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Monday, March 07, 2005
tired... sick...

so tired... came back frm dance... tired!!!! ahhh... everyday also got pract... coz tis fri is my performance already.. ah!!! tired...

toking to vir and megat abt it now... feeling so agitated.. juz feel like screaming. bursting my lungs, throat... screaming till blood flows out of my eyes instead of tears... screaming till my heart stops. feel like crying again.. but NO! i shall not... i've cried enuff... NO MORE CRYING! its not worth wasting my tears.

sometimes i'm juz so sick to try to get things back to normal. like the saying goes.. it takes 2 hands to clap. they told me to try.. ohh.. juz try... i tink u guys shld tok abt it privately.. wad if the other party is unwilling to? i've tried.. i've talked... i'm sick of facing the same attitude over n over again.. i'm tired of trying. its over... i shant try animore.. i'll juz let it rest.. let it be... i'll juz ignore.. everyone, everything has a limit... as far as i'm concerned.. my limit has been reached. i'll prob explode if i push even further. sorry.