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Sunday, March 26, 2006

yet another boring sun. stuck at home having nutting to do. gonna go suntec wif my parents later tis evening n boi do i look forward to leaving the hse. wanna go swimming downstairs, but due to urh... inconvenient circumstances.. i cant. arrgh. i seriously neeta find something to do. hmmm..

nutting seems to be bothering me now. work's fine.. still the same ol boring stuff. i wont be able to see him for the weekends.. n i dont even noe if i will during the weekends... so i rather not tink of seeing him. so yea, its at the back of my mind. wad else.. nutting much in fact. juz looking forward to dance every mon n thurs. saturdays n sundays r always a bore... blah... cant wait for april. den i'll have the lightology pract during e weekends. yea! oh.. n guess i'll ask lionel if he wanna pract our dance routine on sat. *shrug* I HATE BOREDOM!!

guess i'm onli worried abt the future. wad will i do aft my diploma? will the uni in aust accept me in for vet? i'm definitely not furthering archi.. no interest at all... it'll be a total waste of time. wad if they dont accept me? wad will i do den? work? but i wanna study.. wanna get a degree.. dun wanna get stuck wif onli a diploma. argh.. no matter wad.. i muz find all means or ways to get into veterinary. tts wad i want.. n i'll get it. yep. hehe.

wad if i DO get in? wad abt him? haiz... time will tell. there's nutting i can do aniway. studies are more impt to me. its impossible for me to drop the opp i've always wanted in my life juz to accommodate to him. no way. there may be heartaches... endless nites of crying... helplessness... loneliness.. wadeva.. i've gotta pursue my dream. no matter wad. *nods*

i love u. u noe i do.