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Sunday, August 27, 2006

had been long since i've posted eh. tis ish gonna be a looong post. tho its freaking late n i'm damn tired... i still wanna blog on today. cant get it out of my mind. i'm happy.. so happy... n its those kinda happiness u have tt is so overwhelming u dont show it to ppl but feel gd inside. n u'll feel as light as ever.. even in silence.. running the thots over n over in ur head again n again, ignoring the bustle of activities arnd. =)

today, or rather, yesterday, was the lion city dancesport competition. n i dare say.. for the first time... tt lionel n i did well! better than expected. or were we lucky? didnt tink much abt going thru to the 2nd round.. but we got in. in fact most of the SP dancers made it thru. so yea, no big deal. den the nerves started to get me wen the results for round 3 were out... didnt dare to look, was standing bhind the crowd staring at lion's back while he tried squeezing his way thru to the result board. den he juz stood there, trying really hard to scan thru the list. so i started thinking,"oh no.. no good. he cant find our number!" so i started pacing.. but wen i finally looked at him, he gave me a nod! we got in! its the round b4 the semi-finals. n we were the onli couple in SP to get in. was surprised tt the better ones didnt make it. so guess we were lucky. coz i seriously still tink i'm not as gd as them. aniway, cldnt describe how happy/surprised i was. there was tis huge adrenaline rush of emotions. its soo great tt i'm still feeling it! hahaha. didnt make it to the semis tho. the competitors were uber strong.

feeling really lucky to haf lion as my partner, for the first time! haha. not tt i didnt appreciate him b4, but i felt tt we didnt click as well for the past 2 competitions. n being the overly sensitive n insecure me, i always thot tt he will leave me for a better dancer, or he'll stop going for lessons n comps. n i'll hafta find someone else frm somewhere else, n i might not succeed. dont want tt to happen man! aniway, tho we made quite a few mistakes, i felt more connected to him, much more than b4. which was gd! coz i absolutely hate the feeling of having a barrier wen dancing wif someone, be it contemp or latin dance. had nv felt so gd dancing in my life. wonder if he's feeling the way i am.. but who cares. doesnt matter. haha!

wenta watch a performance by dance horizon troupe at victoria theatre. it made me miss dancing contemp. had been long since i stretched those leg muscles. beginning to lose my flexibility, which is not much to begin wif. dance class onli starts 2 wks later, so guess i hafta stretch myself at home, at least maintain my current ability.

wooo.. damn long post. eyes freaking heavy. but thots still swirling in my mind. i'm happy. so happy. =)