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Saturday, February 23, 2008

i'm missing my family so much no word can describe. so much contradictory thots clashing into my mind. its so clattered and noisy, it eats into my sanity. everyday i fight to keep to the path, tis path so rocky and narrow.

1 phone call back and my emotions crashed in. i'm so worried abt everything back home. she said i have to take care of myself. she said she's sad but yet she have to be strong (like how i shld be strong too). both my grandmas are weak and frail, 1 just lost her beloved son, the other is still recovering. i want to be there... i want to help her with the burden... i want to take care of them. but i cant. i have my own responsibilities to face. tis responsibility i worked so hard to have. how can i give it up?

and i'm so worried abt pa. he has heart problems. yes it has stopped occurring for many yrs. but aft wad happened to my uncle, i cannot help but worry abt the possibility of it reoccurring on him.

i neeta work tis out. i neeta study hard. i neeta make it all worth. i wanna make them proud.