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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

jealousy anger n insecurity running thru me... since yest nite... i noe i shldnt be feeling like tis.. its unreasonable.. too sensitive.. but i need anses! i need to noe.. my mind is full of qnses.. but i dont dare to ask! juz cant open my mouth... tts my prob... too sensitive n scared. hide my feelings too much! argh... wadeva i'm assuming.. dont want it to be true.. dont want it to happen.. help.. someone..

enuff of unhappy stuff. i've gotten permission.. n confirmation... for going to KL wif my dance peeps on 9, 10, 11 june... den.. 15, 16, 17, 18 june wif my classmates. WOO HOO~ so cool. well... the trip wif the dance ppl is not confirmed... coz.. lionel dont seem to want me to go!!! well.. ok fine.. tink i'm too sensitive.. but he kept saying, "dunno leh.. u wanna go meh? ur parents allow meh? coz i tink onli 5 ppl can go leh... coz i'll be driving.. onli can fit 5 ppl.. further more.. u'll be spending ALOT of money... u sure u wanna go?" aarrgghh.. i'm sure i wanna go.. u sure u wanna let me go?!

oh ANIWAY, melvin didnt come for rumba today!! last min cancelled. ARGH! made me skip my audition for the role of kay!! n.. they didnt bring my dance shoes down.. so lionel n i onli danced a lil.. like SUPER lil.. den we juz sat arnd.. argh. SO.. we left for dinner... den home. stupid. argh. aniway, taught jane how to pop n shimmy. was kinda embarrassed.. so we hid at a corner of the room n drew the curtains.. but lionel kept peeping in! stupid idiot. n even made a GRAND entrance by lifting the curtains up n walking in. so i told him to teach instead. BUT instead of teaching.. he shimmied straight into my face. like really close. stupid shit.. irritating bugger. funny idiot. haha.

oh another happy thing! i found a gems fren!! gems class was soo boring.. coz i didnt noe anione there. TILL!! i found someone who's frm the same sch as me! BE! yea.. BE rulez. his name is michael n he's frm civil structure. found him super familiar at first.. den he talked to me today n true enuff! frm BE! nv tot i'll find someone frm design to be in a business gems. wad a blessing. =D

oh! n i found out how i noe tis guy.. who knew lionel too coz of their buddhist association. found him SUPER familiar at first.. den i found out i was the one who talked to him during CCA week.. n he was the one who signed up for all 3 categories, contemp cheerleading n hip hop. yeap. my skills gd rite... wahahaha.

juz had some really sour mango. gd at taking ur mind away frm those emo stuff.. aniway. test tmr.. STUDY!