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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

was at the lib juz now. felt so comfortable there. the dead silence gave me a sense of comfort. its the only place where my tots goes un-interrupted. where my imagination wanders frm story to story. my worries seem to disappear into space. its a place where i can hide frm the harsh facts of reality while i bury myself wif shelves after shelves of books. *sigh* =)

stayed home yest. felt lonely n desperate for company for the first time in many months. browsed thru the contacts in my fone n on msn, but found no one. most of them were overseas or busy working. i tot, oh hell.... juz slack at home. turned on tv but cld only stare, not noticing wad was happening on screen. den for some reasons, tears started to flow. didnt make any effort to stop it, i juz wrecked my face n made a mess. once it stopped, i went to wash them off n continued staring at the tv, like nutting happened. kinda took me some time to come back to reality. started to find a reason y i cried, but nutting came to mind. weird emotions i have. pms??? i tink so. *shrug*

anyway, while i was enjoying reading in the lib, my bro called n asked me to join him n my parents at great world city. borrowed 2 books n took a cab down. had dinner, den walked arnd looking at furnitures for my new home. saw tis desk which i really like, but my bro wanted it too, so i decided to let him hve it, shall find for another 1. i'm such a nice sis ya? haha.. =P

went for jazz dance juz now. haven gotten over the strain on my thigh. at least its better than last wk, when i cld barely touch the floor. my mom told me to sign up the social dance class wif her. was tinking y not? since i got nutting better to do now. tinking of taking up another class.. yoga.. hmm.. shld i? i need more money den.


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