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Wednesday, June 29, 2005
y doesnt one treasure someone they truely love, only aft they have lost them?
i was madly in love wif him once.. held on for 2 yrs... only to hear him say, "i miss being single."
broke my heart n threw me aside like a toy he got sick of playing wif. held on for a mnth or so... hoping to have him back. but no.. he broke my heart again.
nv regretted giving up on him. its a blessing. i'm so much more happier. n so i tot he was too... happily flirting arnd.. having flings like there's no tmr..
n now he wants me back? wad? am i another targeted victim? another fling?
said he haven gotten over me.. for the past 2 yrs.. den y hurt me again and again back den? wen i was clinging onto him so desperate... making me cry night aft night.. leading to giving up on him...
sick man.. SICK OF ALL TIS..
i was madly in love wif him once.. held on for 2 yrs... only to hear him say, "i miss being single."
broke my heart n threw me aside like a toy he got sick of playing wif. held on for a mnth or so... hoping to have him back. but no.. he broke my heart again.
nv regretted giving up on him. its a blessing. i'm so much more happier. n so i tot he was too... happily flirting arnd.. having flings like there's no tmr..
n now he wants me back? wad? am i another targeted victim? another fling?
said he haven gotten over me.. for the past 2 yrs.. den y hurt me again and again back den? wen i was clinging onto him so desperate... making me cry night aft night.. leading to giving up on him...
sick man.. SICK OF ALL TIS..
Saturday, June 25, 2005
great day i had today man~! shall start wif yest first.
felt too sick to go for dance in the aftnoon, so slacked till it was time for piano. dragged my seemingly HEAVY legs out... to the class... to realise it was close! like wth man. they didnt inform me wadsoeva... cldnt call them coz i dun have ms boon's hp no., so how?! called gh whom i was supposed to go out wif later at night. -_- it the end took my time to walk arnd. went to chinatown to window shop... was tinking of getting a pair of earrings, but cldnt find ani. gh joined me soon aft.. den we proceeded to tiong for a movie, all abt love. ASHTON KUTCHER!! aaahh.. so cute looor. super cute loor. the show was ok i guess.. altho draggy at times.. but it was gd entertainment... quite funny. =) aft movie, slacked at tiong park. mom n bro called to ask me back. so rushed home by cab.
cldnt slp at first wen i got home. weird... forced myself to, but was tossing n turning. owells.. fell aslp aniway. woke up at 9.15 n got ready for sd dance at sch.
was supposed to be able to reach sch in time for dance. but i had loads of trouble wif my right eye. was extremely painful wen i put on my lenses, tried again n again but it juz got worse. tot it was ok aft a few tries, but the pain got back while i was in the lift, so i had to rush back home to remove them. argh. gave up n settled wif glasses. aniway, rushed to sch for seniore cha cha. *phew* its a freaking difficult dance man. legs were all sore n painful aft it all.
aft dance, rushed off to the asian civilisation musuem to watch glenn n company's cambodia trip presentation. interesting i shld say. kinda freaked out wen they showed a video clip on the war victims, prison guard n prisoners... didnt noe y.. was pretty scared while watching it... there was tis voice in me wanting to scream, shriek my lungs out. argh. had lunch, den went to orchard wif peiru. joined the dance n cheer peeps to watch a hip hop comp at cine. they were really gd man.. was soo inspired to dance like them. haha. kinda sick of the intervals in btwn.. juz cant wait to watch every competing team.
soka tmr. haiz.. abit sick of it already. hee. last training!! endure!! =P
felt too sick to go for dance in the aftnoon, so slacked till it was time for piano. dragged my seemingly HEAVY legs out... to the class... to realise it was close! like wth man. they didnt inform me wadsoeva... cldnt call them coz i dun have ms boon's hp no., so how?! called gh whom i was supposed to go out wif later at night. -_- it the end took my time to walk arnd. went to chinatown to window shop... was tinking of getting a pair of earrings, but cldnt find ani. gh joined me soon aft.. den we proceeded to tiong for a movie, all abt love. ASHTON KUTCHER!! aaahh.. so cute looor. super cute loor. the show was ok i guess.. altho draggy at times.. but it was gd entertainment... quite funny. =) aft movie, slacked at tiong park. mom n bro called to ask me back. so rushed home by cab.
cldnt slp at first wen i got home. weird... forced myself to, but was tossing n turning. owells.. fell aslp aniway. woke up at 9.15 n got ready for sd dance at sch.
was supposed to be able to reach sch in time for dance. but i had loads of trouble wif my right eye. was extremely painful wen i put on my lenses, tried again n again but it juz got worse. tot it was ok aft a few tries, but the pain got back while i was in the lift, so i had to rush back home to remove them. argh. gave up n settled wif glasses. aniway, rushed to sch for seniore cha cha. *phew* its a freaking difficult dance man. legs were all sore n painful aft it all.
aft dance, rushed off to the asian civilisation musuem to watch glenn n company's cambodia trip presentation. interesting i shld say. kinda freaked out wen they showed a video clip on the war victims, prison guard n prisoners... didnt noe y.. was pretty scared while watching it... there was tis voice in me wanting to scream, shriek my lungs out. argh. had lunch, den went to orchard wif peiru. joined the dance n cheer peeps to watch a hip hop comp at cine. they were really gd man.. was soo inspired to dance like them. haha. kinda sick of the intervals in btwn.. juz cant wait to watch every competing team.
soka tmr. haiz.. abit sick of it already. hee. last training!! endure!! =P
Thursday, June 23, 2005
feeling soo sick. didnt go for lc today... cancelled meeting chong heng to label the clothes in the club hse... told dan i cant go for sd.. msged hui sim to tell her i cant go for the sj anco debriefing meeting. slept the whole day feeling terrible. damn i hate being sick. ma said going to the doc wastes money.. so i decided not to. since money is much more impt than my health to her.
deciding if i'll be better for contemp dance tmr.. n aft for piano class in the evening. i'll definitely be going for piano, had been skipping too many classes. if i wake up feeling better tmr, prolly go for dance.
deciding if i'll be better for contemp dance tmr.. n aft for piano class in the evening. i'll definitely be going for piano, had been skipping too many classes. if i wake up feeling better tmr, prolly go for dance.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
crit's over. finally. feels like the whole proj has ended... but nooo.. there's loads more to go. didnt get to present the grp proj on mon coz isk was late. ended up presenting only for our individual. n even if we presented, they will not award us any marks. it sux.. totally... the feeling sux.. i cant imagine looking at my results once they're out. Fs all the way. oh God...
my individual presentation was ok i guess. there were more good comments den bad. they said my work was consistently gd. smiled n nodded.. but deep in me, i knew it aint true. they were all last min work.. half slpt n worked, came out wif all sorta crap.. which, well... were "consistent". *shrug*
went home aft lunch yest. was freaking tired.. for some reason. fell smack to slp. woke up late for hip hop. wanted to rush.. but juz cldnt bring myself to. juz took my time changing. tried to find my shorts, but didnt noe where they went. tried on the pair of trackpants kd gave me, but found them too huge. finally settled wif my jeans. like wth, shall juz dance in them. hip hop was really fun. huge dance moves... pretty difficult. was panting n sweating aft it all. had trouble walking home. leg muscles aching like mad.
went window shopping wif yingz today. soo long nv see her le. still the same ol. haha. pretty hard to ask her out tis days... wif her busy wif her jc n bf. yes~~ bf... haha.. no la.. its natural for someone to be more preoccupied wif their significant half. i totally understand. =)
both SDs tmr.. social dance and student division.. argh.. hope i can dance wif my muscle ache.
my individual presentation was ok i guess. there were more good comments den bad. they said my work was consistently gd. smiled n nodded.. but deep in me, i knew it aint true. they were all last min work.. half slpt n worked, came out wif all sorta crap.. which, well... were "consistent". *shrug*
went home aft lunch yest. was freaking tired.. for some reason. fell smack to slp. woke up late for hip hop. wanted to rush.. but juz cldnt bring myself to. juz took my time changing. tried to find my shorts, but didnt noe where they went. tried on the pair of trackpants kd gave me, but found them too huge. finally settled wif my jeans. like wth, shall juz dance in them. hip hop was really fun. huge dance moves... pretty difficult. was panting n sweating aft it all. had trouble walking home. leg muscles aching like mad.
went window shopping wif yingz today. soo long nv see her le. still the same ol. haha. pretty hard to ask her out tis days... wif her busy wif her jc n bf. yes~~ bf... haha.. no la.. its natural for someone to be more preoccupied wif their significant half. i totally understand. =)
both SDs tmr.. social dance and student division.. argh.. hope i can dance wif my muscle ache.
Thursday, June 16, 2005
supposed to be doing my work now. argh but heck, cant seem to find any inspiration. have no idea how to start on it.
wanted to do my work last nite. even told my bro once i reached home tt i wanna use the comp to do some research. but little did i noe, while waiting for him to get off the comp, i fell smack onto bed n slept like a log till the nxt morning. argh.
exhausted.. so exhausted. piano exam's coming, but i have no time to pract! tmr's the class n i haven even touch the scores. the piano's accumulating dust and rotting away. i am so gonna fail grade 7. =( owells...
tmr's the submission n i haven started on my individual work. gonna work wif ivonny later.. hopefully i can find some inspiration then. *prays*
wanted to do my work last nite. even told my bro once i reached home tt i wanna use the comp to do some research. but little did i noe, while waiting for him to get off the comp, i fell smack onto bed n slept like a log till the nxt morning. argh.
exhausted.. so exhausted. piano exam's coming, but i have no time to pract! tmr's the class n i haven even touch the scores. the piano's accumulating dust and rotting away. i am so gonna fail grade 7. =( owells...
tmr's the submission n i haven started on my individual work. gonna work wif ivonny later.. hopefully i can find some inspiration then. *prays*
Monday, June 13, 2005
came back frm sj camp yest. felt so exhausted. the camp was ok i guess... quite slacked. aint as tough or scary as wen i was still a cadet. tink the officers are not as fierce or strict animore. the trainees are getting worse by the yr. the discipline's not there... their stamina is terrible... their first aid skills cannot make it. as for the footdrill.. guess they're ok.. i've seen worse. was the DO on the last day. the course ic c-m-i man.. was scolding at him like mad.. gave him a whole load of pressure.. he was pretty scared of me. haha. =P
aft the camp was the zone inspection cum passing out parade. was the goh commander. almost fall aslp during the prize presentation man. was trying really hard to keep my eyes open. my right leg was numb due to standing for so long. cld barely bang properly. felt like my limbs were abt to give way wen the march pass started. guess i haven been training... legs gotten soft. owells.
didnt want to go for sch today. felt like shit wen i woke up. still felt terrible wen i was in sch. actually.. felt horrible the whole day man. was lethagic like hell. kept tinking of going home. held on till 6+. works more impt.. yep. didnt go for dance... too tired..
guess i'll slp earlier tonite.
aft the camp was the zone inspection cum passing out parade. was the goh commander. almost fall aslp during the prize presentation man. was trying really hard to keep my eyes open. my right leg was numb due to standing for so long. cld barely bang properly. felt like my limbs were abt to give way wen the march pass started. guess i haven been training... legs gotten soft. owells.
didnt want to go for sch today. felt like shit wen i woke up. still felt terrible wen i was in sch. actually.. felt horrible the whole day man. was lethagic like hell. kept tinking of going home. held on till 6+. works more impt.. yep. didnt go for dance... too tired..
guess i'll slp earlier tonite.
Monday, June 06, 2005
so sick of doing my proj already. there's the punggol case study, BedZED case study and selegie site analysis. i'm most insterested in BedZED so far, though the information frm the net were somewhat similar, but the way they utilized technology to being environmentally friendly caught my attention. the architecture's not really nice though... looks like an industrial area. volunteered in doing the technology part for BedZED, tink i'll have fun doing it. haha. i'm weird. owells.
was the emcee for yest's SINMAL FAC and banquet. hmm.. quite an interesting experience. was surprised how caring the higher ranking officers were, in comparison wen i was a cadet or officer-to-be. they actually chatted wif us, smiling n all... very very caring.. told us to stop writing n go eat. while waiting for a speech, told us to sit down n rest... assured us tt we were doing a great job n not to be too nervous.. wow, i was surprised. O_O
had been feeling rather weird in sch today. felt like everything's different. the closeness i used to feel towards my classmates no longer exist. feeling detached n lost. wad's wrong? everything's different.
was the emcee for yest's SINMAL FAC and banquet. hmm.. quite an interesting experience. was surprised how caring the higher ranking officers were, in comparison wen i was a cadet or officer-to-be. they actually chatted wif us, smiling n all... very very caring.. told us to stop writing n go eat. while waiting for a speech, told us to sit down n rest... assured us tt we were doing a great job n not to be too nervous.. wow, i was surprised. O_O
had been feeling rather weird in sch today. felt like everything's different. the closeness i used to feel towards my classmates no longer exist. feeling detached n lost. wad's wrong? everything's different.
Friday, June 03, 2005
shall do my work aft tis. haiz.. yr 2... its stressful.. very. or mayb i participated in too many things. kinda regretted going for the DE club interview for the main comm. realised i wun have the time to be active in the club.
went for piano today, got scolded by her again. played terribly. it was the worse i've ever performed. i cld even get the simplest notes wrong. was quivering inside wen she reminded me how near the exams are.
my whole week is booked. only free on tues. guess i'll juz drop 1 of the extra activities for the sake of work.
mon- sch, contemp dance at 6 - 8pm
tues- sch
wed- sch, SD pract 3 - 6pm, SOKA dance 7 - 9pm
thurs- sch, SD class 5 - 8pm
fri - sch, hip hop 6 - ??, piano 7.45 - 8.45pm
sat - working on proj tis wk, sj camp nxt wk
sun - emceeing for SINMA FAC, sj camp nxt wk
it suck la.. totally suck. contemp dance and sd is in sch.. so i take abt 30 mins to reach home.. SOKA is at senja.. so far away!! soo.. takes arnd 1 hr to reach home.. piano is ok.. at je.. near.. take bus home abt 30 mins. sooo... estimated time of reaching home each day..
mon - 8.45 - 9pm
tues - depends
wed - 10 - 10.15pm
thurs - 8.45 - 9pm
fri - 9.30pm
everyday go home 9+, 10+... tired n all... den need to do sch work. ai ya.. better stop complaining n go do my work.
went for piano today, got scolded by her again. played terribly. it was the worse i've ever performed. i cld even get the simplest notes wrong. was quivering inside wen she reminded me how near the exams are.
my whole week is booked. only free on tues. guess i'll juz drop 1 of the extra activities for the sake of work.
mon- sch, contemp dance at 6 - 8pm
tues- sch
wed- sch, SD pract 3 - 6pm, SOKA dance 7 - 9pm
thurs- sch, SD class 5 - 8pm
fri - sch, hip hop 6 - ??, piano 7.45 - 8.45pm
sat - working on proj tis wk, sj camp nxt wk
sun - emceeing for SINMA FAC, sj camp nxt wk
it suck la.. totally suck. contemp dance and sd is in sch.. so i take abt 30 mins to reach home.. SOKA is at senja.. so far away!! soo.. takes arnd 1 hr to reach home.. piano is ok.. at je.. near.. take bus home abt 30 mins. sooo... estimated time of reaching home each day..
mon - 8.45 - 9pm
tues - depends
wed - 10 - 10.15pm
thurs - 8.45 - 9pm
fri - 9.30pm
everyday go home 9+, 10+... tired n all... den need to do sch work. ai ya.. better stop complaining n go do my work.