..ahh.. emo... all kinds of thots running thru my mind. hate times like tis.. being sensitive.. my thots running wild... feeling lonely..
well.. i've been like tis since i-dunno-when actually. like i juz wanna get away frm everyone... be alone... be nonchalent abt everything..
we're gonna be a yr together. n i dun have money left for the gift! oh crap. i feel so crappy.
sumtimes i wonder... is it worth buying? coz.. its not like he'll rem.. n.. its not like he'll get anithing for me. den i'll tell myself, tt it juz doesnt matter. as long as i rem.. n tt i'll buy sumthing for US. these 2 angel n devil arguing in my mind. juz so irritating. =(
eyes getting heavy. nite.
my heart hurts frm missing him too much.