i hate u. i fucking hate u.
i hate u for making me decipher ur thots everyday
i hate u for making me feel like i'm balancing on a thread
i hate u for pushing me away, den pulling me in
i hate u for giving in to me, but stay away 2 times further wen i want more
i hate u for making me feel like i'm just your friend
i hate myself for giving in to u.
do u really love me? or are u saying it juz to make me happy? to stay away frm trouble?
i dun wanna go thru tis. its exhausting.