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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

tis sux. i hate myself. now tt exams are over and tt a huge burden was suddenly lifted off my shoulder but i feel so empty. wad is tis?! i'm supposed to be happy n free. but y do i feel depressed? wads tt nagging feeling tts bothering me the whole day?
1 thing i noe for sure is the fact tt sean will def go back to his clubbing n drinking habits n get drunk every single fucking day. n i hate it. i'm fine wif the occasional drunken days juz for fun.. but not every weekend. tho its been onli 1 day after the exams, but i can foresee tt frm happening.

wads bothering me the most is the fact tt everytime he goes out drinking, he forgets abt me. its like he disappeared for a day, no sms nutting, n den POOF! appear in my life again, but tis time drunk as hell. tt was wad happened last night. aft our last paper, i didnt hear frm him the whole freaking day and at 1am he text me drunk n wanted me to see him. like who am i to him? a nanny? so i told him tis morning to pls at least inform me where he's at. i'm not his fucking part-time gf...

aniway, its been days since i've put up some visuals, so here goes.

juz random stuff.

wen i'm bored frm studying.

nerve endings

after exams.

bored


sometimes i feel so tired being wif sean. i feel like i'm constantly running against a stubborn brick wall which doesnt budge no matter wad i do.