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Thursday, December 27, 2007

so my parents are back and flying to china again on nye, leaving my grandma, uncle and aunt there. i'm worried out of my nuts abt her.. so worried my heart aches. have no idea how her condition is.. improving? getting worse? can she walk? is she wide awake? wad if she can nv get back to sg? i know i shldnt be thinking of all these.. tt i shld be hopeful and positive... but wrking at a vet made me set my mind tt life is not that hopeful aft all. one moment you're up and abt.. the nxt moment....
i prayed... and cried as i pray... pls pls pls let her be well... pls....

it shld be sweet and wonderful falling for someone. tt u wanna see or talk to him every living min. but i hate how i'm feeling... coz i noe liking a person like him is WRONG! there's no future, he gets along wif TOO many gals (i will def feel insecure, i already do), pretty sure he doesnt like me, and most importantly, i'll be gone frm sg for 6 yrs! so i'm being nonchalant abt my feelings. there's nutting to talk abt, nutting to ask abt, nutting to discuss abt. he will nv be part of my life... pretty sure tis feeling is juz a passing cloud. it'll be gone b4 i noe it.

HATE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU BOI.