counting down to the day i'll be leaving. did not think much abt it till today. realised how little time i have left here, and that i have the least hope on the person i wanna spend my time wif most... and that disappointment grows day aft day.
i thot being away will make things less painful. little did i suspect that the absence only increases my urges. a crescendo of need. *sigh*
its only my first day jobless and i'm emo-ing. wad will happen to the nxt 2 wks?