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Thursday, May 05, 2005

slpy. very very slpy. finally able to use the laptop in my room w/o disturbance. juz came back frm prep camp. it ends tmr, but came back instead. gonna join them again tmr morning. told my mom i'll be home today, gotta keep my promise. shant work tmr, though i didnt apply for leave. its a sucky job aniway, no pt going for it.

prep camp started yest. coooll, fun! reminded me of my cadet times, but less tough, n more fun. totally enjoyed it. glad to be able to go abt juz listening to instructions n following em juz to make the leaders satisfied, though it gets a little too rough n tiring, but making decisions n giving out instructions is much more difficult, so i'm juz glad. somehow, since i'm now a sj officer, i cld put myself in their shoes, while at the same time enjoy the feeling of being a helper. which was soo not me wen i was a cadet. all i cld tink was "how i wish i'm in their shoes n their's in mine""how i wish i can give them commands instead""wen can i be the leaders?""argh! y the hell muz they make things difficult for us?!" ahhh... now i noe. being a leader is not juz going abt giving instructions n making things difficult, there's much more to it, n there is a reason behind wadeva they do, which is much much much tougher. somehow i wish i cld juz go back to being a cadet again. =

well.. the past 1/1/2 days were nutting much but games aft games, cheers aft cheers. there was the night walk. 4 of the helpers (incl. me!!) were choosen out of the 16+ helpers to act as "freshies" to experience the walk. the rest were the "scarers" O_0 argh. was pretty freaked out at first. esp at tis "hell" station... was sooo freaked out tt i started wailing juz to pull the feeling out of me. ben had a shock. was grabbing his hand like mad.. hee.. but he very protective... helped block the "ghosts" frm me. hee. =P very cute n humorous guy. further more he was really brave n initiative.. heeeeeeeeee =P~~~ ANIWAY, the rest of the walk was nutting much, coz i cld figure out who was acting as wad. haha.

got an injured little toe on my right leg!! argh. painfullll... stupid lionel. haha. our team won his team over a game, so we got to pour water onto them. den the all-wet, drenching lionel came over to hug me!! n ended up kicking my little toe. -_- now its so freaking red n swollen.. n i can barely walk properly. n... my mom told me to go to a sinsei, noooooooooo!! i'm petrified of em!!

oh, n another sucky thing. i was suffering frm a quite severe diarrhoea. had to run for toilets in the middle of games. argh. felt terrible man. if not for tis, i wld definitely enjoy the camp. =(

oh man.. i'm exhausted.