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Saturday, May 19, 2007
i wanna cry.. so much.. controlling so hard tt i'm having a headache..
dun like tis mood swings. dunno y i've been feeling tis way.
everything i see watch listen read.. wadeva.. i feel like crying!
it all started wif chatting wif pearlyn frm james tan abt going overseas to study vet. i cant go over nxt yr aft all. its too late for entry nxt yr feb. they're not taking in july students nxt yr onwards. so tt means i can onli TRY.. TRY to get in. TRY! i dun even noe if i can get it! in 2009!! haiz.
n i wanna save up! so much. but how??? its onli 19 may... 2 more wks to the nxt pay. how to save up another 300!
n i miss him... so much.. feel so lost now.. unwanted... y muz he leave me during a period wen i need him the most? y muz he hurt me wen i'm at my weakest period? y cant i get over tt fucking jerk? yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
cant ANIONE see?! i'm not tt bubbly haaapppy gal! i'm not tt chatty! i need ppl to noe tt i'm so emotional n sensitive tt it IRRITATES me! but even now wen i stop being so FAKE.. i can see how much people dun wanna tok to me. so who can understand tt?! who can accept tt i'm boring? tt i have IRRITATING emotional swings? FOR THE WHOLE OF MY LIFE. n it doesnt come onli during pms. its ALLLL THHHE TIME! so who can accept tt? NO ONE! coz i cant even accept it myself.
u tink i like being teased? big boobs.. twin towers.. fat... u tink i can accept it? i've been hiding! do u KNOW HOW HURT I AM? did u noe tt i cry at home everytime things get overboard? did u noe i had depression b4 due to it? did u noe i was anorexic? do u wan me to go back to tt?! coz i can! i did it for half a yr.. get it in ur STUBBORN INSENSITIVE MIND!! I WAS ANOREXIC FOR HALF A YR!
bet no one can imagine me being quiet? but i am lidat at home. my mom once even thot i had no frens. tt i'm a loner in sch. she said it straight into my face! coz i alway throw my temper arnd at home.. n dun wanna talk to anione. she said wen i'm like tt at home.. i'll be the same outside. dun wan anione to see tt side of me. coz its an ugly sight.
dunno y i'm saying all tis..
dun like tis mood swings. dunno y i've been feeling tis way.
everything i see watch listen read.. wadeva.. i feel like crying!
it all started wif chatting wif pearlyn frm james tan abt going overseas to study vet. i cant go over nxt yr aft all. its too late for entry nxt yr feb. they're not taking in july students nxt yr onwards. so tt means i can onli TRY.. TRY to get in. TRY! i dun even noe if i can get it! in 2009!! haiz.
n i wanna save up! so much. but how??? its onli 19 may... 2 more wks to the nxt pay. how to save up another 300!
n i miss him... so much.. feel so lost now.. unwanted... y muz he leave me during a period wen i need him the most? y muz he hurt me wen i'm at my weakest period? y cant i get over tt fucking jerk? yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
cant ANIONE see?! i'm not tt bubbly haaapppy gal! i'm not tt chatty! i need ppl to noe tt i'm so emotional n sensitive tt it IRRITATES me! but even now wen i stop being so FAKE.. i can see how much people dun wanna tok to me. so who can understand tt?! who can accept tt i'm boring? tt i have IRRITATING emotional swings? FOR THE WHOLE OF MY LIFE. n it doesnt come onli during pms. its ALLLL THHHE TIME! so who can accept tt? NO ONE! coz i cant even accept it myself.
u tink i like being teased? big boobs.. twin towers.. fat... u tink i can accept it? i've been hiding! do u KNOW HOW HURT I AM? did u noe tt i cry at home everytime things get overboard? did u noe i had depression b4 due to it? did u noe i was anorexic? do u wan me to go back to tt?! coz i can! i did it for half a yr.. get it in ur STUBBORN INSENSITIVE MIND!! I WAS ANOREXIC FOR HALF A YR!
bet no one can imagine me being quiet? but i am lidat at home. my mom once even thot i had no frens. tt i'm a loner in sch. she said it straight into my face! coz i alway throw my temper arnd at home.. n dun wanna talk to anione. she said wen i'm like tt at home.. i'll be the same outside. dun wan anione to see tt side of me. coz its an ugly sight.
dunno y i'm saying all tis..