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Tuesday, August 31, 2004
-nil-

freaking comp's so slow.. cant take it ani longer.. feel like smashing the CPU... bloody laptop's not working... on but screen is black.. damn it.. feel like smashing everything... need someone with me now... feeling terrible... =(
a gd fren's telling me abt problems with his gf... not sure how to help.. how can i help?! tried to explain the situation.. but he's not listening.. wads the use of telling me den?! now he's blabbering on n on.. oh well.. guess i'll juz let him vent his anger.. he'll feel better.. i guess.. *shrugs*

so worried abt primer 2... submission's on sat but the design for the A1 boards are not done yet.. not sure if we'll do well.. doubt we will.. my confidence level has gone ground zero aft interim crit... God help us..

i'm juz moving around the place like an invisible soul. doing wad ever comes, walking to places where ever my legs bring me to. life no longer have a meaning to me.. i've joined the circle of the lifeless..

we barely have time for each other. said we could hang out today but was cancelled at the very last min. was extremely disappointed but understood tt it was necessary for him to go. =) hope we'll be able to find time. i'm juz glad i've found life amongst the lifeless.. =)


Monday, August 30, 2004

He came to me tt night
And held me oh so tight
Angulfed in warmth i once craved for
Who is this knight whose heart was torn
With him the world dissolves
Are this actions right or wrong

Undescribable this feelings which grew
Never had i expected to find someone new
The one whom Pisces mentioned
Appeared like a prized posession
The answer remains unclear
All i want is to be undeterred


=(

he claims he loves her no more, is it true?
shld i trust him?
dun wanna tink abt it animore
sch's getting even more stressing
cant hold on ani longer
wanna break down but i cant
my eyes are dry
need to let go of the emotions
help



Thursday, August 26, 2004
In construction

re-doing my whole blog.