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Saturday, January 28, 2006

gosh.. had been looong since i posted an entry. had been pretty busy wif dance practices n work these days. didnt go for classes, stayed home to do my proj b4 heading to sch for dance. dead tired once i reached home. lets see, i have dance on... mon, wed, thurs... n soon fri. sometimes 2 dance practices in the role on the same day. haiz.. i need a gd rest aft the wave concert.

i'm still unsure wad i did was right. ying was obviously unhappy, totally against my actions. owell... time will tell yea? my frens were agnst us 4 yrs ago... n we lasted 2 yrs. but well.. guess its a diff case now? *shrugs* time will tell. but i can honestly say, i'm beginning to feel wad i felt 2 yrs ago, again. gd or bad? dunno.

tmr's cny. not looking forward to it. my day was ruined wen i found out tt viz kept shutting down on me. really hope its juz some temp pro n tt it wont happen aft giving my dear lappy a day's break. n to add into my unhappiness.. ma kept screaming at me to bathe b4 12am. some traditional pract. den wen i wanted to, kor went to use the toilet, so i rested on my bed while waiting. nxt thing i noe, ma came barging in screaming me to bathe. like HELLO?!!!! kor's using the toilet lor! arrgh. menopause's getting into her. -_-

listening to moulin rouge's come what may. again. will nv get bored of it. but today, unlike any other days, i feel like crying listening to it. emo emo... argh.. i hate it. y... post-menses symptom? no... its the viz prob n ma's unreasonable explosion. n well... mayb something else. yea, actually its majority of my upset. ='(

blah... always hiding my sadness behind a mask. everyone does tt. too bad. God created us to experience unhappiness to reflect on our happiness. like how a dark room is compared to light to noe how dark the room is. i have no idea wad i juz said. crap.