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Saturday, July 09, 2005

back frm the very first soka ycf performance. it sure is a success... moods were lifted, frenships were created and bonds were made. it was really fun playing arnd wif my newly made frens, juz tt i got pretty tired aft a while n got really lazy to move arnd. stoned wen they were chanting. cld see tt most of them were tired too. everyone were juz sitting arnd chatting or stoning. we were getting really sticky b4 the performance, it juz made us slpy. the performance was great. was amazed how nice our last formation was once i saw it on screen. felt really proud of everyone. =) we were sweating like mad during the finale aft all the running n shouting. had a really nice chat wif hao yang, tis reeeaaalllyy cute guy. hehe! haha. got to noe he's studying ITE chemical process tech, the course i was supposed to get in sp! wanna get his no.!! haha.. am i desperate or am i desperate? hehe..

aft it all, we went straight home. den it got me thinking... we were all really bonded during the rehearsals and performance. but will tis frenship last aft it all? even now, aft the whole performance, everyone juz goes their own seperate ways, not even saying gdbye or mayb travel home together. we juz rushed off w/o tking into account the new frens we made. are we REALLY frens? will we greet each other if i bump into 1 someday in sp? there's tis nagging doubt in me which i dun really wanna except, but aint it the truth? owells.

he msged me again. it was nutting though.. juz tt i got really uncomfortable. y do i always feel tis way wen he sms me? den i'll feel tis super heavy rock in my heart which makes me wanna cry. everytime~!

sooo terribly tired. but there's my model i gotta finish! hold on sy! u can do it!! okok.. off to work! =P


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