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Friday, April 29, 2005

back to the comforts within the walls of my home. glad tt there's no one home, tt's wen i can rewind n rest w/o too much disturbance, which i wun be able to most of time wen they're home. my parents' are releasing their grip on me, allowed me to stay over at east coast. feel so much more better, i wun have to lie to em tis way, which i always do b4, n feeling xtremely guilty aft each lies.

east coast last nite. glad to see the rez again. had bbq. went crazy while playing at the beach. screaming like a mad woman.. playing a trick on lionel... chasing lee hua.. disturbing leslie... fun. =) joined the others at the bench n started playing cards. den we settled for truth or dare. not 1 of my fav games... but hmm, surprisingly had fun. hehe. den we slacked, chatted wif jack n lionel. jack mentioned sumthing n brought down all 3 of our moods. tried to push it away by singing some happy songs wif lionel, but it didnt help. den we stoned, deep in our own tots... cried a little, only 1 or 2 drops. other than jack n lionel, dun tink the others knew. den i moved 2 a bench nearer to the sea to have some time alone, 2 of em joined me some time later, enjoyed their company in silence, alot. =) played pool for abt 2 hrs, den went to lion's place. was abt 4am wen we fell aslp.

went for the job training in the morning. poor lionel was choosen to go in first, jack n i went for breakfast. went back to the company to wait even more. saw lionel wif a booklet, first thing tt came to my mind was, "shit... are we going to sell those?!" had a really bad feeling wen i went in for the so called "training". it was no training at all, was kinda like a lecture on advertising n business n a brief of the job. n yes, the job was going abt to sell the coupons, or "privileges card". went to tis bigger room to complete tis questionaire. like wtf for?! didnt bother doing it properly, i tot it was a waste of time. jack n i starts work only on mon. lionel started straight away today. poor him. he told me tt its a door to door sales. -_-" oh man....

tired.. shant go for piano today.