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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

hta subm is overr! its the holss.. well.. onli for a wk tho... n my wk's soo pack wif activities, guess it'll pass b4 i noe it. come to tink of it.. its already wed tmr! half the wk gone. owellss..

i'm soo happy today! met up wif my darl jiayi. =DDDD wen was the last time out wif her? during her bday. tt was a few mnths ago. miss her loads. sooo nice seeing her again.. n nice huggie!! hehe.. had loadsa catching up to do. if onli i had my cam wif me.. i'll definitely take soo many pics! talked to her abt my tots tis days.. haiz.. so far she's the onli 1 whom i can truly open up to.. aniway, we watched narnia. which i tot was an.. ok movie. quite nice.. gd graphics.. nice story line... but no "wow" factor. didnt make me tink abt it aft the movie like some shows did. 1 thing for sure is tt peter is sooo HANDSOME! haha.. real name william moseley. hehe.. so handsome. 18 yrs old. wooo hooo. anniiwaay.. aft the movie was home... tw msged me abt his probs.. n it got me tinking abt my own past.. which led to me dropping a few tears. argh. i hate myself for wad i did in the past. thnkfully my parents forgave n gave back their trust in me. but i still haven forgiven myself.. n nv will. let tis be a lifelong scar n lesson for me. *sigh*

meeting up wif jy always reminded me of my sec sch days... n yea... of my ex. someone i haven really forgotten. haiz... dunno y.. the tot of him makes me sigh.. seeing him on frenster makes me sigh... i'll be looking out for him whenever i'm at orchard, n wen i TOT i saw him, i'll stop n look properly, onli to noe its not him, den sigh in both relief n disappointment. relief coz i dun wanna see him, which will lead me to tinking of him for the nxt few days.. disappointment coz well.... i really wanna see him.. missing him soo much. or wen on msn, i'll be scrolling down my contacts in hope tt he'll be online, n wen he's not i'll sigh.. if he is (rarely), i'll be like "shld i tok to him??" den i'll end up NOT coz i'm too shy! haiz... y cant i juz get over him?! yyy.. =(

liking someone SUX! wether in a relationship or not.. it juz brings u thru this wild roller coaster ride of emotions.. IT SUX!