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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

i tink i'm the worse fren in tis whole wide world. =( shldnt have let my mood affect my surrounding ppl.. i've been controlling wadeva negative emotions i have.. not wanting it to show or affect anione.. but sumtimes it juz reaches tt limit. guess tts wad happened to mark. haiz mark.. wenever i tink of wad he said... it juz hurts me. its quite sad. really sad.

kinda burst at lionel today during dance. scolded the F word.. it juz slipped out.. seriously didnt mean it. but the reason y i said it to him but not anione else there.. was coz sumtimes.. i've had enuff of him telling n nagging me on wad i shld do.. wad i shldnt do.. wad i shld noe.. i noe he's doing it coz he cares.. but its to the extend tt sumtimes it sounds as if he said it onli to irritate me or show tt he's better. n yea... i shldnt rely on how i feel abt tis.. coz i noe i have a very sensitive n negative mindset. wadeva it is.. well.. i dun tink he's reading tis. i jz wanna say..

I'M SORRY!!

i tink too much. SERIOUSLY! tink too much feel too much... so many things running thru my mind every min every sec. i juz dun like sharing those thots.

i need to get away frm everyone for tis moment. except for dear i guess.. somehow thru tis chaos... i juz need him here wif me. juz a silent accompany.. enjoying his presence.. calm my thots.. n run them thru over n over again... had been so long since i've done tt. =(