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Saturday, October 30, 2004
sobz
am supposed to do my hta, but as usual.. feeling lazy.. juz wanna laze around.. feeling tired and slpy, but shall wait till my eyes get heavy, or maybe wen i tink i ought to get to slp. meeting tian wen to study tmr morning.. argh.. hope i can study.. n hope wad he told me abt gerwyn tis evening is not true.. *prays* well.. i dun really need to tink so much actually.. juz a bunch of immature boys joking around.. shant get too serious about it.
went down to sj tis morning, had been soo long since i shouted.. didnt really shout as loud as b4, worse was i had a sore throat temporarily during the NYAA introducion session. Luckily they provided us a bottle of water each, gobbled the whole bottle, managed to get rid of it, ran to the toilet quite a few times, bertinus was like looking at me in a weird way as if saying "you got a bladder problem?" haha.. yea.. aniway.. measured my body for the safari uniform, argh! fat fat... even my junior said so... =( cant wait for the uniform... wonder how i'll look in it.. shall try to shed some weight b4 its done. =P had a very very light lunch (actually cant count as lunch) and rushed down to the HQ for the NYAA session..
Sat thru the SAME session again... argh.. SAME speaker, SAME slide shows, SAME info.. boooorrriiinggg.. bertinus too.. coz he went thru the same thing wif me too.. y da hell did the zone post us to tis session wen we already went thru it? *grrr* den wee kim(?) told me some info, which i DO NOT want to noe... argh.. thnx huh steven lee... -_- den bertinus told me i had to give some speech during the national seminar.. i was like "WTF?!" argh.. gotta call up steven lee to get things clear wif him.. heard that he used me to replace him, coz he didnt want to go or is busy.. but y me?! y not the other officers?! there's 5 more xtra ones.. y me?!!! -_-
miserable man... i'm known in the hq... but feel sooo bloody out of place in my own corp.. tis is not wad i want... haiz... *shakes head*
so yea.. went to sch, den the hq, came home tired and sticky at arnd 5+ - 6. checked my hp, coz i left it at home, called tw back, listened to something which was not wad i expected, and tried to complete my hta, which i started yesterday. did not even finish the first qns, went to bathe and had dinner standing up. hmm.. dunno y i was standing also... yea, sat down wif my mom to watch tv, had a nice laugh, but as usual, was tinking of tt, went on watching tv till 11+. was tinking of continuing wif my hta, but.. yep.. too lazy.. and heeerrrreee iiii ammmm.
still tinking abt it, juz cant stop.. i cant even concentrate on my hta... it is affecting wadeva i'm doing.. wad muz i do to stop tis? do i really have to make tt decision? isn't there any other way? haiz.. shall juz take 1 day at a time.. it is the last resort, if there is really no improvement, den i will have to no choice but to make up my mind.
guess i ought to get some slp, neeta wake up at 9 tmr...
well.. b4 i go... have tis urge to say.. BE... I LOVE YOU! hope u're here wif me now... =(
nitey.
went down to sj tis morning, had been soo long since i shouted.. didnt really shout as loud as b4, worse was i had a sore throat temporarily during the NYAA introducion session. Luckily they provided us a bottle of water each, gobbled the whole bottle, managed to get rid of it, ran to the toilet quite a few times, bertinus was like looking at me in a weird way as if saying "you got a bladder problem?" haha.. yea.. aniway.. measured my body for the safari uniform, argh! fat fat... even my junior said so... =( cant wait for the uniform... wonder how i'll look in it.. shall try to shed some weight b4 its done. =P had a very very light lunch (actually cant count as lunch) and rushed down to the HQ for the NYAA session..
Sat thru the SAME session again... argh.. SAME speaker, SAME slide shows, SAME info.. boooorrriiinggg.. bertinus too.. coz he went thru the same thing wif me too.. y da hell did the zone post us to tis session wen we already went thru it? *grrr* den wee kim(?) told me some info, which i DO NOT want to noe... argh.. thnx huh steven lee... -_- den bertinus told me i had to give some speech during the national seminar.. i was like "WTF?!" argh.. gotta call up steven lee to get things clear wif him.. heard that he used me to replace him, coz he didnt want to go or is busy.. but y me?! y not the other officers?! there's 5 more xtra ones.. y me?!!! -_-
miserable man... i'm known in the hq... but feel sooo bloody out of place in my own corp.. tis is not wad i want... haiz... *shakes head*
so yea.. went to sch, den the hq, came home tired and sticky at arnd 5+ - 6. checked my hp, coz i left it at home, called tw back, listened to something which was not wad i expected, and tried to complete my hta, which i started yesterday. did not even finish the first qns, went to bathe and had dinner standing up. hmm.. dunno y i was standing also... yea, sat down wif my mom to watch tv, had a nice laugh, but as usual, was tinking of tt, went on watching tv till 11+. was tinking of continuing wif my hta, but.. yep.. too lazy.. and heeerrrreee iiii ammmm.
still tinking abt it, juz cant stop.. i cant even concentrate on my hta... it is affecting wadeva i'm doing.. wad muz i do to stop tis? do i really have to make tt decision? isn't there any other way? haiz.. shall juz take 1 day at a time.. it is the last resort, if there is really no improvement, den i will have to no choice but to make up my mind.
guess i ought to get some slp, neeta wake up at 9 tmr...
well.. b4 i go... have tis urge to say.. BE... I LOVE YOU! hope u're here wif me now... =(
nitey.