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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
staring at the screen now... mind shutting off soon. i noe i shld be slping, but its been so long since i last blogged, wanna jot down tis few torturous days, esp yest n today.
submissions's today.. but still not satisfied. there's no feeling of celebration nor is there a release frm burden, felt like i didnt do well, hadnt put in enuff effort, will do badly. had been praying, but like wad pa always say, "God will only help those who help themselves." In a weird way, tis phrase had been driven deep in my mind since young, n its tis phrase that keeps me going. i'm not a God fanatic... but its good to have a force behind me, encouraging me to work on, tis is wad i call faith. dun care wad others tink, everyone have their own philosophy.
Went for sj on sun, which was also my bday. though there were no celebration or gifts wadsoeva, i felt really happy... felt remembered. =) was flooded wif calls n msges, wishing me. my juniors sang me a bday song, didnt expect them to remember, didnt expect them to be so nice to me even though i had scolded them during the training. those hugs were really warm n sweet. love y'all.
didnt slp a wink the night b4 submission. had loads of work left... realised how little i had done. rushed like mad and managed to finish them, but still no satisfaction. owell.. feeling so lethargic now.. mind's shutting down. tmr's crit... not prepared at all... its too soon! i need rest! gonna play bball wif jack n leslie aft my crit.. cant wait!! had been soooo long since i last played. reminiscing back sec sch... wen i played bball everyday during recess and aft sch. those were the days... miss them so much, miss the ppl i had fun wif, miss everyone in sec sch.
submissions's today.. but still not satisfied. there's no feeling of celebration nor is there a release frm burden, felt like i didnt do well, hadnt put in enuff effort, will do badly. had been praying, but like wad pa always say, "God will only help those who help themselves." In a weird way, tis phrase had been driven deep in my mind since young, n its tis phrase that keeps me going. i'm not a God fanatic... but its good to have a force behind me, encouraging me to work on, tis is wad i call faith. dun care wad others tink, everyone have their own philosophy.
Went for sj on sun, which was also my bday. though there were no celebration or gifts wadsoeva, i felt really happy... felt remembered. =) was flooded wif calls n msges, wishing me. my juniors sang me a bday song, didnt expect them to remember, didnt expect them to be so nice to me even though i had scolded them during the training. those hugs were really warm n sweet. love y'all.
didnt slp a wink the night b4 submission. had loads of work left... realised how little i had done. rushed like mad and managed to finish them, but still no satisfaction. owell.. feeling so lethargic now.. mind's shutting down. tmr's crit... not prepared at all... its too soon! i need rest! gonna play bball wif jack n leslie aft my crit.. cant wait!! had been soooo long since i last played. reminiscing back sec sch... wen i played bball everyday during recess and aft sch. those were the days... miss them so much, miss the ppl i had fun wif, miss everyone in sec sch.