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Monday, April 23, 2007

had been pretty "thotless"... n it bothers me. so not me... well.. actually.. been thinking abt some stuff recently.. but i'm not gonna it state here.. prob in my other blog, where in depth, more personal thots r..

den u'll prob think wads the use of tis blog den..

i like the idea of sharing. its like chatting wif an imaginary fren... even if no one is reading.. coz honestly, i love to share wad i do or think every single day to someone. but i'm worried tt it will juz bore the person... having to onli talk abt myself, n wad i've been doing.. n no one is ALWAYS there for u? it may be diff for some.. but its like tis for me. i have some pretty gd frens. they noe my probs.. they noe wads going on in my life.. but they have their own life, own probs to handle, own frens to hang out wif.. so i dun expect them to be here for me 24/7. sounds sad? its not!

kinda lazy to type out y i'm not sad abt it... prob turn out to be another essay. haha.

so yep. tis is y i'm still blogging religiously here! but of coz.. some thots r to be kept unheard. so out comes the other blog. =P

wad is a date? wad defines a date? was chatting wif ivonny abt going out on several occasions wif someone. n she asked wen was our first date... was tt our first date.. etc. den i asked.. wad is a first date? which got me thinking... seriously. wad is a first date? thot back of my other ex relationships... n cant seem to get the right ans. is it a date onli wen he mentioned "its a date"? is it a date wen... u noe he likes u, n u like him.. but he nv really confess to u... den he asked u out..? is it a date wen.. u first held hands wif him? is it a date wen... he first kissed u? is it a date wen.. u went out to a romantic setting? hmm.. come to tink of it.. i've nv really experience a romantic night out... not tt i need it.. for me.. plain n simple, getting to noe each other more.. is nice. =)

which den got me to thinking abt wed! phantom of the opera wif chris. first time watching a musical at the esplanade wif onli a guy man. it was either my grp of my frens or my aunt. not tt we're going out on a "date" or anithing.. but u noe... i'm always worried abt wad to wear. esp wen its on a rare occasion. i'm afraid tt i'll either turn out too plain/normal... or too glam.. not tt kinda "wow" glam.. but "urh..... y u wear until lidat?" kinda glam. or... "argh. u look fat in tt outfit". or.. "argh... so aunty." or.. "eeww.. thunder arms". AHH~!! =(

seriously lack of confidence.