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Wednesday, October 27, 2004
zzzzz

darn slpy now.. eyes are feeling slightly heavy but surprisingly i cant slp. Tried to juz now.. on the sofa.. but due to my parents' little karaoke session, it kept me wide awake. So... "if u dun like them, be like them".. i joined in for a little singing. It reminded me of KBOX.. kinda miss it.. used to go there wif my parents, but aft my bro got busy wif ns and me being busy wif archi, those times are gone. n coz of my mood being real bad at home, i rarely tok to my parents. Well.. i can tell they do try having some little conversations wif me, but i always gave a nonchalant ans. Had been really pre-occupied. Many ppl noe the reason.. but none noe how bad it's affecting me. had been putting a false front in front of my frens.. as usual... only to show my real self at home.. i pity my parents.. sorry.. =(


went ice-skating wif ivonny, virly, lionel, rf and kim. was quite ok.. poor kim didnt noe how to skate and was left behind. did try once in a while to help her.. but the temptations to skate fast was so great, i had to leave her behind for a while, den return. she did improve fast though, from not being able to stand stable to walking quite a distance, it was quite unstable though. beginner... understandable.. practice makes perfect... =) fell down once, was tripped by rf.. luckily no scratches... *phew* hated those guys who went around the rink super fast.. zooming in n out of ppl.. juz inches away... curse those guys.. curse them to fall!! one of them fell.. haha.. sooo shiok man... i was cheering.. hahahaha.. =P i mean.. come on.. there are ppl who dun noe how to skate here, and u are zooming sooo close to them, u tink they can balance as well as u do?! many almost fell coz of u guys.. *hmph* me included! *hmph**curse u*


going out to orchard wif the same gang excluding kim and including jack n daniel. looking forward to it.. hope we'll have fun.. =)


help.. someone help me decide.. shld i? or shld i not? shld i wait? is it worth the waiting? the decision's getting stronger and stronger each day.. but at the same time.. i dun wan tt to happen... had been tinking abt it every single day... but still have not made up my mind... wanna wait till the hols, mayb aft.. and analyse the situation.. if no improvement.. then guess i will... God give me the strength... gotta curb this fear and do wad is right.. *prays*


guess the fatique is setting in... getting restless and cold.. wanna snuggle into my warm bed.. had been days since i've done tt.. had been slping on my sofa since last fri.. the feeling of crying welling up again... hate it sooo much.. need someone now.. so much... but of coz it will nv happen.. as usual.. *shrug*