play pool wif jack, lionel and freddy. saw pearly there... abit surprised coz nv expected for her to play pool.
oh yea! was angry wif jack yest. told myself not to tok to him the whole day but in the end still tok. ai ya.. very difficult to stay angry la... esp wif someone close. so far had nv been angry wif someone for a long time... at most juz angry for a few mins only.
better go... lionel papa scolding already.. muz do work. lolx. ciao~
Thursday, January 27, 2005
BOORREDD
bloody crs, so freaking bored. the room so freaking cold. my fingers are so freaking numb.
if i've known tt so many ppl are skipping the lesson, i'll definitely skip it too, there'll be more time to prep my crit. it ends at 12! my crit is at 130! no time to prep... no............ guess i'll be skipping lunch.
jack n lionel going to join me for sd.. so cool man, cant wait. cant imagine jack dancing! haha..
argh! bored. feel like juz leaving the class. someone put me out of tis misery!
if i've known tt so many ppl are skipping the lesson, i'll definitely skip it too, there'll be more time to prep my crit. it ends at 12! my crit is at 130! no time to prep... no............ guess i'll be skipping lunch.
jack n lionel going to join me for sd.. so cool man, cant wait. cant imagine jack dancing! haha..
argh! bored. feel like juz leaving the class. someone put me out of tis misery!
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
wow! new found cafe..
wahaha... juz found out tt there's tis cyber cafe in the CC at my home. coooll man... dun have to worry not being able to go online animore, further more its only $1 per hr, quite cheap... i'll be seeing more of myself here at night.. nice atmosphere, cooling and quiet... my kind of place.. =)
sd dance juz now was soooo tiring man. learnt new steps... and they were reallllyyy fast.. cldnt catch up wif the beat, kept toppling here n there coz i kept spinning n spinning.. dan also abit blur blur, but was lucky tt his grip was firm so i didnt fall down. but overall fun. lionel came to watch us... was supposed to acc him for his contemp dance but the sd dance rehearsal was more impt, so in the end didnt go wif him. saw tt he was bored.. kinda regret asking him to come n watch us. the pattern he drew on my hand got smurged quite badly coz i kept brushing my hand agnst dan.. oh man... i like it so much.. oh well, guess i gotta get the real hannah ink for him to draw... cant wait! he can really draw man.. =)
stupid jack, ask me to book the badminton court at my home CC... den called him like dunno how many times to confirm the timing wif him but he nv ans.. so i cant book... diao. ah... he called. yeeeeeeee.. cancelled... luckily i nv book... or else waste my money.. -_-
tmr's crit.. so freaking sian lor... hai... nutting to say.. ivonny went back to m'sia already, hmph, nv come support me... hee. ai yo... hope i dun fumble tmr.. dreamt tt i got a reallly bad thrashing frm andrew during my crit... welll, andrew werent be there tmr.. but... ah!!! i sccarrreed. really dunno wad to say lor.... oh man.. God bless me.. *prays*
sd dance juz now was soooo tiring man. learnt new steps... and they were reallllyyy fast.. cldnt catch up wif the beat, kept toppling here n there coz i kept spinning n spinning.. dan also abit blur blur, but was lucky tt his grip was firm so i didnt fall down. but overall fun. lionel came to watch us... was supposed to acc him for his contemp dance but the sd dance rehearsal was more impt, so in the end didnt go wif him. saw tt he was bored.. kinda regret asking him to come n watch us. the pattern he drew on my hand got smurged quite badly coz i kept brushing my hand agnst dan.. oh man... i like it so much.. oh well, guess i gotta get the real hannah ink for him to draw... cant wait! he can really draw man.. =)
stupid jack, ask me to book the badminton court at my home CC... den called him like dunno how many times to confirm the timing wif him but he nv ans.. so i cant book... diao. ah... he called. yeeeeeeee.. cancelled... luckily i nv book... or else waste my money.. -_-
tmr's crit.. so freaking sian lor... hai... nutting to say.. ivonny went back to m'sia already, hmph, nv come support me... hee. ai yo... hope i dun fumble tmr.. dreamt tt i got a reallly bad thrashing frm andrew during my crit... welll, andrew werent be there tmr.. but... ah!!! i sccarrreed. really dunno wad to say lor.... oh man.. God bless me.. *prays*
in the studio lab now.. supposed to be typing in my crs but heck.. shall type them tonight n send the first thing tmr morning in sch. gotta type my blog first.. had been soo long since i last blogged.
nutting much happened this days though.. kinda boring.. had been dancing loads, got choosen to perform for this yr's wave, was sooo happy.. hehe.. partnered wif lionel, he had to carry me.. hope i'm not too heavy... hee. crit's tmr.. haven prep.. heck.. later still got sd, dun really wanna go.. haiz.
irwin, lionel and lee hua's looking at dead corpse of the tsunami nxt to me now.. so sick man.. pity them alot.. really alot.. oh yea, juz now lionel drew this really nice pattern on my hand, got glitter somemore.. so nice.. hehe.. like it alot. megat bit me juz now... so pain man.. 4 times in a row somemore... bite at my arm muscle somemore.. now still hurting like hell. hmph.
gotta go for sd.. sian..
nutting much happened this days though.. kinda boring.. had been dancing loads, got choosen to perform for this yr's wave, was sooo happy.. hehe.. partnered wif lionel, he had to carry me.. hope i'm not too heavy... hee. crit's tmr.. haven prep.. heck.. later still got sd, dun really wanna go.. haiz.
irwin, lionel and lee hua's looking at dead corpse of the tsunami nxt to me now.. so sick man.. pity them alot.. really alot.. oh yea, juz now lionel drew this really nice pattern on my hand, got glitter somemore.. so nice.. hehe.. like it alot. megat bit me juz now... so pain man.. 4 times in a row somemore... bite at my arm muscle somemore.. now still hurting like hell. hmph.
gotta go for sd.. sian..
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
yeee er.......... so fed up wif comps tis days.. technology sucks big time man!! first have probs wif my comp.. den juz now wanna book proj room but the bloody kiosk have prob, had to go up to the 4th floor to book, was carrying lionel's bag wich was freak heavy... den now, the internet keep having errors. fed up la... aai yooo...
interim submission's tmr.. but dun seem to have the drive to do my work leh.. though i stil left wif loads. heck la.
glenn came to sch on mon coz his lesson ended early. had lunch wif him den brought him to the studio. he damn cute lor... was so paiseh.. den wen hid tok to him, he blush like hell. haha.. at first didnt dare to sit wif us, so was kinda hiding at the back of the studio, i felt soo awkward man, didnt noe wether or not to acc him or tok to the rest. so in the end ask him to sit wif us. luckily the darch students were sociable... made sooo many jokes... hehe... showed him my proj and he gave me some quite useful tips. =) poor megat had a wisdom tooth.. was hurting so much tt they had to send him to the hosp in the end.
had dance in the evening.. the teacher said i slimmed down leh!! hehehe... felt so paiseh wen she said so loud. lolx..
bleah.. better go do my work. going to play badminton tmr aft submission. yea! cant wait. hee.. ciao.
interim submission's tmr.. but dun seem to have the drive to do my work leh.. though i stil left wif loads. heck la.
glenn came to sch on mon coz his lesson ended early. had lunch wif him den brought him to the studio. he damn cute lor... was so paiseh.. den wen hid tok to him, he blush like hell. haha.. at first didnt dare to sit wif us, so was kinda hiding at the back of the studio, i felt soo awkward man, didnt noe wether or not to acc him or tok to the rest. so in the end ask him to sit wif us. luckily the darch students were sociable... made sooo many jokes... hehe... showed him my proj and he gave me some quite useful tips. =) poor megat had a wisdom tooth.. was hurting so much tt they had to send him to the hosp in the end.
had dance in the evening.. the teacher said i slimmed down leh!! hehehe... felt so paiseh wen she said so loud. lolx..
bleah.. better go do my work. going to play badminton tmr aft submission. yea! cant wait. hee.. ciao.
Friday, January 14, 2005
reminiscing...
megat came toking to me today aft gems. told me lotsa things... made me think alot. said wad happened b4 was the best for me.. n him. dunno if tts true, dun tink it was... didnt tink so much aft we parted, no tears shed... till today. he mentioned abt the past, how happy we were, said we were much more in control of life b4... but i reminded him how difficult it was for us, tt its much more better tis way. but somehow the more he said, something deep in my heart surfaced and i started to sob uncontrollably. dunno y i cried, dunno wad had been hidden deep in my heart, i didnt even noe tis overwhelming emotion exists. it made me realise tt nutting had changed, phsycologically; mentally. kenneth is juz pleasing to the eye and to occupy tt something in my heart. part of me is glad tt it exists, but majority of me want to hide frm it, to escape frm tis pain. its still in me, n oh how much do i wish tt i can cry it out again, to sob so much tt it wretchs my body, but i cant...
another issue crossed my mind when jack told me, "y write something tt comes frm ur heart and let ppl read it?" he got a pt here... kinda fed up trying to hide things here n there, being afraid tt ppl will read it. well.. its my blog and i can type wadeva i like. read it only wen u care, not coz wen u're some busybody or u juz wanna gossip abt me, if tts the case den f off.
another issue crossed my mind when jack told me, "y write something tt comes frm ur heart and let ppl read it?" he got a pt here... kinda fed up trying to hide things here n there, being afraid tt ppl will read it. well.. its my blog and i can type wadeva i like. read it only wen u care, not coz wen u're some busybody or u juz wanna gossip abt me, if tts the case den f off.
Thursday, January 13, 2005
shit man.. wads wrong wif my blogskin?! so fed up... cant get on msn but can come online. i wanna go on msn!! haiz.. my temper's been really bad recently. dunno y all of the sudden juz rise... mayb coz pms.. dunno la.. dun wanna blame it on such thing.
kinda flared up during sd today. felt like dan kept going arnd doing his own thing without tinking abt me.. its like he dunno his steps coz he missed yest's pract, and now he's going arnd toking without practicing. -_-... fine.. i kept quiet... paired up wif some other guy.. i dun mind. den wen it came to pract... all he tot of was his moves.. excuse me?! we're dance partners... we're supposed to learn the moves together even if i knew them already. fine.. i let him learn himself... den wen he comes back to me, he dunno how to dance wif a partner... was soo freaking fed up.. aft the class, he barely know his steps and have to rush off for another dance class. wth?! nutting to say...
freddy joined sd too.. saw him today. his fren was also frm contemp dance but she didnt like it, so stopped. welll... she's kenneth's sec sch classmate. n she told me they joined contemp dance together. its nutting much actually.. but it kinda make me feel sad... actually.. jealous. cld tell tt she likes him too, coz wen i mentioned abt him, her eyes kinda lit up. cleared my mind while walking home.. it made me tink tt i cant go on like this animore, tired n sick of getting my mood down coz of a guy. sooo.... made a promise to myself tt i'll take my mind off him. yes.. i can do it. its all yi xiang qing yuen.
was watching the bachelor. he got a spy amongst the gals, his best fren. was tinking if glenn is in such a show, will he ask me to be his spy? weird tot man... tinking of glenn... since sch had started for us, we've been contacting each other lesser n lesser. said he'll acc me to bring cha cha to the vet but i've been so busy, so no promises. haiz.. hope we can hang out together soon. ying dar also.. nv contact each other for so long le. vanitha too.. same sch but nv see each other. so sad... =(
hta lect tmr cancelled... hmmm.. wad time shld i go to sch? neeta find andrew to show him my model. haiz.. sian.
kinda flared up during sd today. felt like dan kept going arnd doing his own thing without tinking abt me.. its like he dunno his steps coz he missed yest's pract, and now he's going arnd toking without practicing. -_-... fine.. i kept quiet... paired up wif some other guy.. i dun mind. den wen it came to pract... all he tot of was his moves.. excuse me?! we're dance partners... we're supposed to learn the moves together even if i knew them already. fine.. i let him learn himself... den wen he comes back to me, he dunno how to dance wif a partner... was soo freaking fed up.. aft the class, he barely know his steps and have to rush off for another dance class. wth?! nutting to say...
freddy joined sd too.. saw him today. his fren was also frm contemp dance but she didnt like it, so stopped. welll... she's kenneth's sec sch classmate. n she told me they joined contemp dance together. its nutting much actually.. but it kinda make me feel sad... actually.. jealous. cld tell tt she likes him too, coz wen i mentioned abt him, her eyes kinda lit up. cleared my mind while walking home.. it made me tink tt i cant go on like this animore, tired n sick of getting my mood down coz of a guy. sooo.... made a promise to myself tt i'll take my mind off him. yes.. i can do it. its all yi xiang qing yuen.
was watching the bachelor. he got a spy amongst the gals, his best fren. was tinking if glenn is in such a show, will he ask me to be his spy? weird tot man... tinking of glenn... since sch had started for us, we've been contacting each other lesser n lesser. said he'll acc me to bring cha cha to the vet but i've been so busy, so no promises. haiz.. hope we can hang out together soon. ying dar also.. nv contact each other for so long le. vanitha too.. same sch but nv see each other. so sad... =(
hta lect tmr cancelled... hmmm.. wad time shld i go to sch? neeta find andrew to show him my model. haiz.. sian.
yawn........
having crs now.. freaking boring man.. *yawn* have no idea wad the hell she is toking. submission's on thurs and i haven even get my design confirmed.. so dead... haiz... stupid comp cant get me online... damn irritated.
had piano class yest and ms boon told me she wanna put me on exam... shit man.. dunno if i can cope wif my studies.. got a feeling i'm gonna fail tis grade.. almost failed grade 6, wad makes me tink i'll pass grade 7? haiz.. God give me the strength. =(
saw him yest again while i was hanging out wif lionel at the mph. they had rehearsal, i was wasting time coz piano class was only at 7.30. taught him how to dance salsa.. so cute man.. coz he wanted to learn how to move, so i tot him, den he kept saying he like woodboard.. lolx.
yest night was tinking of wad he said abt pushing oneself to be more flexible.. so i mentally made a note tt i muz stretch my legs every night so tt i can make a perfect split. haha.. guess i pushed my self too hard.. kept my leg in my maximum split position while doing my proj on the floor, den wen i stood up, my thighs hurt like hell man. cldnt walk normally tis morning.. lolx.
ai yo.. better stop...
had piano class yest and ms boon told me she wanna put me on exam... shit man.. dunno if i can cope wif my studies.. got a feeling i'm gonna fail tis grade.. almost failed grade 6, wad makes me tink i'll pass grade 7? haiz.. God give me the strength. =(
saw him yest again while i was hanging out wif lionel at the mph. they had rehearsal, i was wasting time coz piano class was only at 7.30. taught him how to dance salsa.. so cute man.. coz he wanted to learn how to move, so i tot him, den he kept saying he like woodboard.. lolx.
yest night was tinking of wad he said abt pushing oneself to be more flexible.. so i mentally made a note tt i muz stretch my legs every night so tt i can make a perfect split. haha.. guess i pushed my self too hard.. kept my leg in my maximum split position while doing my proj on the floor, den wen i stood up, my thighs hurt like hell man. cldnt walk normally tis morning.. lolx.
ai yo.. better stop...
Monday, January 10, 2005
cant get enuff of ya
today was such a great day man.. hehe.. so happy.. okok. woke up late for sch.. rushed.. managed to reach sch only 15 mins late for lect. aft lect, went to west coast.. so stupid lor.. go there juz to draw mac's roof. kaoz.. waste time only. we end up playing at the playground. hehe.. so fun.. i like climbing the pyramid. the whole bunch of us were sitting there, had tis constant fear that it will snap. lolx. den there's the slide.. haa.. so fun.. laugh until peng. =)
went back to sch, den did my mass model. aft tt jack said he wanna go to the lib den go home. asked if i wanna go.. so i followed him. went to lib, rushed home, gathered my dance stuff, took a bath and took a cab back to sch. aft toking to mdm june abt my model, went to find freddy at fc 3 wif lionel. den contemporary dance!!!! yea!!! hehehehe...
kenneth was late.. so i tot he wasnt coming.. den there's another kenneth, he msged tis gal say he not dancing animore.. i was sooo shocked lor, also very disappointed.. in the end found out its not him. so relieved. hehe.. den he came. yea! hehe.. didnt tok much at first, only smile at each other. den during dance, kept glancing at him.. hehe. aft the pract, my stomach was hurting really badly due to diarrhoea, so went to sit down, den he n lionel came over, den he so sweet lor.. asked if i was ok.. i know it was juz a frenly gesture, but still.. hehe... was really happy tt he cared.
lionel went to the toilet, den left me n him.. hehe. kinda awkward. den he said,"u perm ur hair ah?" he actually noticed!!
den i said, "yea... but i like my straight hair better leh. which one u prefer?"
he replied, "no la.. straight hair too common liao.. tink i like tis one. some ppl look older wif permed hair, but i tink u look nice."
so happy lor!! hehehe.. bleah bleah bleah. aft tt lionel and freddy came back from the loo.. chat chat chat, den they had to go for rehearsal le. so sat there watch them rehearse. really cannot stop watching him dance man.. goodness.. he's such a great dancer lor.. tink he noticed.. coz saw him glancing at me once in a while. in the end i didnt want to let him notice too much (juz wanna admire him secretly), so went to read the tao of architecture, got really bored of it, so started drawing my hand. den they came back.. den he saw my drawing and asked if i know how to draw human portrait, den i said abit, den he asked me to draw him. hehe.. so cute. hehe.
while walking to the mrt, he really cute leh. so caring also. hehe. was walking rather quietly coz felt awkward mah. den he asked me, "y so quiet? tok mah." hehe.. felt really paiseh lor. hehe.. so in the end started chatting alot. lolx. like heck la, juz show my true self. den in the train, tink i kinda offended him, coz he asked if i wanna join them for rehearsal on wed, i was like, "for wad??" den he juz kept quiet. dunno la.. i was screaming in my mind, "fark la! y u so rude?!" =( so i tried to cover it up, said cannot coz got sd in the aftnoon. den he asked if i can teach him salsa. hehe!! teach him salsa!!! heehe!! cant wait!! hehe! kept bumping into each other in the train, so paiseh.. hehe..
tink on wed, gotta stay in the mph aft sd to pract my piano till they come. den can see him again. i really siao already. but he's tt kind of guy who i'll get crazy abt lor. those who can chat and laugh wif, but still have tis peaceful, quiet atmosphere arnd. very rare to find such guys. =) the way i react and feel.. really reminds me of the time i like glenn leh. the way he acts n all.. reminds me of him b4 we became gd frens.. wooo~ reminiscing those days.. totally loooovve it.
really crazy abt him lor. but juz wanna keep it secret frm him. gonna conc on my studies first. further more, kinda bored and scared of relationships already. like the way it is now.. quiet, blissful feeling. =)
went back to sch, den did my mass model. aft tt jack said he wanna go to the lib den go home. asked if i wanna go.. so i followed him. went to lib, rushed home, gathered my dance stuff, took a bath and took a cab back to sch. aft toking to mdm june abt my model, went to find freddy at fc 3 wif lionel. den contemporary dance!!!! yea!!! hehehehe...
kenneth was late.. so i tot he wasnt coming.. den there's another kenneth, he msged tis gal say he not dancing animore.. i was sooo shocked lor, also very disappointed.. in the end found out its not him. so relieved. hehe.. den he came. yea! hehe.. didnt tok much at first, only smile at each other. den during dance, kept glancing at him.. hehe. aft the pract, my stomach was hurting really badly due to diarrhoea, so went to sit down, den he n lionel came over, den he so sweet lor.. asked if i was ok.. i know it was juz a frenly gesture, but still.. hehe... was really happy tt he cared.
lionel went to the toilet, den left me n him.. hehe. kinda awkward. den he said,"u perm ur hair ah?" he actually noticed!!
den i said, "yea... but i like my straight hair better leh. which one u prefer?"
he replied, "no la.. straight hair too common liao.. tink i like tis one. some ppl look older wif permed hair, but i tink u look nice."
so happy lor!! hehehe.. bleah bleah bleah. aft tt lionel and freddy came back from the loo.. chat chat chat, den they had to go for rehearsal le. so sat there watch them rehearse. really cannot stop watching him dance man.. goodness.. he's such a great dancer lor.. tink he noticed.. coz saw him glancing at me once in a while. in the end i didnt want to let him notice too much (juz wanna admire him secretly), so went to read the tao of architecture, got really bored of it, so started drawing my hand. den they came back.. den he saw my drawing and asked if i know how to draw human portrait, den i said abit, den he asked me to draw him. hehe.. so cute. hehe.
while walking to the mrt, he really cute leh. so caring also. hehe. was walking rather quietly coz felt awkward mah. den he asked me, "y so quiet? tok mah." hehe.. felt really paiseh lor. hehe.. so in the end started chatting alot. lolx. like heck la, juz show my true self. den in the train, tink i kinda offended him, coz he asked if i wanna join them for rehearsal on wed, i was like, "for wad??" den he juz kept quiet. dunno la.. i was screaming in my mind, "fark la! y u so rude?!" =( so i tried to cover it up, said cannot coz got sd in the aftnoon. den he asked if i can teach him salsa. hehe!! teach him salsa!!! heehe!! cant wait!! hehe! kept bumping into each other in the train, so paiseh.. hehe..
tink on wed, gotta stay in the mph aft sd to pract my piano till they come. den can see him again. i really siao already. but he's tt kind of guy who i'll get crazy abt lor. those who can chat and laugh wif, but still have tis peaceful, quiet atmosphere arnd. very rare to find such guys. =) the way i react and feel.. really reminds me of the time i like glenn leh. the way he acts n all.. reminds me of him b4 we became gd frens.. wooo~ reminiscing those days.. totally loooovve it.
really crazy abt him lor. but juz wanna keep it secret frm him. gonna conc on my studies first. further more, kinda bored and scared of relationships already. like the way it is now.. quiet, blissful feeling. =)
Saturday, January 08, 2005
freaking comp
kaoz... my comp is sooo slow tt i can finish playing 1 piano piece n its still opening the explorer window. buey tahan!! had to try 2 times before i could get into blogger. argh.. i desperately need a new comp man. where is the new comp my mom told me abt?!
sch yesterday was nutting man.. so sian.. hta cancelled.. damn.. megat, jack and a whole lot of ppl left sch freak early to go to orchard coz they wanted to escape frm andrew. den so stupid man.. my gems was at 1.. i tot 3 sia.. den tis new guy who juz joined us msged me while i was hanging out wif ivonny and lee hua at the student alumni centre.. i was like, "shit!!" was soo scared to miss my presentation lor.. luckily in the end its not our grp's turn yet wen i reached at abt 1.30.. phew! presentation was ok la.. i only tok abit.. jacquelyn was the one who explained how to solve the quiz.. i was writing it down on the visualizer. den went back to studio.. slack slack slack.
met glenn at arnd 6 at lavender, he tot there's a bus to orchard frm there but in the end dun have coz the bus went back to its old route since the nicolle highway re-opened. so... we walked to suntec frm there. leg freaking pain man.. coz was wearing slippers.. planned to walk to orchard.. but in the end had to take the train frm city hall. really cannot take it.. my leg was too painful. he also.. got muscle ache.. coz he went jogging the day b4. den went to orchard n slacked at borders. was sooo inspired while reading frank lloyd wright's book man.. if only borders was the studio.. den can do my mass model immediately. hehe.. used my hp to take some pics in the book. wahhaha.. at last!! got idea liao. hehe.. aft tt glenn left to meet his fren.. wanted to find for jack.. but he wif his frens.. so in the end went home.
my hairstyle changed!! hehe.. cut n permed.. changed my fringe to a more obvious side parting also. but the perm like not much effect.. got a feeling it wun last long. oh well.. ivonny cut and styled her hair. so nice man!! i like.. so punky.. hee. virly also cut.. but like no diff... haiz.. but can see tt its slightly shorter and thinner. =) b4 tt had lunch at pastamania.. den helped ivonny choose a couple ring for her n her bf.. den went to far east to meet virly's sis and checked the prices of the hair salons... walked like for 1 hr+++.. got tis shop.. very cheap leh.. but they said they're only free tmr. siao man.. got so busy wan huh? i abit dun believe.. oh well.. so in the end we went back to one of the shops we asked earlier on. oooh.. saw zhi (2nd time at the same place!) and fiona (at the same hair salon). so qiao man. =)
tink i look abit aunty wif my new hairstyle.. ivonny said i look more feminine.. bleah.. but i tink once i open my mouth.. how i speak n act confirm not feminine. hehe.. muz try to maintain the curl.. or else it'll be such a waste of money.
argh.. enuff of fun already.. gotta do my mass model tmr. so tired.. go slp le. nitey.
sch yesterday was nutting man.. so sian.. hta cancelled.. damn.. megat, jack and a whole lot of ppl left sch freak early to go to orchard coz they wanted to escape frm andrew. den so stupid man.. my gems was at 1.. i tot 3 sia.. den tis new guy who juz joined us msged me while i was hanging out wif ivonny and lee hua at the student alumni centre.. i was like, "shit!!" was soo scared to miss my presentation lor.. luckily in the end its not our grp's turn yet wen i reached at abt 1.30.. phew! presentation was ok la.. i only tok abit.. jacquelyn was the one who explained how to solve the quiz.. i was writing it down on the visualizer. den went back to studio.. slack slack slack.
met glenn at arnd 6 at lavender, he tot there's a bus to orchard frm there but in the end dun have coz the bus went back to its old route since the nicolle highway re-opened. so... we walked to suntec frm there. leg freaking pain man.. coz was wearing slippers.. planned to walk to orchard.. but in the end had to take the train frm city hall. really cannot take it.. my leg was too painful. he also.. got muscle ache.. coz he went jogging the day b4. den went to orchard n slacked at borders. was sooo inspired while reading frank lloyd wright's book man.. if only borders was the studio.. den can do my mass model immediately. hehe.. used my hp to take some pics in the book. wahhaha.. at last!! got idea liao. hehe.. aft tt glenn left to meet his fren.. wanted to find for jack.. but he wif his frens.. so in the end went home.
my hairstyle changed!! hehe.. cut n permed.. changed my fringe to a more obvious side parting also. but the perm like not much effect.. got a feeling it wun last long. oh well.. ivonny cut and styled her hair. so nice man!! i like.. so punky.. hee. virly also cut.. but like no diff... haiz.. but can see tt its slightly shorter and thinner. =) b4 tt had lunch at pastamania.. den helped ivonny choose a couple ring for her n her bf.. den went to far east to meet virly's sis and checked the prices of the hair salons... walked like for 1 hr+++.. got tis shop.. very cheap leh.. but they said they're only free tmr. siao man.. got so busy wan huh? i abit dun believe.. oh well.. so in the end we went back to one of the shops we asked earlier on. oooh.. saw zhi (2nd time at the same place!) and fiona (at the same hair salon). so qiao man. =)
tink i look abit aunty wif my new hairstyle.. ivonny said i look more feminine.. bleah.. but i tink once i open my mouth.. how i speak n act confirm not feminine. hehe.. muz try to maintain the curl.. or else it'll be such a waste of money.
argh.. enuff of fun already.. gotta do my mass model tmr. so tired.. go slp le. nitey.
Friday, January 07, 2005
why come back? saded~
gh had been toking to me alot tis days. msging me... calling me.. asking me out.. i juz dun understand y he's back all of the sudden... y not leave me alone juz like b4? now i juz cant stop tinking of our past and how he used to hurt me. "i still love you but i miss having a single life" wad kind of stupid reason is tt? now he's msging and toking to me like he still care alot. "wan me to acc me over the fone?" i wan u to fuck off. ai ya.. dunno la... its nice still being frens wif him.. but i feel he's getting too close.
was feeling fine juz now.. y the sudden change of mood? was it wad i read? haiz~
was feeling fine juz now.. y the sudden change of mood? was it wad i read? haiz~
Thursday, January 06, 2005
inspiration-less!!
in the lib wif ivonny, irwin and jack. bleah.. supposed to do my mass modeling but heck. hehe.. didnt go for crs today in the morning.. sick man.. freaking sick. cldnt wake up at all. so in the end msged megat to tell him to inform the teacher. woke up at arnd 11+ n went to sch. sick man.. really sick.. oh yea.. so weird man.. in the taxi, the driver kept staring at me thru the mirror.. felt really awkward..
was talking to megat, ivonny, virly, lee hua, lionel and jack abt boy-gal stuff. the guys were qnsing us wad kind of ans do gals want if we ask if we're fat... n alot of stuff la. the more we talked abt it the more i start to hate being in a relationship.. starting to get scared of such stuff already. den started to tink of him.. the more i tink the more sad i got. tinking y he's like tt to me.. bla bla bla.. was soo sad man.. den told jack abt it.. he told me to go tok to him which is impossible. not tt my feelings for him came back.. but its really sad to noe he treated me like tt. dunno la.. very sad.. dunno y sad also. ai ya! siao already.
lionel saw kenneth in his uniform today.. argh.. if only i was there.. alamak.. hehe.. i juz looovveee admiring him secretly. =)
shit.. gotta go for sd.. end
was talking to megat, ivonny, virly, lee hua, lionel and jack abt boy-gal stuff. the guys were qnsing us wad kind of ans do gals want if we ask if we're fat... n alot of stuff la. the more we talked abt it the more i start to hate being in a relationship.. starting to get scared of such stuff already. den started to tink of him.. the more i tink the more sad i got. tinking y he's like tt to me.. bla bla bla.. was soo sad man.. den told jack abt it.. he told me to go tok to him which is impossible. not tt my feelings for him came back.. but its really sad to noe he treated me like tt. dunno la.. very sad.. dunno y sad also. ai ya! siao already.
lionel saw kenneth in his uniform today.. argh.. if only i was there.. alamak.. hehe.. i juz looovveee admiring him secretly. =)
shit.. gotta go for sd.. end
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
finally online
had been able to come online for the past 3 days.. quite happy abt it but its still reaaallly laggy. coz it had been really long since i went on msn, lotsa ppl came toking to me.. making my comp super laggy, quite pissed off abt it. heard frm my mom tt she managed to get a free comp frm starhub but didnt noe wen it's coming.. hope it comes soon... cant wait to be able to use the internet wif little worries.
cadp was cancelled in the last min... wen i was abt to leave the house.. was tinking of staying home but had already promised ivonny tt i'll be there.. further more there's still the toopid mario botta hse, its finally over...
so yea, went to sch... so funny, wen jack saw me... he came over and squeezed my cheeks without realising i applied make-up.. den he was like,"yeeee!!! y so sticky!!" lolx.. toopid guy.. everytime bully me.. serve him rite.. lolx.. aniway, burned the cd, handed it up den went for lunch wif megat, jack, mark, ivonny and kim. lionel, hid and rf joined us later on. aft tt went to kbox wif lionel, ivonny and rf. quite nice.. soo long nv sing already.. quite terrible.. lolx. lionel nv sing wan.. kaoz.. he say he dunno how to read chi words.. but still can sing along wad.. haiz.. was trying to push him to sing until he very fed up. *shrug*
aniway... aft singing.. went shopping wif the gals. hehe.. so nice.. there was tis top which i tried.. den very nice lor!!! but sooo ex... was tinking n tinking of it.. ivonny also wanted another top frm the same shop.. but also too ex. den we were like grumbling to rf.. hehe.. in the end still buy la.. $30+ leh.. ai yo.. heartache.. money gone. but.. the top really nice!! hehehe..
gonna go for a hairstyle-change on sat wif ivonny n virly. CANT WAIT!!! hehe.. but got facial in the aftnoon la.. heck.. gonna change it to the morning.. den can meet em in the aftnoon. hehehe. planned to perm my hair.. make it slightly wavy.. den trim my fringe slightly shorter.. hehe.. cant wait!!! gonna get another 50bucks frm my mom.. dun care!! hehe.. so bad man me. =X
cadp was cancelled in the last min... wen i was abt to leave the house.. was tinking of staying home but had already promised ivonny tt i'll be there.. further more there's still the toopid mario botta hse, its finally over...
so yea, went to sch... so funny, wen jack saw me... he came over and squeezed my cheeks without realising i applied make-up.. den he was like,"yeeee!!! y so sticky!!" lolx.. toopid guy.. everytime bully me.. serve him rite.. lolx.. aniway, burned the cd, handed it up den went for lunch wif megat, jack, mark, ivonny and kim. lionel, hid and rf joined us later on. aft tt went to kbox wif lionel, ivonny and rf. quite nice.. soo long nv sing already.. quite terrible.. lolx. lionel nv sing wan.. kaoz.. he say he dunno how to read chi words.. but still can sing along wad.. haiz.. was trying to push him to sing until he very fed up. *shrug*
aniway... aft singing.. went shopping wif the gals. hehe.. so nice.. there was tis top which i tried.. den very nice lor!!! but sooo ex... was tinking n tinking of it.. ivonny also wanted another top frm the same shop.. but also too ex. den we were like grumbling to rf.. hehe.. in the end still buy la.. $30+ leh.. ai yo.. heartache.. money gone. but.. the top really nice!! hehehe..
gonna go for a hairstyle-change on sat wif ivonny n virly. CANT WAIT!!! hehe.. but got facial in the aftnoon la.. heck.. gonna change it to the morning.. den can meet em in the aftnoon. hehehe. planned to perm my hair.. make it slightly wavy.. den trim my fringe slightly shorter.. hehe.. cant wait!!! gonna get another 50bucks frm my mom.. dun care!! hehe.. so bad man me. =X
Monday, January 03, 2005
cadp
spent the whole day doing the bloody mario botta.. buey tahan.. almost cried once wen i cldnt open the file... tis may sound weird, but.. thnx to chandra, it worked. *phew*
well.. wad i wanna say today is... I WENT TO MEET KENNETH!!! AH!! ahahhahaha... welll... not really say meet la.. juz to meet up wif him to pay him the tix to his performance. he's still soo cute.. looked really great in tt brown long sleeve tee. gosh... cld feel my face burning once i saw him. ahh... reminds me the last time wen i used to like glenn.. lolx. wanted to tok like my normal self.. u noe.. loud and open tt kind.. but cldnt! wad came out frm my mouth was juz a whisper.. cld only speak softly. goodness... wads wrong wif me?! hehehe.. gonna meet up wif him again some day coz he still owns me 1 bucks.. n boy do i want tt $1 back!! so can see him... heeee.. god... i gotta get out of tis craze!!!
went back to the comp lap smiling n beaming n all.. lolx... ivonny, virly, lionel and jack knew abt my craze.. lolx.. they all say i siao already. lolx... ahh!! really siao already. =P
well.. wad i wanna say today is... I WENT TO MEET KENNETH!!! AH!! ahahhahaha... welll... not really say meet la.. juz to meet up wif him to pay him the tix to his performance. he's still soo cute.. looked really great in tt brown long sleeve tee. gosh... cld feel my face burning once i saw him. ahh... reminds me the last time wen i used to like glenn.. lolx. wanted to tok like my normal self.. u noe.. loud and open tt kind.. but cldnt! wad came out frm my mouth was juz a whisper.. cld only speak softly. goodness... wads wrong wif me?! hehehe.. gonna meet up wif him again some day coz he still owns me 1 bucks.. n boy do i want tt $1 back!! so can see him... heeee.. god... i gotta get out of tis craze!!!
went back to the comp lap smiling n beaming n all.. lolx... ivonny, virly, lionel and jack knew abt my craze.. lolx.. they all say i siao already. lolx... ahh!! really siao already. =P