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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

had been feeling so down..
emotions crashing down on me...
so many things to say, but no one to turn to..
i miss em..
wanna spill it all to em, but knowing tt they too have probs to face, i withdrew it all back into my heart.
they seem to enjoy the new life they've found in sch, will i be a nuisance?

i juz dun feel belonged.. having to face those looks they have been giving me...
the look tt says i'm a nuisance...
a simple qns n tt look juz shows all over their face...
a simple joke n their reaction spoils it all..
smiling as n wen they like it...
i'm sick of it...
where is the nice warm feeling of welcome? where is the feeling of acceptance?

tears welling up in my eyes, but aint gonna let it fall
aint worth it
miss em.. miss em so much...
wan their warm hugs, warm smile
the glitter in their eyes
the scream of joy..
the laughter...
love em so...