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Wednesday, March 02, 2005
cry~

cried 2 days in a role.. goodness... tink i'll go blind some day. cried while walking home the day b4... den cried last night aft toking to gh. didnt noe y i cried aft toking to him... he kinda raked up the past... den emotions juz came... den cried. he said he cried too, but didnt really believe him, coz he didnt sound like he cried. *shrug* cant believe wad he said to me, felt empty... too bad, he missed his chance... didnt treasure me in the first place wen i was still mad abt him. said tt he missed me and all... put the fone away wen he started.. didnt wanna hear abt it... felt sick abt it. no way will i get back to him. he changed too much. chat till 3+, den fell alsp wif the fone still in my hand.

yest was fun while going back wif kenneth. cairu, him and me were teasing each other. was really fun. cairu said tt she has been rejecting ppl coz she already has someone in mind. cld tell tt it was kenneth. like soooo obvious. -_-" den kenneth was teasing me abt lionel. so irritating man... he called me lionel instead of my name. wanted to shut him off... wanna say like,"not lionel la! u're the one i admire!!" lolx. of coz i nv say la.

yest went wif ivonny to city hall. met the ang moh on the way to dover. den we sat the same carriage on the mrt. hehehe. den i sat nxt to him. hehehe..!! so funny man.. dunno y i kept laughing... ivonny was sitting directly opp me.. also laughing. lolx. den we took pics of him while he was slping. i pretended tking pics of myself... but was taking him la. den ivonny pretended taking pics of me. lolx. funny~~~~

felt really terrible wen i woke up tis morning. wanted to cry again. but didnt. tink i cried too much. was tinking abt wad gh told me last night. felt really sick once i tot abt it. den i tot abt him... heart ached.. again... haiz....