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Friday, February 25, 2005
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tears in my eyes now.. trying really hard to hold them back... too many ppl arnd to show my emotions. feeling so terrible... the tok wif megat yest totally changed my mood, though i didnt show it last evening in sch. woke up tis morning tinking abt it, n it got worse. didnt bother to rush for hta. made my way slowly to sch, only to find out tt i have diarrhoea. stay in the toilet for wad seemed forever. came out feeling weak and nauseas. went to fc 1 wif the others but found out tt i didnt have the appetite to eat, not even fruits. threw the whole packet away and went back to the studio first. everyone's asking me wads wrong, all assuming tt i'm feeling too tired or sick... i'm juz nodding my head or ignoring them.

dunno how long will tis last. hopefully not long. cant concentrate on my work. knowing tt there is a high possibility of him liking her made me feel devastated. didnt noe tt it'll affect me so much.

my stomach is hurting, my head is pounding, my heart is breaking... i juz feel like dying.