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Sunday, October 09, 2005
i cant slp at jurong... i cant slp at the waterina..
hafta call the jurong home the "old place"..
i dunno which is home...
dun wanna leave jurong... dun wanna call it the old place...
dun wanna collect my belongings into boxes..
ah gong's altar and Guan Yin are at the waterina..
tis "home" has turned into an empty lifeless vessel
dun wanna move cha cha to the waterina,
at least wif him arnd, there's still a reminder that there is still life here, tt it is still occupied..
imagined the cage empty, sitting uselessly by the corner
and a huge wave of emotions came crashing down on me
y so emotional? i dunno............... juz cant bare to leave tis place in which i've been living all my life... leaving tis place is like leaving my past memories behind.. it hurts so much..
cried soo much during the first nite at the waterina...
woke up wif red eyes and sore muscles...
ppl may wonder, y the reaction? its juz moving...
guess i get emotionally attached to sumthing too easily...
like how i didnt wanna leave ah po's place, the place where i grew up...
like how badly i cried aft the rat i caught died,
how i didnt wanna see them take away the old volvo car,
how much i cried n tink abt nancy and her lil puppies being sent away (still miss em like hell),
how emotional i got wen 2 of my uncles passed away,
how i kneel in front of Guan Yin n prayed n cried for the recovery of my uncle who had a really serious TB, who eventually did recover...
i cry too much... too emotional... gd or bad?
it pains seeing pa dismantle and throwing away the stuff.. hate tis process... i love tis place too much...
hafta call the jurong home the "old place"..
i dunno which is home...
dun wanna leave jurong... dun wanna call it the old place...
dun wanna collect my belongings into boxes..
ah gong's altar and Guan Yin are at the waterina..
tis "home" has turned into an empty lifeless vessel
dun wanna move cha cha to the waterina,
at least wif him arnd, there's still a reminder that there is still life here, tt it is still occupied..
imagined the cage empty, sitting uselessly by the corner
and a huge wave of emotions came crashing down on me
y so emotional? i dunno............... juz cant bare to leave tis place in which i've been living all my life... leaving tis place is like leaving my past memories behind.. it hurts so much..
cried soo much during the first nite at the waterina...
woke up wif red eyes and sore muscles...
ppl may wonder, y the reaction? its juz moving...
guess i get emotionally attached to sumthing too easily...
like how i didnt wanna leave ah po's place, the place where i grew up...
like how badly i cried aft the rat i caught died,
how i didnt wanna see them take away the old volvo car,
how much i cried n tink abt nancy and her lil puppies being sent away (still miss em like hell),
how emotional i got wen 2 of my uncles passed away,
how i kneel in front of Guan Yin n prayed n cried for the recovery of my uncle who had a really serious TB, who eventually did recover...
i cry too much... too emotional... gd or bad?
it pains seeing pa dismantle and throwing away the stuff.. hate tis process... i love tis place too much...