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Friday, November 21, 2008
i've been talking to a fren abt her ex bf n wad kind of an idiot he is.. plus all the other idiots in the whole world.. n went to fish out tis phrase i wrote to my ex bf abt 2 yrs ago...
no i wont talk to u abt my probs. really sorry. coz having to talk to u onli adds to my sorrows, knowing tt u're there somewhere, n tt i cant reach out to u. i am trying my best to forget u as soon as possible. every single time i tink of u n wondering where u were, wad u were doing.. all i cld tink of is tt u're out wif ying xi, having fun. n tt thot hurts, it hurts so much.
u promised way back wen we patched tt u will nv hurt me again, n u did, again. if things were left to the pt wen breaking up was for my benefits of studying in aust, things wldnt have gone so bad. we cld still remain as frens. prob it aint ur fault entirely, guess i'm to blame too. guess i'm not worth ur wait. guess i'm not worth having u whole heartedly.
so wad makes u tink i can tell u my probs like nutting happened btwn us? u're also part of tis probs. so pls... if u really wanna help me... help me forget abt u... stop contacting me. i loved u too much. n u've hurt me too much.
n omg.. i feel so proud of myself for being so brave! honestly i tink i got over him really fast.. comparing to my frens who had been hurt by their ex. *pats self*
i'm glad it happened aniway. like how i always tell ppl.. when a door slams into ur face, 2 other doors will open up for u. i'm thnkful to be able to be here, i may not be in vet but at least i'm fighting to get into it... at least there is a chance n i'm so close to getting it. n i'm thnkful.. so thnkful.. to meet sean. =)
yes the future may be blur for us.. n i'm not sure abt his plans for us..
he may not noe how to make his moves, he may be shy as hell...
he may always make me disappointed n angry n upset all the time
he may be short, buffed and look angry all the time (LOL!).
i may have to guess his moves all the fucking time.
he may not be the best bf eva...
but i love every day n moment i still have him
i treasure wad he does for me
i enjoy knowing the fact tt he tinks of me everyday
i like how he explains to me abt his assignments ever-oh-so-in-detail, tho i dun understand a damn wad he's talking abt.
i love how he shares vids and pics of cats with me
i love how he looks at me
i love no matter how absurdly ugly i look in the morning, he'll kiss me n say i look beautiful
and i totally love the mutual understanding of "i love u" altho its only mentioned once a mnth.
man i can go on n on... tinking of him makes me wanna cry!!! omg. hahhaa...
i like being submerged in ur contradictions dear
coz here we are.
=)))) wad a beautiful mess this is
no i wont talk to u abt my probs. really sorry. coz having to talk to u onli adds to my sorrows, knowing tt u're there somewhere, n tt i cant reach out to u. i am trying my best to forget u as soon as possible. every single time i tink of u n wondering where u were, wad u were doing.. all i cld tink of is tt u're out wif ying xi, having fun. n tt thot hurts, it hurts so much.
u promised way back wen we patched tt u will nv hurt me again, n u did, again. if things were left to the pt wen breaking up was for my benefits of studying in aust, things wldnt have gone so bad. we cld still remain as frens. prob it aint ur fault entirely, guess i'm to blame too. guess i'm not worth ur wait. guess i'm not worth having u whole heartedly.
so wad makes u tink i can tell u my probs like nutting happened btwn us? u're also part of tis probs. so pls... if u really wanna help me... help me forget abt u... stop contacting me. i loved u too much. n u've hurt me too much.
n omg.. i feel so proud of myself for being so brave! honestly i tink i got over him really fast.. comparing to my frens who had been hurt by their ex. *pats self*
i'm glad it happened aniway. like how i always tell ppl.. when a door slams into ur face, 2 other doors will open up for u. i'm thnkful to be able to be here, i may not be in vet but at least i'm fighting to get into it... at least there is a chance n i'm so close to getting it. n i'm thnkful.. so thnkful.. to meet sean. =)
yes the future may be blur for us.. n i'm not sure abt his plans for us..
he may not noe how to make his moves, he may be shy as hell...
he may always make me disappointed n angry n upset all the time
he may be short, buffed and look angry all the time (LOL!).
i may have to guess his moves all the fucking time.
he may not be the best bf eva...
but i love every day n moment i still have him
i treasure wad he does for me
i enjoy knowing the fact tt he tinks of me everyday
i like how he explains to me abt his assignments ever-oh-so-in-detail, tho i dun understand a damn wad he's talking abt.
i love how he shares vids and pics of cats with me
i love how he looks at me
i love no matter how absurdly ugly i look in the morning, he'll kiss me n say i look beautiful
and i totally love the mutual understanding of "i love u" altho its only mentioned once a mnth.
man i can go on n on... tinking of him makes me wanna cry!!! omg. hahhaa...
i like being submerged in ur contradictions dear
coz here we are.
=)))) wad a beautiful mess this is