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Sunday, February 04, 2007

woke up wif both eyes swollen like fish balls. cld barely keep them open, cld barely stuff my contacts into them.

tis is killing me..

went out wif bun yest to shop n watched ms potter.. which was nice.. except for some boring n stagnant parts. yea.. aniway, the show affected me so badly.. den we sat down at macs n chatted.. n i told her abt wads happening now. almost cried. controlled like hell.

went to meet jackie at hard rock cafe. n i juz kept crying n crying. cld not stop.. no matter how hard i tried... the tears juz flowed. drank brandy n rum. wanted more... but well.. decided not to. came home n cried even more...

seriously.. my previous entry abt being happy n all.. was utter crap. didnt last at all. dunno man.. its affecting me so much... i miss him so badly tt everything reminds me of him.. so miserable.

went to cut my hair freaking short today. its ssoooo short tt i look like a butch. wadeva.. dun really care how i look animore.. no matter how nice my hair is.. how pretty my make up is.. the skin colour itself is dull.. my eyes look sad.. wadeva..